Oh god!! I knew this day would come but, god damn I could not come at a worser time. The Social Securoty review board is going to review ME to see if they think I am disabled anymore. Yeah I got meds that seem to be working, but emotionally and mentally, I know I am not ready...If they cut me off, how will I help mom pay rent, pay for my meds, pay for the shrink, pay for the surgery coming up when getting a job around here is damn near impossible especially since I can not drive.:(:confused: :faint: :eek:

I have been out of work for years thanks to a nervous breakdown and depression, not a potential canidate for an employee....

No I dont want to be on disabilty all my life but it has to be on my terms... not theirs, there's just no other way.
That's why I started school online, (crap!!!! how will I be able to afford that and still have time for it if I have a dinky lil job to go to that probally wont be enough to help mom at the end of the month.)

Everything seemed to be so hopeful finally, and as ususal it looks like something is going to knock me back down on my *** AGAIN!!!!!!! :mad:

Hey Draga,

Have you talked with a therapist about this? It doesn't sound as if you need any more stress in your life - or you will end up in the hospital. I wish I could help - just know that I am sending you good wishes from afar.

:) thanks hun

Your doctor will most likely be on your side on this one too, I have been there, got off of it because I worked hard at it, but I may need it in the future so I may never know, I work enough hours to get a tiny check form them still, the insurance is better than any other insurance, which is another reason the doctor will definitely be on your side.

lord i called up the doctors office yesturday and practically broke down in teas...didn't talk to doc but talked to his wife...I gots feeling she going to be tellin him about y lil episode...hope he calls me back

How long does it usually take for him top call back, shug?

um i sure when he has spare time ..he got other paitents that just as nutters as me LOL

Have you got a support person to bring with you, Draga? (Or a lawyer from legal aid or whatever)

These agencies are more likely to buckle if a legal person is on your side.

hmmm worth a thought but I think this person is just going to interview me and send the info into another department....sly boogers those govt jerks are

Got appointment with my shrink early instead of the 7th of november..it's tommorrow...that way he can give me the letter i need early...bless his wife for thinking of it....now just gotta be paranoid of what he going to say :confused: :eek:

well my bone and joint doc dont think corpul tunnel is a disabiling condition...proably Physical therapist might say the same....that shrink is going to save my ***!!!!!!I asked shrink if he thought I should be off disability...and w/o even thinking bout it says NO!!! LMAO!!!

Todays the day,
Pray that if goes my way,
What will happen I do not know,
Just to meet my fear head on
Is the way I shall go.
The shrink says I have no need to fear.
He thinks I am nuts, that much is clear. :D

It'll go your way hun, as long as the doctor is batting for you, you are fine, trust me I have been there.

Thank God he is on my side...knowin that is the only thing keeping me from having a panic attack...2 more hours to go ...:eek:

Thanks dawlin ;)

Thank God he is on my side...knowin that is the only thing keeping me from having a panic attack...2 more hours to go ...:eek:

Thanks dawlin ;)Hey, you hold on now, y'hear? I think you will be fine! I always am, and I seem to present myself as sooooooo very normal here, now don't I? :cool:

someone once told me to just be myself when going on an job interview, but he changed his mind the minute he said it..."On second thought...dont be yourself." I like his 1st advice better :D

I gots my dragon shirt, dragon necklace, and dragon protector ring too fix the hair and makeup in Draga fashion..I need to be her today. Since she is part of me...same as being myself lol!

I'll be pulling for you, gal! Report to us when you get back? :)

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I got my war paint on, my dragon armor, sword ready to swing with Draga by my side...I ready for whatever comes

Get 'em

git r dun :D 4 minutes till I'm off....Oh wait..I been off all my life that y I doing this :D

How'd it go, Mel? :)

How'd it go, Mel? :)
Ditto??

LOL welll..the lady asked me a bunch of questions of what I can do and what I cant and what I have problems doing...and doctor and meds...blah blah blah....but all that info she send to disability office in Nawlins and she has NO IDEA when or if they going to read all this stuff....

so the battle is not over....I'd say it just beginning...just sucks I dont even know when the next shot is going to be fired.

Nawlins
I think it's funny, that is New Orleans right?

LOL yeah the very city ;)