saracrewe
11-25-07, 01:33 PM
Hello everyone! First I want to say thank you for creatring a place like this. The support is wonderful and I ams o grateful to be able to have somewhere to share in the experiences of so many others who dea lwith this devastating condtion. And yes, it can be absolutely devastating, as we all too well know.
I am asking for your advice. I have an appt. with my psyciatrist early this Tues. morning, and since I have to pay $100.00 for literally 10 minutes of his time, I feel like I have to go in there 'researched' with solutons to offer him rather than the other way around. Maybe some of you understand.
But anyway, a brief history...like so many of you, I spent nearly my whole life undiagnosed with ADD, then was misdiagnosed with basic depression, then bipolar, and those medications on top of the undiagnosed ADD were devastating physically and mentally to me, until my life was basically reduced to rubble.
Finally, about 5 months ago, I received a proper diagnosis after 2 months of testing with a psychologist, and see a psyciatrist to handle the meds part. I was given Adderall XR 15mg and it was like a miracle drug. I could tell the difference from the very first day. Things seemed possible, and I had hope again, and even started to take interest in things I hadn't been able to do, such as writing and crafts, etc.
As time has gone on, the medicine is not working as well as it used to, which is terrifying enough, but I don't know if it's a tolerance or if the stressors in my life which have rose significantly are contributing to that.
The Adderall did seem to wear off quickly and within 2 weeks of first taking it I tried switching to 20mg, but that seemed to be too high a dose and made me anxious/etc. (I also have anxiety disorder. The Adderall was effective in helping that when it was working.) So I switched back to 15mg.
ANYWAY, it's been about 3 to 4 months since I started the Adderall, and I feel back to where I was before I started taking it...no focus, energy, ability to plan, etc. I saw the doc 6 weeks ago and he suggested trying two doses of the 15mg XR a day, as I read that helped people sometimes. There's perhaps a slight improvement, but I feel mostly lethargic and headachy (I've only tried it for three days so I'm not sure.)
But here's the issue and my real question, finally. I'm caught in a horrible situation/environment now which is like poison that I can't get away from, at least not for a while, which may have something to do with the lessening effects of my medcine. It's causing what I call 'situational depression' and I'm wondering which would be the better solution: should I try further changing the dosage of Adderall somehow? Or should I keep the once a day 15mg XR and temporarily add an ati-depressant until I can get out of this terrible funk these circumstances are bringing me? I must state that I am HIGHLY RESISTANT to going on an anti-depressant again because when I was misdiagnosed, I was on everything and they didn't help. They made me sicker and zombie-lke and gain weight and you know the drill. The only one that didn't turn me into a toal zombie was Wellbutrin. It didn't necessariy make me feel better, but of course I was misdiagnosed at the time.
I'm sorry this is long, I'm just trying to make sense ofthis and really need help. So I looked up Wellbutrin+Adderall to check interactions and was surprised to find a board in these forums where people who have combined the two have had good results...an improvement not only in depression, but in the effectiveness of their Adderall working.
Which sounds like the best case scenario to you to try? Any suggestions? I'm beyond desperate and would appreciate any help. Thank you so much!!
I am asking for your advice. I have an appt. with my psyciatrist early this Tues. morning, and since I have to pay $100.00 for literally 10 minutes of his time, I feel like I have to go in there 'researched' with solutons to offer him rather than the other way around. Maybe some of you understand.
But anyway, a brief history...like so many of you, I spent nearly my whole life undiagnosed with ADD, then was misdiagnosed with basic depression, then bipolar, and those medications on top of the undiagnosed ADD were devastating physically and mentally to me, until my life was basically reduced to rubble.
Finally, about 5 months ago, I received a proper diagnosis after 2 months of testing with a psychologist, and see a psyciatrist to handle the meds part. I was given Adderall XR 15mg and it was like a miracle drug. I could tell the difference from the very first day. Things seemed possible, and I had hope again, and even started to take interest in things I hadn't been able to do, such as writing and crafts, etc.
As time has gone on, the medicine is not working as well as it used to, which is terrifying enough, but I don't know if it's a tolerance or if the stressors in my life which have rose significantly are contributing to that.
The Adderall did seem to wear off quickly and within 2 weeks of first taking it I tried switching to 20mg, but that seemed to be too high a dose and made me anxious/etc. (I also have anxiety disorder. The Adderall was effective in helping that when it was working.) So I switched back to 15mg.
ANYWAY, it's been about 3 to 4 months since I started the Adderall, and I feel back to where I was before I started taking it...no focus, energy, ability to plan, etc. I saw the doc 6 weeks ago and he suggested trying two doses of the 15mg XR a day, as I read that helped people sometimes. There's perhaps a slight improvement, but I feel mostly lethargic and headachy (I've only tried it for three days so I'm not sure.)
But here's the issue and my real question, finally. I'm caught in a horrible situation/environment now which is like poison that I can't get away from, at least not for a while, which may have something to do with the lessening effects of my medcine. It's causing what I call 'situational depression' and I'm wondering which would be the better solution: should I try further changing the dosage of Adderall somehow? Or should I keep the once a day 15mg XR and temporarily add an ati-depressant until I can get out of this terrible funk these circumstances are bringing me? I must state that I am HIGHLY RESISTANT to going on an anti-depressant again because when I was misdiagnosed, I was on everything and they didn't help. They made me sicker and zombie-lke and gain weight and you know the drill. The only one that didn't turn me into a toal zombie was Wellbutrin. It didn't necessariy make me feel better, but of course I was misdiagnosed at the time.
I'm sorry this is long, I'm just trying to make sense ofthis and really need help. So I looked up Wellbutrin+Adderall to check interactions and was surprised to find a board in these forums where people who have combined the two have had good results...an improvement not only in depression, but in the effectiveness of their Adderall working.
Which sounds like the best case scenario to you to try? Any suggestions? I'm beyond desperate and would appreciate any help. Thank you so much!!