As a preface, i will say that i ran out of my meds yesterday, and my next script is on monday. I think this may have something to do with what happened, but it's hard to know.

So my girlfriend just went home after we spent the evening together. We had a good time and came back to my house to hang out for a bit. We just talked with her head resting on my shoulder, until she had to go home to get to sleep. I made a remark about not being satisfied. I meant because i don't get to see her much and i wanted to spend more time with her, not that she was going home and i wasn't satisfied by our time together.

I then explained this very clumsily, and everything was ok. I walked her out and she went home, no harm done. We're seeing eachother tomorrow and before she left i said i was sorry for saying the wrong thing. She said don't be, and i know she isn't upset.

Everything turned out ok, except that i wanted more time with her, so my question is; Why do i feel like i want to cry?

I don't often cry, not in a very long time anyhow, and i don't generally get overwhelmed by emotion or anything, whether i'm on my meds or not. What is this? Caffeine? I don't drink much of it and i had a coffee today, so could that be it? that would be wierd. I'm just so confused, but just typing this out has calmed me down. sort of.

sometimes we just feel the need to cry....I have no idea why....

How are you feeling now?

i dont know why you want to cry, but i wish i did because it might help explain how i feel a lot of the time!

It could be the lack of medication causing emotional sensitivity and mild depression.

It could be the lack of medication causing emotional sensitivity and mild depression.nah :-) us girls..sometimes cry for no real reason...oh..except for me :p

Ah Tracy - us men do it too, we just don't really like admitting it, but the truth is I feel better for it.

God Bless,

Bryan