WOW!

without going into specifics, I REALLY SCREWED UP! big TyMe!

I did something that cannot be changed/undone and the end result could be negative. There may even be legal consequences on top of everything else. I had been in a huge argument a few hours before, and in an ADHD way, I really think that my actions were an extension of being in a previous negative situation a few hours ago. I.E. My emotions took control of my actions and now I will have to accept whatever transpires.

Now, if I esplained it to you Lucy and you have ADHD, you would be able to understand it and be like, yeah, I understand and cut me a break or some slack.

However, if you are of sound mind, and I told you the situation, you would think I was crazy and I deserve whatever outcome happens.

I am going to need a miracle. I have self control issues. You can always overanalyze after the fact, but when you are zipping along with a coffee buzz, out in the great abyss and a big ADD smile on your face, the world is at our mercy!

I will never shut up. I will never learn. I will always hate listening to other people talk for long periods, unless it is me! I am the center of attention! I will repeat some mistakes. I will never have it 100% "together". I will always come off as "different" unless I pretend I am deaf and can't talk!!! (I may be on to something!!!) I feel like this is some sort of back-dated Karma issue, other than that, I cannot find acceptance with my huge screw up! Welcome to Purgatory! Population 1.:mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:

Welcome to Purgatory! Population 1.

HEY! thats not a very nice way to talk about the ADD forums! and besides there are more than just one person here! :)

no seriousley, we all get the same feeling at certian points, welcome to the club.

I'm not, um, really sure what happend, but it sounds awufully serious...

I will never have it 100% "together". I will always come off as "different" unless I pretend I am deaf and can't talk!!!

Hehe, I hope you don't mind me saying this but I read it, and I kinda smiled because it reminded me of myself. But I'm glad because not being able to be "100% accepted" gave a large margin for me to be my absolutle own person! (evil smirk* Yes, yes, I am my own subculture....*evil smirk)

=polite coughf=

but seriousley, the world is a skred up place, be glad your diffrent, becuase we need diffrent people around...

Look, I'm gonna guess you opend your mouth and said something way outta line! I would just re-assure myself that, that leaves less room for theese people to move in on me and make me like one of them....

=Vhan leans close to the compuder screen and says "by them I mean, another "Mundane"=

The mundanes can't have me no sir!

-I'm feeling happy today
--Vhan

My first time in the non-medication forum and I feel like I finally found people I can relate to.

Everything you said I agree nearly 100% with and am 100 sure that ADD/ADHD has caused some pretty serious f**k ups in my life as well.

But I love being creative, ingenuitive, almost different.