Irritable
Wrathful
Compulsive
Nervous (around aggressive parents)
Self-judgmental
Unable to focus
Indifferent/Apathetic
Suicidal
Trapped
Over-analytical
Helpless
Lonely
Impatient
Worthless
Weird, separate from society
Easily agreeable
Declines help when needed, self-loathing when help is given
Feeling ignored




What would all of this mean if someone had been experiencing this for years but has never seen anyone about it and the symptoms continue to get stronger and more demanding on that person's personality, relationships and livelihood and now fears for the future of her life?

Wow, sounds like me. I just extract joy where I can and leave the rest... when I can.

im like that too... over-analytical. never could explain y tho
anyhoo
hearing things like that strengthen my belief about me having adhd.. sicne every1 (nearly) thinks i dont/ pills r bad dont create problems for yourself attitude

Yeah, I can relate too. Therapy helped me.

i felt it allot back in the day not as much now

I think it means that it's probably time to see a therapist. Living w/ these feelings and beliefs is exhausting. This stuff won't go away on its own. Just talking to an objective empathetic person once a week will help relieve some of the worthlessness right off the bat. The identifying and changing of false beliefs and negative self perception will come later on its own.

I noticed the word suicidal in your post. If you or the person you are posting about is thinking about this, please contact a friend or family member. Calling 911 is also an option as well as a crisis hotline (1-800-273-TALK).