blueyeyore
01-16-08, 10:15 PM
I am almost done with this whole Depakote thing. I do not like the side effects. Plus, I am not able to function at work after taking it....I get a sudden urge to go sleepy out of no where. I am giving it one more try...I just took it not too long ago, hopefully zombie catatonic stare at the wall drooley self will want to go to bed soon(currently..sleep is so not on my mind)...unless the nauseous wakes me up from my sleep. I couldn't even listen to the radio while driving to work on Tuesday. I had to turn the radio off and focus on not throwing up. This is not a normal naueous either...it's the everything .... smell, eat, look at, think about ...makes me nauseous...reminds me of my coworker explaining her morning sickness. We will see how tomorrow goes and if it doesn't work....I'm done.
Although I like the fact I don't have the urge to seriously injure my coworkers when they interrupt my mind doing it's thing...BUT I would rather be the social, overly confident, highly productive, driven, goal-oriented, occasionally somewhat delusional, money spending, highly agitated, never sleeping rollercoaster of me.....than this. (At least I like that me!!!)
I am done ranting on depakote now....
****Oh btw....Should I worry if it makes my brain feel fuzzy...tingly...ticklish? kinda like someone is touching the hair on my arms really reallllly lightly, but it's my brain??
Although I like the fact I don't have the urge to seriously injure my coworkers when they interrupt my mind doing it's thing...BUT I would rather be the social, overly confident, highly productive, driven, goal-oriented, occasionally somewhat delusional, money spending, highly agitated, never sleeping rollercoaster of me.....than this. (At least I like that me!!!)
I am done ranting on depakote now....
****Oh btw....Should I worry if it makes my brain feel fuzzy...tingly...ticklish? kinda like someone is touching the hair on my arms really reallllly lightly, but it's my brain??