Eden
01-28-08, 09:33 AM
i normally do not even like to talk about this but i have dealt with bulimia for almost 16 years now...the only professional that knows about my bulimia is my counselor...and i did not start getting help for it until i was 29. my my parents and my sister have knownn about my problem since i was about 15. however since my mom was in denial and thought she could control my eating habits i never got help as a child...(sorry a bit bitter about still). I have had years in between episodes- stress and my mentstral cycle seem to mess me up. i am very athletic and for the most part i have a very healthy diet however relationship stress (with boyfriends or when i feel out of control) and the onset of my menstrual cycle seem to trigger me. I have to mange myself well...it is hard though especially when life sometimes knocks you on the butt. i was diagnosed with ADD last year and was given concerta which really helped me...then i switched to adderall which is even better for me...however i am really considering seeing a psychologist (because right now my meds are regulated by my regular family doctor...and i do not want to talk to her about this)....I did not have a period for for over two years before i was diagnosed this was due to to much exercises (only way for me to deal with my stress) and serious relationship stress problems however during this time i did not have an episode it was not until the doctor gave me provera to jump start my period that i started again to have problems with binging and purging. i still did not have a regular period until the last 6 months- i find that my -meds do not seem to work well for me on the onset of my period i seem to have troubles...and i find myself wanting to binge and purge and i hate that feeling. the rest of the month i never think about binging and purging...i do not think about my body or food in a negative way. but the days before my period food i am my worst own enemy...
adderall helps me tremendously but i know it is not a cure-all i have sought counseling and have worked though a lot of issues...i work in the psychology field and i am very self aware- i know that i can make better choices....i am working on myself everyday...
i would really like to see if i can get a booster or something...to help me during this time...does anyone have any advice since my regular doctor does not know about this...? since i have never seen a regular psychologist excepted for my diagnosing...?
(p.s. my daughter is 11 years old and sees a psychologist every three months for her meds and it has seemed to help her...both of us have ADD...anyway her regular doctor once tried to prescribe her a different ADHD drug however the dosage was very high (i did not give it too her until i spoke to her psychologist - because something i felt was not right-) anyway i guess what i am getting at is that i feel a psychiatrists or psychologist can understand ADD meds and ADD much better than the family doctor)
adderall helps me tremendously but i know it is not a cure-all i have sought counseling and have worked though a lot of issues...i work in the psychology field and i am very self aware- i know that i can make better choices....i am working on myself everyday...
i would really like to see if i can get a booster or something...to help me during this time...does anyone have any advice since my regular doctor does not know about this...? since i have never seen a regular psychologist excepted for my diagnosing...?
(p.s. my daughter is 11 years old and sees a psychologist every three months for her meds and it has seemed to help her...both of us have ADD...anyway her regular doctor once tried to prescribe her a different ADHD drug however the dosage was very high (i did not give it too her until i spoke to her psychologist - because something i felt was not right-) anyway i guess what i am getting at is that i feel a psychiatrists or psychologist can understand ADD meds and ADD much better than the family doctor)