shakepurmake
02-26-08, 07:47 PM
Hmm, after having only received ONLY 9 hours of sleep in the past 2 days, it is quite surprising to see that I am still able to focus in my work today after 12 hours have passed of taking it. It's kind of strange though, throughout the entire day, I have just been partially depressed, moody, feeling hopeless, but not to the extent of suicide. This was in school by the way. Fast foward a bit, I feel a lot better now now that it is night time. What I don't understand is: Why have I been feeling pessimistic and unhappy through the day and partially spacey rather than feeling positive even after 12 hours of taking my 20 mg XR pill? I though the first 1 and a half hours of taking the medication was supposed to make you feel the peak of its powerful effect on treating ADD? If possible, could someone elaborate on how Adderall works in its release and its 2nd portion of the pill that releases after several hours - Extended Release Pill.
Factors that I am considering:
-Lack of sleep to restore enough dopamine, but this seems strange because I feel pretty well and able to concentrate with positive results
-I ate a bagel w/Cream cheese that was flavored chives and onions(Acidic?)
-High School is stressful to deal with
-Stranglely, I feel happier during the night time (both off and on meds) than I do during the day
-It was raining and seemed kind of gloomy, but then again, im constantly indoors
Hmmm.........
P.S. Do you guys end up spacing out as well when you are listening to something boring like a boring presentation? I spaced out pretty hard today during World History, but I don't know if everyone else that is medicated properly tends to space out if they were in my situation..
Factors that I am considering:
-Lack of sleep to restore enough dopamine, but this seems strange because I feel pretty well and able to concentrate with positive results
-I ate a bagel w/Cream cheese that was flavored chives and onions(Acidic?)
-High School is stressful to deal with
-Stranglely, I feel happier during the night time (both off and on meds) than I do during the day
-It was raining and seemed kind of gloomy, but then again, im constantly indoors
Hmmm.........
P.S. Do you guys end up spacing out as well when you are listening to something boring like a boring presentation? I spaced out pretty hard today during World History, but I don't know if everyone else that is medicated properly tends to space out if they were in my situation..