View Full Version : I have multiple personalities fighting in my head right now!


Uneek1
03-22-08, 10:17 PM
I recently wrote a post about needing advise. So I was in a bit of a depressed mood. Not TOO bad though. Crying but it's not too bad. I hope it's not the start of a really deep depression spell that my husband set off. Then the kids were TERRIBLE tonight! Mom (in-law) went to bed early tonight and they sleep with her so it's finally quiet...at least down here on the main floor. (except I have Cheap Trick singing "Dream Police" in my head. Woh....that could be kinda deep if I really thought about it.) So the kids weren't helping my mood either! Maybe I need a big cry and hope I'll be finished by the time my husband comes home from work. Already the depression lifted a little.

On the other side of my brain.....IT'S SPRING!!!!!! I was hearing birds out there today and even a few minutes ago! It even feels springy and I'm in the house! My spring song is from the Beatles "The dream police live inside of my head. The dream police" (the sound of a record scratching. For those of you too young to know what that means, well, you hear it in movies sometimes. I can't explain it.) "Here comes the sun. Dodododdo. Here comes the sun" and "the ice is slowly melting" I don't feel like getting the lyrics right. LOL. The name of this font is Verdana which reminds me of Veranda which is a springy/summery word. I'd even open the window but it's still chilly out there. I bought some Coldwater Creek clothes (on clearance, the only time I can afford that place!) so it's almost warm enough to wear those. And I ordered off of Amazon.com a big purple hat. Don't know exactly what I'll wear it with but it sounds nice and springy. And tomorrow is Easter. Definately spring! (OH! My dad's birthday too! I haven't mailed his birthday gift yet!!!!!! For once I actually REMEMBERED his birthday and bought him something! Missed my brother's birthday...again). Ok. Maybe I'll hang out on this side of my brain. "I can see clearly now, the rain has gone. I can see all the obsticals in my way". Well, I can see them but I trip over all of them!!!!!

Thanks for being here! This place is great therapy! And I didn't even ask for advise this time! (yet I'd still want some advice for my other post....besides a physciatrist because that'll make it worse with the husband)

ADDAWAY
03-22-08, 10:27 PM
Love to hear the music in your writing ... the Jimmy Cliff song takes me back to the bright, bright sunshiney days of my youth when living was easy and carefree.

Hang in there with the mixed moods ... tomorrow a new day's dawning and these clouds of yours will have passed ... it's the same here from time to time ... just get through it the best you can for it'll be better soon ... :)