Precious85
03-23-08, 04:22 PM
I've gotten my official ADHD diagnose last week, and got prescribed Concerta. First week I'm starting on 18 mg, second week 36 mg, third and fourth week 54mg and then I've got a check up to see how I've been doing.
The first day on Concerta was terrific - I was amazed at how much it worked within an hour. I felt clear, like a fog had disappeared, was a lot more regular considering my mood, no fidgeting and able to focus more on things so I could get them done. So, I was very hopeful! Not very hungry, but that hardly was an issue.
The second day, that kind of shot to hell. The improvements were still there, but I had completely lost my appetite. Pretty much lived the entire day on some rice crackers and a bit of yoghurt that I'd forced myself to eat. In the evening (7 pm), just the smell of food at the foodcourt literally made me gag, and it wasn't until 9 pm that evening that I could get myself to eat some soup and a sandwich. You may think it might be something that you can overcome, convenient to loose some weight, but it was killing me. I enjoy food and cooking, and not even when I took a bite of an oreo cheese cake I felt the "Yum!" feeling, it was like taste didn't even register.
Now I'm on day fourth, and I'm slowly getting back to 'normal' eating, also because I now make sure to take my 18mg after breakfast. However, it seems as if the Concerta isnt working as well anymore as on day one - possibly because I'm a bit used to it now? It's also starting to become a major bother when it wears off, it's almost like I can feel it slip away - like a gentle storm rousing again in my head, and my legs and feet start tingling again as I go back to my fidgeting, tapping my feet against the floor or seat - it's like ADHD is coming back full force.
As for the nights - it takes even longer for me to feel tired, at 11 pm I still feel bright awake. I do however fall asleep easier when I actually go to bed (this was a real issue before). I do wake up several times, esp in the morning, but still I can be dead awake way too early (and my face isn't too happy with the circles under my eyes that are becoming more visible by the way).
Overall, I don't know how to feel about it - it's like every day is different so far. It is however a fact that I'm more calm and composed, even a collegue of mine really noticed it. In four days, I'm going one step up to 36 mg, but part of me gets so tired by the thought that that week may be again different by the day, and with (esp physical) 'super-adhd' in the evenings. Maybe I should go and take up sports in evenings, I'm starting to wonder.
Does this all sound normal to you, and do you have similar experiences? Also, what do you use as a 'boost ', e.g. when you're at work and tired? Normally I'd have an espresso or cappuccino, but I'm a little tentative with that now I'm on medication, not sure how that will react.
-- Adinda
The first day on Concerta was terrific - I was amazed at how much it worked within an hour. I felt clear, like a fog had disappeared, was a lot more regular considering my mood, no fidgeting and able to focus more on things so I could get them done. So, I was very hopeful! Not very hungry, but that hardly was an issue.
The second day, that kind of shot to hell. The improvements were still there, but I had completely lost my appetite. Pretty much lived the entire day on some rice crackers and a bit of yoghurt that I'd forced myself to eat. In the evening (7 pm), just the smell of food at the foodcourt literally made me gag, and it wasn't until 9 pm that evening that I could get myself to eat some soup and a sandwich. You may think it might be something that you can overcome, convenient to loose some weight, but it was killing me. I enjoy food and cooking, and not even when I took a bite of an oreo cheese cake I felt the "Yum!" feeling, it was like taste didn't even register.
Now I'm on day fourth, and I'm slowly getting back to 'normal' eating, also because I now make sure to take my 18mg after breakfast. However, it seems as if the Concerta isnt working as well anymore as on day one - possibly because I'm a bit used to it now? It's also starting to become a major bother when it wears off, it's almost like I can feel it slip away - like a gentle storm rousing again in my head, and my legs and feet start tingling again as I go back to my fidgeting, tapping my feet against the floor or seat - it's like ADHD is coming back full force.
As for the nights - it takes even longer for me to feel tired, at 11 pm I still feel bright awake. I do however fall asleep easier when I actually go to bed (this was a real issue before). I do wake up several times, esp in the morning, but still I can be dead awake way too early (and my face isn't too happy with the circles under my eyes that are becoming more visible by the way).
Overall, I don't know how to feel about it - it's like every day is different so far. It is however a fact that I'm more calm and composed, even a collegue of mine really noticed it. In four days, I'm going one step up to 36 mg, but part of me gets so tired by the thought that that week may be again different by the day, and with (esp physical) 'super-adhd' in the evenings. Maybe I should go and take up sports in evenings, I'm starting to wonder.
Does this all sound normal to you, and do you have similar experiences? Also, what do you use as a 'boost ', e.g. when you're at work and tired? Normally I'd have an espresso or cappuccino, but I'm a little tentative with that now I'm on medication, not sure how that will react.
-- Adinda