I'm so fukin' TIRED of being on a leash.... you know I'm a meth addict
....without meth for 2.5 yrs.

I don't know how to feel.

...a month ago I started trying to cut back my adderrall one pill a day.

well, I just made it thru spring break... very busy at work.

....2 weeks on 2 pills a day. (I'm prescribed 3)

I got 13 pills left, and my prescription refill time is tommorow.

.... I run out every other month

ok...every month.

.......it's a magic day.

my mother is proud.

....I hate being a drug addict.

and I hate NEEDING meds to function. *tears*

.....This ADHD board is teaching me alot about

HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO FEEL.

......You people have been kind enough, to explain what is right, and what is
over medicated, or speedy, dysfunctional, abnormal drug seeking behaivior.

............I've been only taking enough to function passably.

when I get home, I'm a fruit loop.

LOL!

........I'm trying so hard not to be so crazy.


you guys are helping me more than you know,

..............and I thank you sincerely and with much love.

your very, squirrelly, friend to the end~

...suzie

I'm so fukin' TIRED of being on a leash.... you know I'm a meth addict
....without meth for 2.5 yrs.

I don't know how to feel.

...a month ago I started trying to cut back my adderrall one pill a day.

well, I just made it thru spring break... very busy at work.

....2 weeks on 2 pills a day. (I'm prescribed 3)

I got 13 pills left, and my prescription refill time is tommorow.

.... I run out every other month

ok...every month.

.......it's a magic day.

my mother is proud.

....I hate being a drug addict.

and I hate NEEDING meds to function. *tears*

.....This ADHD board is teaching me alot about

HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO FEEL.

......You people have been kind enough, to explain what is right, and what is
over medicated, or speedy, dysfunctional, abnormal drug seeking behaivior.

............I've been only taking enough to function passably.

when I get home, I'm a fruit loop.

LOL!

........I'm trying so hard not to be so crazy.


you guys are helping me more than you know,

..............and I thank you sincerely and with much love.

your very, squirrelly, friend to the end~

...suzie
thanks :)
and hugs :)

(Hug)

*is hugged hugs back*

Thankies for the thankyous...

....the "what is speedy" thread helped alot.

http://www.addforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=49260

I saved it in my favorites.

.....and this is my desktop.

LOL!

remember these things:

1. Adderall will not make you get started on something. It just helps you focus.
2. You shouldn't be able to notice any physical stimulation after your body adjusts.
3. A change in your personality is a bad thing.
4. Your mind/thought process should be close to baseline.
5. If it's working then leave it at that. Never up your dose to "get more work done".

Nice work Suzanne. I'm proud of you :) I know how hard it can be to give up a certain way of living, especially when it's all you know.

*smiles, looks at feet, kicks dirt* thanks *glows*

Nice work Suzanne. I'm proud of you :) .
ditto :) from me too

You go, GRRRRRRRRRRRRLLLLLL!

I'm going like a flightless bird! LOL! http://5.forumer.com/html/emoticons/spedfrk/scared002.gif (javascript:emoticon(':suzie::'))

I hope Sarey's ok ..

how are you S? Feeling better?

I know..
....it does'nt look good if she won't unclench her fist to take the gift.

Congratulations!!! One step at a time, we know you can do it!!!

You know Suzie, I am new to this forum but I can easily see that many people find motivation through you. So thank you for helping so many people out.