skilganon
07-14-08, 07:02 AM
the other day i decided to come off strattera , against doctors orders. I have been on it for 10months. A lot has happened in that time, I found out I had add. My spouse did not believe in it, and left me for some one else. I now am a single parent, with full custudy of the kids. when i am on the pills i dont sweat anything. I read a book called add-friendlyway to organize your life bye judith korlberg. They say in the book to make life easy. I put all my bills on auto pay,so they are all paid on time. So there are no worrys. I got rid of most of the clutter in the house, too.
I am taking 80 miligrams a day. I did not blow up all the way through the divorce, even though my x wife brought the boy friend over to my house to get the kids one day. I kept my cool, and stayed in the house. I have been having anxiety attacks lately , I wanted to see who i was before i started taking the pills. so the other day i decided to come off of them. I found out that the pills make all the small or large things go way over your head, and every thing is always cool . Befor taking strattera i had self medicated on marijuana for two years. from day one strattera was great. as soon as i started coming off the medication all the small stuff at work started getting to me I found myself getting angry.bye the time i came home from work things had gotten steadily worse. My sister had hung a three page letter on my refrigerator about all the things she expected me to pay her for, for the last twenty years of my life. I went down to try to talk to her, and lost it. I mean I blew up I screamed at her and came an inch of dragging her out of the house and beating her up. Instead, i got in my car and left before i did somthing that i would regret later. When i am off the meds, i am a hunter again and i am seeking out rolloff dumpsters to dig in, for recycling. All my senses are alert, and I am focused on everything. and my mind is going a million miles an hour. but lately I am looking at all the piles of recycables and wondering why i even brought it home i feel that I am stuck,and the pills are not helping my creativity at all . I have a thousand pojects but none of them are done.
I am taking 80 miligrams a day. I did not blow up all the way through the divorce, even though my x wife brought the boy friend over to my house to get the kids one day. I kept my cool, and stayed in the house. I have been having anxiety attacks lately , I wanted to see who i was before i started taking the pills. so the other day i decided to come off of them. I found out that the pills make all the small or large things go way over your head, and every thing is always cool . Befor taking strattera i had self medicated on marijuana for two years. from day one strattera was great. as soon as i started coming off the medication all the small stuff at work started getting to me I found myself getting angry.bye the time i came home from work things had gotten steadily worse. My sister had hung a three page letter on my refrigerator about all the things she expected me to pay her for, for the last twenty years of my life. I went down to try to talk to her, and lost it. I mean I blew up I screamed at her and came an inch of dragging her out of the house and beating her up. Instead, i got in my car and left before i did somthing that i would regret later. When i am off the meds, i am a hunter again and i am seeking out rolloff dumpsters to dig in, for recycling. All my senses are alert, and I am focused on everything. and my mind is going a million miles an hour. but lately I am looking at all the piles of recycables and wondering why i even brought it home i feel that I am stuck,and the pills are not helping my creativity at all . I have a thousand pojects but none of them are done.