kkslider
07-16-08, 03:53 PM
i'm in college and have been on various stimulant since i was a kid. i started taking 30mg of vyvanse at the beginning of last school year. my doctor and i agreed that i would only take it on an as-needed basis for days with classes and such. i found that initially i had an almost uncontrolled sense of motivation and enthusiasm, but after an hour or so i'd suddenly experience unexpected lows that made me feel extremely anxious, uneasy paranoid and depressed. my stomach would drop at the littlest thing and suddenly i'd start to panic. the lows would only last a few minutes generally, but still leave me uneasy, and started to become more persistent. in general it increased my anxiety a lot, and i eventually ended up going on prozac after finally having my first panic attack somewhere in november.
after that i stopped taking vyvanse for a while and taking prozac, and my anxiety started to go away. this was over winter break so i didn't have any school to worry about.
once school started, though, i needed to start taking my vyvanse again and it did the same thing, though i felt more stable being on the prozac. i still went from feeling incredibly motivated and with it to suddenly panicked and anxious. after the school year ended i brought this up to my psychiatrist and he suggested i move up to 50mg and see how that worked out for me.
well i just started the 50mg this morning after having an epiphany this morning about how much my add has gotten in my way this summer, and how i could probably use it for everyday life instead of just school. so i took it around 9am and things are exactly the same. initial motivation suddenly cut short by feelings of general panic and paranoia usually lasting a few minutes. a few very uncomfortable minutes.
so i'm wondering a few things:
-have others experienced this?
-do you find that vyvanse causes or is a catalyst for anxiety, panic or paranoia?
-is it possible that because i never took it on a regular basis that the side affects are persistent?
-any tips on combatting lows?
as annoying as this is, the benefits of vyvanse are too great for me to just drop it. it's helped me out with motivation more so than anything else i've ever been on, so i'd just like to figure out a way to sort this out. so far i've found it mildly affective to assure myself that it's simply the medicine and that there is nothing to be panicked over.
i read on here about consuming more protein and so forth, which i am going to try. because i'm a vegetarian i could probably use some more of it, if it supposedly helps.
i'm going to see my doctor on friday so i'll definitely be discussing this with him, but i wanted to know if any of you had any input since, yaknow, you've all got firsthand experience.
thanks
after that i stopped taking vyvanse for a while and taking prozac, and my anxiety started to go away. this was over winter break so i didn't have any school to worry about.
once school started, though, i needed to start taking my vyvanse again and it did the same thing, though i felt more stable being on the prozac. i still went from feeling incredibly motivated and with it to suddenly panicked and anxious. after the school year ended i brought this up to my psychiatrist and he suggested i move up to 50mg and see how that worked out for me.
well i just started the 50mg this morning after having an epiphany this morning about how much my add has gotten in my way this summer, and how i could probably use it for everyday life instead of just school. so i took it around 9am and things are exactly the same. initial motivation suddenly cut short by feelings of general panic and paranoia usually lasting a few minutes. a few very uncomfortable minutes.
so i'm wondering a few things:
-have others experienced this?
-do you find that vyvanse causes or is a catalyst for anxiety, panic or paranoia?
-is it possible that because i never took it on a regular basis that the side affects are persistent?
-any tips on combatting lows?
as annoying as this is, the benefits of vyvanse are too great for me to just drop it. it's helped me out with motivation more so than anything else i've ever been on, so i'd just like to figure out a way to sort this out. so far i've found it mildly affective to assure myself that it's simply the medicine and that there is nothing to be panicked over.
i read on here about consuming more protein and so forth, which i am going to try. because i'm a vegetarian i could probably use some more of it, if it supposedly helps.
i'm going to see my doctor on friday so i'll definitely be discussing this with him, but i wanted to know if any of you had any input since, yaknow, you've all got firsthand experience.
thanks