Colin
08-05-08, 11:18 AM
I felt so bad today, days like this i realy wonder how , or especialy why i survive them, but i gave up 8 years ago cos hitting my head agaisnt the brick wall, ie the medical profesion in the uk, was doing my head in.
I gues its anxiety, rather than depresion.
but ive started fighting again, but man i cant cope today, then my cat comes in and she meows at me so i meow back and so on,... all while shes standing in the open door for ages so i cant close it lol.
i open a tin of food, and she loves it cos ive only had the enrgy to do dry food for ages, and then I find i can cope with living again, at least for today.
I gues its anxiety, rather than depresion.
but ive started fighting again, but man i cant cope today, then my cat comes in and she meows at me so i meow back and so on,... all while shes standing in the open door for ages so i cant close it lol.
i open a tin of food, and she loves it cos ive only had the enrgy to do dry food for ages, and then I find i can cope with living again, at least for today.