View Full Version : Is suz ever in chat?

08-25-08, 05:17 AM
Anyone ever see SuzzanneX ( in chat? Just curious, I see a lot of her posts here, and shes very interesting :s

08-25-08, 05:35 AM
...but, thank you for the compliment.

08-25-08, 09:29 AM
I guess i should explain myself...

.....when I do a reply, it's almost like channeling or even vomiting a chunk of the ideas
on any givin subject. raw posts, are randomly spit out I don't forget anything I thought up
and tailspin myself with other ideas
.........and forget some of the more important things i wanted to say in the 1st place.
then I go back and make understandable sentences, (hopefully)
....and punctuations, capitals ect...
even after it's posted, if you're right behind me, you'll see me edit it about 5 times. any chat room, I can't type as fast as I think, and I loose some of the things i was thinking, while trying to keep up.

It gives me a freaking brain bubble!
.....I'm banging away on the keyboard with 2 fast as I can go.
I begin to feel overwhelmed, and exhaused, and nothing I write is punctuated
or close to spelled right.....

I find myself trying to pull away from it, and I can't, because ideas continue to flow.
...since it's live, I feel pressure to go as fast as I can.

I feel like I'm trying to catch a ferrarri on a big wheel.

by the time I get away....
.....I tell myself, I hate that!

message boards are my shyt!
......I need my edit button.......seriously.

and the intensity I put on myself wipes me out.

......but, I appreciate you wanting to talk to me.
I'm right down here in the slow section if you need me.


08-25-08, 09:38 AM
.....I need my edit button.......seriously.

She does. She really does!

08-25-08, 10:01 AM
Thankies Grafter~
.....nice of you to notice.


08-25-08, 11:07 AM
....I did send you a friendship request.
I'm very appreciative of your compliments, I did'nt wanna insult you by not going to chat.