jreese86
09-17-08, 01:24 PM
Today is my second day on Concerta. My psychiatrist prescribed me the 54mg dosage. I took my first dose yesterday, and it was like a miracle drug. It took me from my normal, sluggish, relaxed self and energized me as if I was superhuman. From about 9am until 5pm I was bouncing around my seat (in a good, welcome way), doing work(atleast 4x more than normal), socializing with my coworkers (I'm normally an invisible introvert), talking to friends via text message (something I NEVER do), doing homework, and even having time to browse the internet.
In the past, switching between work assignments, homework, and being offtask would all involve a 15-30min "zone out" period where I had to clear my head and convince myself to start focusing and motivate myself to do work. Yesterday, I was instantly switching back and forth all morning between work assignments and school work without any problem. And when I got off task, all it took was for me to say "Ok, I'm offtask, I need to get back to work", and I was able to jump right back into accomplishing things.
Halfway through the day I remembered I had to make a phone call to the apartment maintenance to get my sink fixed. From the time that I remembered I had to do it, til the time I had made the phone call and got it taken care of was only like 2 minutes. Before I would have to prepare myself for atleast 20 minutes in order to work up the motivation and energy to dial the phone.
Even after it seemed to wear off after leaving work, I still ended up having a 2 hour long conversation with a friend who came over later. For me, that's a miracle. Normally I can't talk for more than 5-10 minutes before I start to disengage myself from the conversation and zone out, or end the conversation early.
Not only was my girlfriend amazed at how the medicine was effecting me, my coworkers noticed a difference too just by how social I was. Normally my conversation are short and too the point, usually keeping a very simple and narrow scope. But yesterday, I had several 20 minute conversations revolving around problems with certain insurance policies that required me to dig a little further into the small details. Normally I would have done the minimum amount to solve the problem in order to get out of the conversation quicker. Yesterday I took great length to completely figure out the problem, something I'd never do before.
Now, all of this sounds great....until today.
Today, I can hardly feel the medicine kicking in. Yesterday, I could feel the bursts of the medication released every 30-60min. I would slow down for a bit, and then all of a sudden I'd start bobbing my head or humming a toon in my head and get energetic and motivated. Today, I feel like my normal sluggish self, only with the ability to focus better than normal. I'm still doing a little more work than normal (not as much as yesterday though). I'm just not as energetic as I was yesterday and I don't feel the overwhelming need to be social that I did yesterday.
Is this how it's supposed to be? Was my first day just a result of the shock of starting the meds?
Yesterday I felt so much better. I thought to myself, "is this what normal people feel like?" If I had felt like this for the last 22 years, I would have accomplished so much more! I felt like I had spent my life in a daze up until this point. Always zoning out into my own thoughts and not paying attention to whats going on around me. It seemed as if the Concerta was simply motivation packed into a bottle...
Has anyone else experienced anything like this? Yesterday was great, but today I feel so let down. It's like I had a winning lottery ticket only to find out that it was a fake...
In the past, switching between work assignments, homework, and being offtask would all involve a 15-30min "zone out" period where I had to clear my head and convince myself to start focusing and motivate myself to do work. Yesterday, I was instantly switching back and forth all morning between work assignments and school work without any problem. And when I got off task, all it took was for me to say "Ok, I'm offtask, I need to get back to work", and I was able to jump right back into accomplishing things.
Halfway through the day I remembered I had to make a phone call to the apartment maintenance to get my sink fixed. From the time that I remembered I had to do it, til the time I had made the phone call and got it taken care of was only like 2 minutes. Before I would have to prepare myself for atleast 20 minutes in order to work up the motivation and energy to dial the phone.
Even after it seemed to wear off after leaving work, I still ended up having a 2 hour long conversation with a friend who came over later. For me, that's a miracle. Normally I can't talk for more than 5-10 minutes before I start to disengage myself from the conversation and zone out, or end the conversation early.
Not only was my girlfriend amazed at how the medicine was effecting me, my coworkers noticed a difference too just by how social I was. Normally my conversation are short and too the point, usually keeping a very simple and narrow scope. But yesterday, I had several 20 minute conversations revolving around problems with certain insurance policies that required me to dig a little further into the small details. Normally I would have done the minimum amount to solve the problem in order to get out of the conversation quicker. Yesterday I took great length to completely figure out the problem, something I'd never do before.
Now, all of this sounds great....until today.
Today, I can hardly feel the medicine kicking in. Yesterday, I could feel the bursts of the medication released every 30-60min. I would slow down for a bit, and then all of a sudden I'd start bobbing my head or humming a toon in my head and get energetic and motivated. Today, I feel like my normal sluggish self, only with the ability to focus better than normal. I'm still doing a little more work than normal (not as much as yesterday though). I'm just not as energetic as I was yesterday and I don't feel the overwhelming need to be social that I did yesterday.
Is this how it's supposed to be? Was my first day just a result of the shock of starting the meds?
Yesterday I felt so much better. I thought to myself, "is this what normal people feel like?" If I had felt like this for the last 22 years, I would have accomplished so much more! I felt like I had spent my life in a daze up until this point. Always zoning out into my own thoughts and not paying attention to whats going on around me. It seemed as if the Concerta was simply motivation packed into a bottle...
Has anyone else experienced anything like this? Yesterday was great, but today I feel so let down. It's like I had a winning lottery ticket only to find out that it was a fake...