My mom did an intervention on me.

....I went to pick up my meds and she was there waiting, holding my meds.
she said she would be bringing them strait to jeanie.
(my buddy in the buddy system/room mate)

...She no longer trusts me with the bottle between her house and mine.

(she's right)

she said I will get 4 pills at 6:30pm everyday....
....she is tired of seeing me look like shyt.

and wondering if I am going to OD or something.
.....and the suicide threats that follow me running out,
are too much, and not fair to everyone around me.

I guess it's for the best.(it IS for the best)
.......but, I feel like an evil mofo.


*sigh*

It is good to have people that love you enough to do the right thing. I am sorry you feel bad, but I can tell you know it is for the best. Hang in there.

song.

Hey SuzzanneX,

If there is one thing you're not it's evil.

And with Song I can say just hang in there.

thanks~
...I'm better off than I was.

You aren't evil. I'm really glad that you have people in your life that care enough to do the right thing, even if you don't agree. A lot of people don't have that or even anything close to that. Be thankful! You rock!!:)

feel blessed that you have persons like this in your life. Stay strong, and fight the good fight every single day....

From what I see in your honest and supportive comments in these forums, you are far from evil, you show compassion for others, and inner strength.

You are lucky you have people in your life who care enough to intervene. As you get older, you learn people you know or used to know died ... I've lost at least 5 schoolmates who would have been with us if people in their lives had cared enough to step in.

It's so cliche, but take one day at a time.