iisabelle
12-07-08, 07:31 PM
Hi,
I recently started taking dexedrine after being diagnosed with ADHD. I decided to take time off for a few days: Today, tomorrow, and maybe 1-2 more.
Before I was dx'ed, I used every drug I could get my hands on, other than E which I didn't like (never worked for me?) I always wanted to be on something, when I wasn't I was thinking about it, and when I was I was wondering what else I could get. It was only a month ago that I kicked this habit, which was mostly opiates because that's what you get here.
The way I kicked it was when I started being medicated. It was like a switch turned off in my brain, the day I started Adderall XR (i've since switched) I stopped wanting drugs.
Now I want to take time off. I started the day just fine, taking all my other vitamins and supplements, but about 5 hours I started getting the familiar pangs in my stomach and constant thoughts of texting my old dealer to score.
I took a bit of my meds, less than I'm prescribed, as soon as this happened, and it stopped. I guess that switch in my head I mentioned earlier can get flipped back.
Has anybody else experienced this? I really want to take time off completely because even though I just started, my dose is high and I don't want to develop a tolerance and reach a ceiling fast. I have no idea why, I never abused amphetamines and I'm tiny.
Any advice in this situation would be great.
I recently started taking dexedrine after being diagnosed with ADHD. I decided to take time off for a few days: Today, tomorrow, and maybe 1-2 more.
Before I was dx'ed, I used every drug I could get my hands on, other than E which I didn't like (never worked for me?) I always wanted to be on something, when I wasn't I was thinking about it, and when I was I was wondering what else I could get. It was only a month ago that I kicked this habit, which was mostly opiates because that's what you get here.
The way I kicked it was when I started being medicated. It was like a switch turned off in my brain, the day I started Adderall XR (i've since switched) I stopped wanting drugs.
Now I want to take time off. I started the day just fine, taking all my other vitamins and supplements, but about 5 hours I started getting the familiar pangs in my stomach and constant thoughts of texting my old dealer to score.
I took a bit of my meds, less than I'm prescribed, as soon as this happened, and it stopped. I guess that switch in my head I mentioned earlier can get flipped back.
Has anybody else experienced this? I really want to take time off completely because even though I just started, my dose is high and I don't want to develop a tolerance and reach a ceiling fast. I have no idea why, I never abused amphetamines and I'm tiny.
Any advice in this situation would be great.