so i went to aclohlics anonumus...today, its very nice, indeed...,
i just wanna know..i know, im not a catholic person...yet i am..
i just wanna know, has anyone grown up in a...not so nice family, and after they've 'grown up,' they can't deal wiht their problems...
i just wish..i could, forget the past..i haven't drank in awhile,
but i know im an alcohlic..besides beliving in chirstain...
is there anyway out of the cycle of alcohlism...?
is that what catholic faith is?
thats what it seemed like when i went to aa...
i just...gosh, singing is my way outta no way, its my life now..
is it wrong to have a life outside of muisc?
my dad..is a musical guy, i guess, he knows how to push ppl's buttons..
there's a reason, why ppl should leave for college, if they're the age.
im pretty sure im the enabler, but how can i stop?
sorry.
i don't know how to love..i know how to hate,
but i know how to love..its just such a really weird feeling..
music is my only love...it speaks of the past and the future, from growing up in an alcholic family, trying to forget the past..
i just...
want everyone to get a long...i think mr.obama is a great man,
but...i feel, like, if i ever loves anyone..ill take advatage of them..
and i wanna kill myself, i think i have the desises..
and kladsjf
sorry.
i just can't gooutside, without wanting to kill myslef.
i just..........gosh. i think ive said too much.
ya know, sorries. i am..but i just hope, someone has had the same problems...
:mad:
like, is there love for acoholics..or is that why there is catholicsm..? ~_~