http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9NgXIkyiwk

priceless

(and that's just one soul living in a void)

(lets add some external variables)

(then some additional feedback loops - both positive and negative)

(then some multi-dimensional time lines - just what was it we were really getting ready for first, actually ?)

getting ready is all we need there to be -
journeys without final destinations -

- temporary stop-overs though :-) through ever more beautiful central mindscapes.

The desire to get ready (to be ready)
can take the place of the natural growth that is becoming ready.

It can be a perpetual elusive void
swallowing me.

"have do" is fighting with "what to do?" and "want to do"

Big fight.

*

Being on a journey that you are committed to,
and fully engaged with,
is what the "getting ready" part is aiming for,
but failing to achieve,
in such a case.

"Want to do" leaves the fight to find a some quality time with itself.
But the noise continues in the background ("what to do?" is very loud).
Eventually "have to do" prevails.
Repeat process.

"Want to do" eventually becomes disillusioned.

*

I can be in the present oh so happily. But the future is passing me, going in the opposite direction.

As the future approaches I see that my oh so happy present is continually disrupted.

I need to review my Mind Map !!

http://www.addforums.com/forums/showpost.php?p=671908&postcount=11

Haha, I always google dumb **** like that when I'm supposed to be getting ready, too!