kwalk
01-11-09, 10:41 PM
cuz I do, or maybe i'll get bored of it soon
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View Full Version : the never changing rollercoaster victims, do you cry almost every night? kwalk 01-11-09, 10:41 PM cuz I do, or maybe i'll get bored of it soon qhcowgirl 01-12-09, 01:11 AM yep, at least I used to. Lately it's been spaced out a little... I'll skip a night here and there. I'll cry until I start laughing at myself for being dumb/selfish enough to cry. LMAO :) warwickl 01-12-09, 04:08 AM Yup, its difficult having feelings you don't know how to channel. There might have been times I'd have cried if I was a girl!!! :-) Thank heavens for Lexapro! Other wise humour distraction is good. Calvin & Hobbes! kwalk 01-12-09, 12:00 PM haha yes thank god for anti depressants. I don't think i'll ever let go of that friend since i've already relapsed. I didn't cry last night woohoo! the laughing at yourself to be crying... totally true! or a few minutes later I'm randomly in a good mood. KatInOuterSpace 01-12-09, 02:09 PM I did until Lexapro :) xraylady33 01-12-09, 03:46 PM If I could cry, maybe I would be in a better mood! If I could cry, the pain would be somewhat relieved. If I could just cry....maybe my smile would be more genuine. If I could cry....I WOULD! Be happy you can shead a tear, often life will strip you of the allowance of tearful emotion. I will cry with you, but I cannot cry for me. kwalk 01-12-09, 04:05 PM haha i feel like they should have a commercial " I cried about my ADD and all my problems every night, people call this depression..... lexapro can help." "Until lexapro, I thought my life was over, now I just forget my life sucks" KatInOuterSpace 01-12-09, 05:42 PM haha i feel like they should have a commercial " I cried about my ADD and all my problems every night, people call this depression..... lexapro can help." "Until lexapro, I thought my life was over, now I just forget my life sucks" I still prefer door #2 :) Driver 01-12-09, 06:51 PM Yes, thanks for Lexapro. It's the lessor of two evils: far more enjoyable than the alternative. mvt2009 01-13-09, 12:47 AM Lately I've been either hysterically crying or surviving until the next real thought enters my head. I teach 5th grade, so thankfully my students distract me enough that I'm oblivious for 7-8 hours of the day. Hmmm. I wonder if I could bottle that up and sell it as a natural mood deny-er, without the kids of course. :) BTW, what's Lexapro all about? Marnie kwalk 01-13-09, 01:03 AM just a joke... in the commercials they are always like........ i was sad all the time and felt like i never wanted to be around anyone, ....(lexapro) can help! now i'm able to enjoy going out with the dog! I'm able to connect with my family again! yea I rather blunt my emotions than hear them taking up all the chatter from my mind everyday. it still does anyway but much less and doesn't keep me frozen all day thinking about them and my good moods are starta rockin! kwalk 01-13-09, 01:04 AM I cried tonight, 5 minutes later I planned a snowboarding trip Driver 01-13-09, 04:03 AM just a joke... in the commercials they are always like........ i was sad all the time and felt like i never wanted to be around anyone, ....(lexapro) can help! now i'm able to enjoy going out with the dog! I'm able to connect with my family again! yea I rather blunt my emotions than hear them taking up all the chatter from my mind everyday. it still does anyway but much less and doesn't keep me frozen all day thinking about them and my good moods are starta rockin! Thankfully our broadcasting regulations make advertisements for medicine illegal. We don't get "happy pill" adds. :) Bertrand 01-13-09, 04:06 AM They're still allowed to do ones that don't mention the medicine, with the line "Ask your doctor about new treatments". Addelerious 01-13-09, 10:41 PM I cry with frustration everytime I can't find my wallet or car keys and miss a doctor app't. or something. I also cry with frustration and self pity and disgust when I know I'm running too late to make it somewhere on time like a social function or a class because of my poor sense of time. The worst though was when I wasn't packed in time to make my flight to China that I had looked forward to and paid for. I lost $6000 and shed a lot of tears over that screw up.:( kwalk 01-13-09, 11:01 PM get a keychain to connect your keys with your wallet and try to pay attention and repeat in your head to remember the places you usually put them some I get mad at myself when I do things like that too, sometimes getting ready at last minute get me out the door on time..... and i just put appointments on my fridge or a planner is better sometimes. Or you can put alerts on your phone Michiko74 01-13-09, 11:06 PM I don't cry every night. But if I've had an especially frustrating, exhausting overwhleming day, the tears will come! kakacuttykrissy 01-14-09, 10:33 AM so i cry alot too.. is cutting yourself part of all of this? Can someone email me? I also have bpd = boderline personality disorder.. but my Doc put me on ritaline along with my anti depressents... kwalk 01-14-09, 12:04 PM (cutting yourself isn't part of all this) does anyone you know know about this? I hate going to bed,even if i don't cry, I lay there and review the day, that didn't really exist for me, and then i have to tell myself crap that things will get better. UGH I hope I just have to be unisolated |