Zoie
02-05-09, 02:51 PM
Today I celebrate 6 years of being clean and sober!!!! Everything I used to do... I can remember the bad parts, the parts that still scare me... I can remember people telling me I didn't belong in that world... I can remember the feelings of hopelessness, emptiness and doom...
I go on in this world trying to live one day at a time (and I am a future tripper so its a constant conversation in my head) I know I am not that person I once was. I am stronger now... more alive and free. Yet in an instant I can remember the feelings and thoughts I used to have on a daily basis. My heart goes out to anyone still struggling with drug or alcohol use. I know how hard it is. How the one thing you cannot stand because of what it has done to your life, you cannot leave because its all you have to get you though the day.
*hugs* to all. Thanks for letting me share
Zoie
I go on in this world trying to live one day at a time (and I am a future tripper so its a constant conversation in my head) I know I am not that person I once was. I am stronger now... more alive and free. Yet in an instant I can remember the feelings and thoughts I used to have on a daily basis. My heart goes out to anyone still struggling with drug or alcohol use. I know how hard it is. How the one thing you cannot stand because of what it has done to your life, you cannot leave because its all you have to get you though the day.
*hugs* to all. Thanks for letting me share
Zoie