I have been on everything adderol, vyvnase,ritalin, foclain...etc. I have told my docs that I havepotential to abuse but thought I was out of that pattern so they have put me back on ritaline. I prob took 6 - 7 20 mg SA ritalin today....just cause of the rush. What do I do? Not to mention, im on 3 beers and 1/2 bottle red iwne. I know its a mixutre for destruction but i am keeping myself form helping myself.

Try EFT (Emotional Freedom Techniques) (http://www.emofree.com/default3.htm). It is working wonders for me.