During My MA thesis I have noticed that I have become more and more anxious, isolated and depressed and very worried about other people think...I have been afraid to do a lot of stuff that i used to love. I bought a skateboard a few months back and I have begun boarding again....I fell today and scrapedd my knee up something fierce...But I had that rush of adrenaline again and I feel young again...I am already feeling a lot more confident today than I did yesterday or last week.....I think everyone should find something that they stopped doing even though they didnt want to only because it was considered to be childish or immature and start doing it again. I also think its about time I stop trying to cover up my ADDness and start being me again....I feel like I have wasted a lot of my 20s being social anxious and afraid to do things for fear of looking foolish...I have ADD and I am a big kid at heart...I want to listen to the same music I used to and more...I want to do all sorts of stuff...I think this all started around january when I went through a really bad time somewhere around the middle of february I put on an old skateboarding vid and at the beginning there is this warning about the dangers of skateboarding and at the end of it, they say something about how although there are these dangers....one must always remember...FEAR IS A MIND KILLER....and it is...it has kept me from doing things I like to do...and its about time I stop....anyone else feel this way
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