tigerchick
05-08-09, 02:01 PM
I am currently up to 45mg a day and I am trying to get my tolerance back down or at least keep it from building by not taking it on weekends when I don't need it. My problem is on the first day off I absolutely cannot stop eating! I just eat and eat and never feel full. I crave everything and anything.
I am 5'7", 20 years old, and I used to weigh 145. I was really unhappy with it and even before I started taking adderall I got down to 130 by quitting fast food, snacks, soda, and generally being more active. I began taking it about 6 months ago and since I've gotten down to 120 and stayed there and been extremely happy with it. Typically I don't eat big meals, I'll have an egg or two for breakfast, some sort of pasta in the afternoon, and a couple chicken nuggets later on. Through the day I'll snack on carrots, crackers, or cereal in very small amounts to keep my metabolism going. It's very controlled.
When I try to go a day without taking my meds I don't feel as focused, but I can handle it. My issue is these uncontrollable eating habits. I will try to tell myself that I'm not really hungry, I'm just bored and I can manage to walk away from food for about 5 mins, but then I just turn back around and shove it in my mouth before I can even tell myself no. I will repeat this over and over and over!! I don't keep junk in the house so I'll end up eating insane amounts of pasta, a whole box of cereal, the entire bag of crackers, and the whole bag of carrots!!! A lot of times I'll run out and impulse buy a bunch of fast food and just stuff my face. Why is it that I never ever feel full? My dose recently went up from 40mg to 45mg, could it have something to do with the fact that my "off" days are a bigger change than ever before?
I also recently quit smoking(I break down every once in a while but never have more than 2 in a day), could my old oral fixation habits be subconciously doing this to me?
It has done amazing things for me, but I don't want to have to take it everyday! I also don't want to throw all my dieting efforts out the window and hate my body like I used to. I love the weight I'm at and I have great self confidence.
Is there something here that I'm not seeing that killed my self control? Has anyone else experienced this? I googled it like crazy and didn't find a thing!
Help!
I am 5'7", 20 years old, and I used to weigh 145. I was really unhappy with it and even before I started taking adderall I got down to 130 by quitting fast food, snacks, soda, and generally being more active. I began taking it about 6 months ago and since I've gotten down to 120 and stayed there and been extremely happy with it. Typically I don't eat big meals, I'll have an egg or two for breakfast, some sort of pasta in the afternoon, and a couple chicken nuggets later on. Through the day I'll snack on carrots, crackers, or cereal in very small amounts to keep my metabolism going. It's very controlled.
When I try to go a day without taking my meds I don't feel as focused, but I can handle it. My issue is these uncontrollable eating habits. I will try to tell myself that I'm not really hungry, I'm just bored and I can manage to walk away from food for about 5 mins, but then I just turn back around and shove it in my mouth before I can even tell myself no. I will repeat this over and over and over!! I don't keep junk in the house so I'll end up eating insane amounts of pasta, a whole box of cereal, the entire bag of crackers, and the whole bag of carrots!!! A lot of times I'll run out and impulse buy a bunch of fast food and just stuff my face. Why is it that I never ever feel full? My dose recently went up from 40mg to 45mg, could it have something to do with the fact that my "off" days are a bigger change than ever before?
I also recently quit smoking(I break down every once in a while but never have more than 2 in a day), could my old oral fixation habits be subconciously doing this to me?
It has done amazing things for me, but I don't want to have to take it everyday! I also don't want to throw all my dieting efforts out the window and hate my body like I used to. I love the weight I'm at and I have great self confidence.
Is there something here that I'm not seeing that killed my self control? Has anyone else experienced this? I googled it like crazy and didn't find a thing!
Help!