addiexr
05-20-09, 11:23 PM
Hey everyone, I'm new and seriously need some feedback.
I've been on Adderall xr 20mg for four days now and have felt like total crap since day one--with VERY brief interludes where I feel fine and productive but still "off". After taking the pill in the morning, on an empty stomach or with a light meal (like a granola bar+water), within an hour I become:
-ridiculously forgetful
-irritable
-hyperfocused
-antisocial (even talking to friends becomes a chore)
-unmotivated
-slow
-anorexic
after it starts to wear off I become...
-nauseated
-pessimistic
-depressed
-extremely fatigued
-sore everywhere
-very hungry
-zombie like
On the plus side, I am less anxious than usual and I'm able to block out distractions and intrusive thoughts that have plagued me in the past, which is such a relief.
Are these symptoms normal for the first few days on the medication? Do you think they'll ever stop? I don't know if I even have ADHD. Recently I went to a psychiatrist and spoke with him for about 10 minutes before he diagnosed me and wrote out a prescription. Needless to say, I have my doubts. I mean, yeah I have trouble concentrating and have to reread material over and over to get it sometimes, but if I do in fact have ADHD, why is the adderall making my symptoms worse?
I thought maybe my dosage was too high, so I opened up the capsule and emptied half the contents onto some pudding. The results were similar, but I didn't crash as hard and I became EXTREMELY forgetful...like, I parked in front of my apartment door, illegally, so I could unload my laundry, but when I got inside I forgot about my laundry and left my car awkwardly parked on the sidewalk for about 3 hours. Luckily, no one complained. This is seriously abnormal behavior for me, and I know the adderall is the culprit.
It seems like Adderall makes me less "sharp". It helps me block out intrusive thoughts and focus on one thing at a time but in exchange I become slow and sloth like. And I'm unable to multitask!
I have trouble thinking, speaking, and piecing sentences together. Even now I'm struggling to say what I want to say! It's so awful. Why do you think this is happening to me? Has anyone else had these problems? Did they go away? Thanks in advance.
I've been on Adderall xr 20mg for four days now and have felt like total crap since day one--with VERY brief interludes where I feel fine and productive but still "off". After taking the pill in the morning, on an empty stomach or with a light meal (like a granola bar+water), within an hour I become:
-ridiculously forgetful
-irritable
-hyperfocused
-antisocial (even talking to friends becomes a chore)
-unmotivated
-slow
-anorexic
after it starts to wear off I become...
-nauseated
-pessimistic
-depressed
-extremely fatigued
-sore everywhere
-very hungry
-zombie like
On the plus side, I am less anxious than usual and I'm able to block out distractions and intrusive thoughts that have plagued me in the past, which is such a relief.
Are these symptoms normal for the first few days on the medication? Do you think they'll ever stop? I don't know if I even have ADHD. Recently I went to a psychiatrist and spoke with him for about 10 minutes before he diagnosed me and wrote out a prescription. Needless to say, I have my doubts. I mean, yeah I have trouble concentrating and have to reread material over and over to get it sometimes, but if I do in fact have ADHD, why is the adderall making my symptoms worse?
I thought maybe my dosage was too high, so I opened up the capsule and emptied half the contents onto some pudding. The results were similar, but I didn't crash as hard and I became EXTREMELY forgetful...like, I parked in front of my apartment door, illegally, so I could unload my laundry, but when I got inside I forgot about my laundry and left my car awkwardly parked on the sidewalk for about 3 hours. Luckily, no one complained. This is seriously abnormal behavior for me, and I know the adderall is the culprit.
It seems like Adderall makes me less "sharp". It helps me block out intrusive thoughts and focus on one thing at a time but in exchange I become slow and sloth like. And I'm unable to multitask!
I have trouble thinking, speaking, and piecing sentences together. Even now I'm struggling to say what I want to say! It's so awful. Why do you think this is happening to me? Has anyone else had these problems? Did they go away? Thanks in advance.