Xeon
05-22-09, 01:19 AM
I'm drowning in debt right now from all this psychiatric bills, is there any kind of assistance? I'm unemployed at the moment and have only had just enough money from my freelance work to pay for car insurance and to pay people back for money I loan from them. So basically I have just enough money to be broke.
I've never been able to get a job on my own, have went to plenty of stupid interviews and been told the same thing every time. If it's Monday they say "We'll call you by the end of the week.", and then if I ask for a number to contact them at they refuse. Then if your job interview is on say a Wednesday or Friday they usually tell me they will call me by Monday or Tuesday. Anyway in the employment world I've come to realize that you didn't get the job.
Most the reasons I think I don't get jobs are outside my control. I have chronically low energy levels and people describe me as always looking high or drunk all the time, even though I'm not under the influence of anything. I'm also horrible at making eye contact or looking enthusiastic. Then compound on the fact that I'm 21 and I have almost no work experience. I think I'm ****ed in the job department. I absolutely hate working fast food, I worked at a Long John Silvers for 2 weeks before I got to the point where I could not stand working there, so I just walked out and left.
Anyway, I've gotten off topic and nobody want's to hear me play the worlds smallest violin.
I've never been able to get a job on my own, have went to plenty of stupid interviews and been told the same thing every time. If it's Monday they say "We'll call you by the end of the week.", and then if I ask for a number to contact them at they refuse. Then if your job interview is on say a Wednesday or Friday they usually tell me they will call me by Monday or Tuesday. Anyway in the employment world I've come to realize that you didn't get the job.
Most the reasons I think I don't get jobs are outside my control. I have chronically low energy levels and people describe me as always looking high or drunk all the time, even though I'm not under the influence of anything. I'm also horrible at making eye contact or looking enthusiastic. Then compound on the fact that I'm 21 and I have almost no work experience. I think I'm ****ed in the job department. I absolutely hate working fast food, I worked at a Long John Silvers for 2 weeks before I got to the point where I could not stand working there, so I just walked out and left.
Anyway, I've gotten off topic and nobody want's to hear me play the worlds smallest violin.