jazzyteach65
07-02-09, 07:43 PM
I am a 27 year-old music teacher suffering through an array of what might be different problems, or the same. Here's my story: I was "diagnosed" with ADD eight yrs ago, and take concerta 54mg, I was also diagnosed with sever anxiety as well as insomnia due to anxiety around the same time, and now take 2 mg's of xanax/day. (i also take 25 mg's of lexapro for depression)
with that said, a few years ago, I was diagnosed with hypergraphia and ocd, which could be linked to temporal lobe epilepsy. The ocd meds were devestating my body, worse than the others I am already taking. I have a sever problem that is keeping me from excelling at being both an educator as well as a jazz musician. Every single time I try to read, my heart starts to race, and my mind starts to wander and fade. It's almost like reading words intimidates me. what's even more frustrating is the fact that I do have some form of hypergraphia, which means I am constantly writing notes, but can never go back and read them. I often times feel my mind "fade out" of reality, where I daydream and forget where I am. It might be the ADD. But I have heard that OCD and ADD are related to TLE. I often think tangentiantally, then forget about what I was thinking about, and "fade out"I am on these terrible meds as it is, which I really want to get off of, (ESPECIALLY THE CONCERTA) but i cannot function without them. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with having to write or think about ideas, that I want to get completely drunk so my mind is distracted. Is there any kind of nuero test like an EG, which can scan my brain and tell me EXACTLY what I have as far as ADD, TLE, OCD ect? because as of right now, my life is hell. Doctors have already ruined me with meds
What's worse is that the concerta is giving me palpatations and has damaged my insides. My parents are leaving the country, which means I am all alone to fend for myself without help. The concerta works some days, others, it's just a paranoid high.
Has ANYONE had an EG scan to help diagnose such problems? are they affordabl?
with that said, a few years ago, I was diagnosed with hypergraphia and ocd, which could be linked to temporal lobe epilepsy. The ocd meds were devestating my body, worse than the others I am already taking. I have a sever problem that is keeping me from excelling at being both an educator as well as a jazz musician. Every single time I try to read, my heart starts to race, and my mind starts to wander and fade. It's almost like reading words intimidates me. what's even more frustrating is the fact that I do have some form of hypergraphia, which means I am constantly writing notes, but can never go back and read them. I often times feel my mind "fade out" of reality, where I daydream and forget where I am. It might be the ADD. But I have heard that OCD and ADD are related to TLE. I often think tangentiantally, then forget about what I was thinking about, and "fade out"I am on these terrible meds as it is, which I really want to get off of, (ESPECIALLY THE CONCERTA) but i cannot function without them. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with having to write or think about ideas, that I want to get completely drunk so my mind is distracted. Is there any kind of nuero test like an EG, which can scan my brain and tell me EXACTLY what I have as far as ADD, TLE, OCD ect? because as of right now, my life is hell. Doctors have already ruined me with meds
What's worse is that the concerta is giving me palpatations and has damaged my insides. My parents are leaving the country, which means I am all alone to fend for myself without help. The concerta works some days, others, it's just a paranoid high.
Has ANYONE had an EG scan to help diagnose such problems? are they affordabl?