tbh
05-30-04, 05:54 PM
So i'll try to make this short but sweet. I've had depression/anxiety for a few years now after a rough childhood that included a drug addicted brother and mom who had breast cancer. It all piled up into a big mess which I had trouble handling. I have been on xanex and zoloft since which has helped for the most part. My mom passed away in February and I've been off and on my medicines. I've just been trying to deal with the issues of losing my mom and not worrying about my med's which I should be.
Anyway... my biggest anxiety is my health. Last year when I was living in Los Angeles for a few months I had a nasty bout with tonsillitis. Due to stupid doctors giving me too many of the wrong meds I developed a yeast infection in my mouth. When my doctor said "have you ever been tested for hiv" that scared the crap out of me and ever since I've been walking on a tight rope when it comes to being sick. Just wondering if anyone could relate.
Recently, I've been very run down/sleeping a lot/just being fatigued but I'm guessing its from all the stress I'm putting on my body from worrying about things. Does anyone else have a same issue such as that? I would love to hear your feedback.
Anyway... my biggest anxiety is my health. Last year when I was living in Los Angeles for a few months I had a nasty bout with tonsillitis. Due to stupid doctors giving me too many of the wrong meds I developed a yeast infection in my mouth. When my doctor said "have you ever been tested for hiv" that scared the crap out of me and ever since I've been walking on a tight rope when it comes to being sick. Just wondering if anyone could relate.
Recently, I've been very run down/sleeping a lot/just being fatigued but I'm guessing its from all the stress I'm putting on my body from worrying about things. Does anyone else have a same issue such as that? I would love to hear your feedback.