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EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 07:33 AM
I have hardly any energy to write now but really want to post something. Do u find that u don't really belong anywhere. That when on closer inspection u realize that u might be lying to urself to make urself feel better. Do u find that in ur life their are no net gains. What i mean is is there is a time of expansion and then a time of contraction so that nothing's gained nothing's lost. Just wanted u to know that if u don't fit in anywhere and that alot of times like this one for me u don't make sense and can't make sense of life in this world ur not alone.:o

daveddd
03-04-10, 09:26 AM
i do, yet still feel like i dont

if that makes sense

The Audience
03-04-10, 09:29 AM
I know I don't fit in, but I don't feel like a misfit.

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 06:51 PM
i do, yet still feel like i dont

if that makes sense
Yeah, to me this alludes to what i mean by expanding and then contracting making no real gains imho.:)

danelady
03-04-10, 06:53 PM
My dog doesn't worry about it. That's why I let him be in control.

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 06:53 PM
I know I don't fit in, but I don't feel like a misfit.

I love parsing words so i just made sure i knew what i was talking about so here's the definition of misfit:2 : a person who is poorly adapted to a situation or environment <social misfits - yep that's me alrighty

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 06:56 PM
My dog doesn't worry about it. That's why I let him be in control.
I guess i gotta get meself a doggie.:)

danelady
03-04-10, 07:01 PM
I guess i gotta get meself a doggie.:)

To warp a zen saying someone else has in their sig..

before enlightenment..feed dog,pick up poop
after enlightenment..feed dog,pick up poop.

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 07:03 PM
To warp a zen saying someone else has in their sig..

before enlightenment..feed dog,pick up poop
after enlightenment..feed dog,pick up poop.
a light popped in my head and all i saw was a plate:D of shiate.

danelady
03-04-10, 07:09 PM
a light popped in my head and all i saw was a plate:D of shiate.

I'd hate to have to wash your dishes...hehe!

mike91163
03-04-10, 07:14 PM
Eshkaron, hope this helps...especially the highlighted lyrics below.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QQfKtYUPDI

Misfits

Written by: Ray Davies Published by: Davray Music Ltd.

Lyrics:
You've been sleeping in a field but you look real rested
You set out to outrage but you can't get arrested
You say your image is new, but it looks well tested
You're lost without a crowd yet you go your own way

You say your summer has gone
Now the winter is crawlin' in
They say that even in your day
Somehow you never could quite fit in
Though it's cold outside
I know the summer's gonna come again
Because you know what they say
Every dog has his day

You're a misfit, afraid of yourself so you run away and hide
You've been a misfit all your life
Why don't you join the crowd
And come inside
You wander round this town like you've lost your way
You had your chance in your day
Yet you threw it all away
But you know what they say
Every dog has his day

Look at all the losers and the mad eyed gazers
Look at all the loonies and the sad eyed failures
They've given up living 'cos they just don't care
So take a good look around
The misfits are everywhere
La la la la la la

This is your chance, this is your time
So don't throw it away
You can have your day
'Cause it's true what they say
Every dog has his day

You're a misfit
Afraid of yourself so you run away and hide
You've been a misfit all your life
But why don't you join the crowd and come inside
You wander round this town
Like you've lost your way
You had your chance in your day
Yet you threw it all away
Now you're lost in the crowd
Yet, still go your own way

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 07:42 PM
You're a misfit
Afraid of yourself so you run away and hide
You've been a misfit all your life
But why don't you join the crowd and come inside
You wander round this town
Like you've lost your way
You had your chance in your day
Yet you threw it all away
Now you're lost in the crowd
Yet, still go your own way

Thanks mike these lyrics are brilliant. :)

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 07:44 PM
To make myself more of a misfit i propose an analogy.

Misfits are the quarks of the universe! There i said it, i don't know what i said but there it is just the same.:D

danelady
03-04-10, 07:47 PM
If it warks like a duck and quarks like a duck it must be a...

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 07:57 PM
If it warks like a duck and quarks like a duck it must be a... wtf?:D

danelady
03-04-10, 08:05 PM
If it warks like a duck and quarks like a duck it must be a...

I'm SO sorry!! You are from another country! You don't have that saying there do you?

If it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck it must be a duck!

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 08:40 PM
I'm SO sorry!! You are from another country! You don't have that saying there do you?

If it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck it must be a duck!

no i understood perfectly i was simply adding to it with a nice sounding WTF!:D

If it warks like a duck and quarks like a duck it must be a...wtf.

Crazygirl79
03-04-10, 09:02 PM
I don't belong anywhere other than my own world and I make no apologies for that...

Selena

danelady
03-04-10, 09:34 PM
Misfits are the quarks of the universe

If a duck quacks
does a dork quark?

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 09:44 PM
If a duck quacks
does a dork quark?
Can u eat a dork with a fork?

danelady
03-04-10, 09:53 PM
Martha Stewart says the only way to eat a dork is with your fingers.

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 10:06 PM
Martha Stewart says the only way to eat a dork is with your fingers.
Well than Yes I would definitely say a dork quarks.

danelady
03-04-10, 10:17 PM
Is that your final answer?

EshkaronsEngine
03-04-10, 11:12 PM
Is that your final answer?
Is there money involved in this transaction?:p

danelady
03-05-10, 08:17 AM
Is there money involved in this transaction?:p

I can print some up real fast if you like. Deal?

daveddd
03-05-10, 08:51 AM
My dog doesn't worry about it. That's why I let him be in control.

i swear my lab/beagle can read facial expressions

my rot on the other hand , just food

danelady
03-05-10, 09:38 AM
i swear my lab/beagle can read facial expressions

my rot on the other hand , just food


My dog HAS facial expressions! I swear he rolls his eyes at me when I tell him to do something...like when I make him sit still with a hat on so I can take his picture.

daveddd
03-05-10, 10:03 AM
i just put my dogs wearing hats on my page check there facial expressions

danelady
03-05-10, 11:15 AM
i just put my dogs wearing hats on my page check there facial expressions

I love it I love it!! They put up with so much from us don't they!

I'm getting unloaded at warehouse near some bayou on the border of TX and LA and I'm surrounded by a graveyard of old locomotives. I just got back from draggin' the dog around and making him sit in front of them to pose for pictures. I even got some guy to take my picture by one cuz I love trains so much. I'll put them up later.

EshkaronsEngine
03-06-10, 04:54 PM
I can print some up real fast if you like. Deal?

I think I'll take some of your money thanX.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Forer_effect (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Forer_effect:cool::cool::cool:)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/There%27s_a_sucker_born_every_minute

EshkaronsEngine
03-07-10, 10:16 AM
4 all u fellow misfits out there I believe I've figure out my problem. I am an animal living in a robot world. That's it! They can't let a monkey or dog run the show, that would be too damn human for them. I'm continuing following rainbows while the smart dudes are writing things down:p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEsqELX5e4o&feature=related

EshkaronsEngine
06-15-10, 09:23 AM
I am full of so much energy right now I think I might implode. Yep that's right I'm a blackhole and the blackhole is as misfit as it comes. Come and join me in the darkness if you dare.

EshkaronsEngine
06-16-10, 12:52 PM
This one goes out to Dena who I adored when I first tried to make out on my own. When I called her she was sleeping with another guy at a hotel 3 hours away. I am now with a much better women. But my eyes were forever singed by her beauty.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFkzRNyygfk

EshkaronsEngine
06-17-10, 08:25 PM
I think I want to be a misfit really. I don't want to fit in to some hole. I actually get worried when people don't call me an ******* cause who the hell am I if not an ******* man.

Rebelyell
06-17-10, 10:26 PM
Yes I like the band the misfits! LMAO I wish I had guns like glen danzig.Any ways I always feel like a misfit or outcast .

EshkaronsEngine
06-18-10, 12:02 AM
Even my pet's a misfit. We found him in our garage living off of birds. He even has a deformed ear to boot. I suck and I know it thank you Gawd.

EshkaronsEngine
06-18-10, 05:29 PM
Yep I still got it. Misfit all the way baby.

salleh
06-18-10, 05:37 PM
well, of course !......alllllll the interesting people are misfits .......can you imagine anyone more boring than a vanilla NTer????? but, not all misfits are ADDers either, it just seems like that !

EshkaronsEngine
06-18-10, 09:42 PM
Holy Crap I was so nervous today. I was going to meet an upstanding citizen friend of mine and his family. I've never seen his wife or kids. He came down sick. Phew I nearly had a panic attack. Oh well back to my misfitting ways.

Rebelyell
06-18-10, 09:46 PM
When I was in school all the problem kids were attracted to me like a moth to a flame.funny thing was I was never good or smart enough to hang w the geeks,or techies or brainiacs an goody goody kiss ups.I was never bad enough to be a juvenile deliquent so hell i DIDNT FIt in w any 1 for christ sakes.Funny how there was worse kids an it seemed I WAs THE ONE THAT ALWAYS WAS SENT HOME from the nurses office.It was cool after my mom came an got me an I explained what happend an she would tell me I bette rcool my jets and then she cooled off i WENT HOME AN PLAYED VIdeo games:Dso much for punishment.

EshkaronsEngine
06-18-10, 10:18 PM
I hid behind my brilliance scared stiff not to make the wrong move. When I eventually exploded I completely threw my identity out the ****ing window man. I mean 360 there was nothing left of me. I'm still picking up the pieces.

EshkaronsEngine
06-18-10, 11:10 PM
I like to laugh 2 myself.

EshkaronsEngine
06-20-10, 10:49 AM
Just woke up and feeling like an alien again.

EshkaronsEngine
06-20-10, 11:41 PM
It's strange the amount of tumult I feel at times. It's as if I don't really matter. I was an atheist for about a month and life was so much easier than this. I hate the ebb and flow of life now. It just isn't fair that I am always pulled back. wtf am I here for if not to get ahead. To love. That's a bunch of bull****.

EshkaronsEngine
06-21-10, 01:37 PM
I like turning up the music and bass to max and drive past onlookers.

EshkaronsEngine
06-21-10, 02:14 PM
I think it has to do with wavelength. I travel the broad spectrum probably much like the devil travels through the earth.

EshkaronsEngine
09-23-10, 02:14 PM
Once again I find myself on the outside. Seriously I think it is my destiny to always walk outside the fence. I have my doubts I will ever be able to maintain a serious relationship for very long. I'm just so berserk and all over the place. Oh well I spread my love pretty well. I'll try to make love to everyone like Lady Gaga.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrO4YZeyl0I&ob=av2e

EshkaronsEngine
09-26-10, 02:36 AM
I'm sorry everyone I don't seem to fit in anywhere. I just got kicked out of a strip-joint for being drunk and hitting on the bouncer's girlfriend. I'd better try to find another planet. Maybe then I will find friends who like screwups.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oFtw8G5nSI4

Abi
09-26-10, 02:40 AM
Oh well.

I don't fit anywhere either.

Not even here, really. *shrug*

peripatetic
09-26-10, 03:18 AM
i think both of you fit in here just fine:) i'm glad you're both here at least:D

Layla771
09-26-10, 06:00 PM
Heh, I think you fit in just fine!! Maybe it's just a really sucky day or something! I have high hopes tomorrow will be better!!

Also, you started quite a popular thread & have a fab icon!

(PS having a cold sucks, so sorry if I was crummy anywhere.. I just like busting negative beliefs, my own or other people's, sometimes not the most diplomatic about it, sigh..)

We're all different and have different thoughts and views.. It's kinda like a rich caleidoscope of different puzzles.. Wouldn't it be boring if we were all the same? Think 'unique' -

Oh well.

I don't fit anywhere either.

Not even here, really. *shrug*

EE, don't hit on bouncer's girlfriends!! LOL!! You deserve waay better!!!

BTW, love your signature!!

Rebelyell
09-26-10, 07:38 PM
Sounds like me just my luck I hit on the bouncers gf.LOL hasnt happend to me yet at least you didnt get ya bum kicked. If I ever meet ya we'll go and I'll keep ya in check,No 1 gets in trouble when there w me.

EshkaronsEngine
10-01-10, 09:42 PM
Well I shot off an email to a local Wicca organization and got no reply. I was open about being bipolar. I guess that dream of practicing magic with 7 beautiful witches is a little farther off than I thought. I thought they would welcome a wild and crazy guy. Wrong again!:confused::mad:

Rebelyell
10-01-10, 09:44 PM
At this point I dont give a flying fling or freaking fanelli if any 1 likes me anymore.

EshkaronsEngine
11-21-10, 12:56 AM
the cure for misfittery=Adderall:cool:

Abi
11-23-10, 06:41 AM
the cure for misfittery=Adderall:cool:

Are you taking it?

EshkaronsEngine
11-23-10, 02:10 PM
Are you taking it?
I've only taken it once so far and loved it. I loved it so much I am going to do my absolute best not to become tolerant at all. So since I take Strattera which doesn't help with focus anymore but does help with depressions and energy levels I will probably only take Adderall once a week. Study throughout the week and then on Saturday Blast it all away and conquer what I have learned.

EshkaronsEngine
01-02-11, 09:23 PM
I've only taken it once so far and loved it. I loved it so much I am going to do my absolute best not to become tolerant at all. So since I take Strattera which doesn't help with focus anymore but does help with depressions and energy levels I will probably only take Adderall once a week. Study throughout the week and then on Saturday Blast it all away and conquer what I have learned.
Well I did my best with Adderall and it worked great but the killer insomnia has been unrelenting. I just flushed down the bottle with more than 3/4 left for it is just too tempting and I can't afford sleepless nights as will aggravate my bipolar.

I am a royal screw-up. I continually go thru periods where I build and then completely destroy that which I built up.

Abi
01-03-11, 07:50 AM
You're not a screwup man.

You know I also had to flush my RItalin, because it aggravated my bipolar and GAD.

IT's brain chemistry, no more, no less. Not your fault. :)

Abi
01-09-11, 11:45 AM
I am a pariah.

Time to stop fighting it and embrace my pariah-ness :cool: :D :)

βĩο₱Ħعℓĩᶏ
01-09-11, 02:02 PM
Do you network to coverup pariahness?

Abi
01-09-11, 02:13 PM
haha

more like to self-deny it :cool:

Rebelyell
01-09-11, 04:10 PM
From mariah carey to Pariah carey:D I definately think glen danzing is 1 of the original Misfits:D

Abi
09-01-11, 02:25 PM
I am a pariah.

Time to stop fighting it and embrace my pariah-ness :cool: :D :)

Because its true.

----

It's lonely in here Esh.

Rebelyell
09-01-11, 03:45 PM
lately I feel or have been questioning the people ,the few are that aRE FRIENDLY arent really legit or its just like ahang out session and wouldnt embrace me on a regular basis or its just that friendlyness that isnt going anywhere

tambourine-man
09-05-11, 12:15 AM
Do you network to coverup pariahness?

I'm an Aspie. People speculate that Mark Zuckerberg was an Aspie. Nuff said.

chekingurl76
03-22-12, 09:18 AM
What a quarky beginning to this thread... Love the quark