View Full Version : Fire in My Head


risingson05
05-09-10, 03:11 AM
This constant gnawing at my head
It threatens my state of mind
I want to get rid of this dread
A burning desire to not leave a mark
Iím burdened, else I feel blind
It haunts my conscience when instead
I wish I could leave it only a spark
Itís not like I left someone dead

But still I sit here with this unnecessary thought
That drives itself until Iím bought
That Iíve caused a great sin
Even when I havenít broken the skin
These thoughts haunt me within
Until my mind is worn thin

I writhe when I think I havenít been shown
What hurts when I donít provide it
Why must I suffer to provide my own
When I canít get the same in return
Even when Iím treated like ****
And I try to throw a stone
Itís me who shows the concern
Till I make the pain my own

But still I sit here with this unnecessary thought
That drives itself until Iím bought
That Iíve caused a great sin
Even when I havenít broken the skin
These thoughts haunt me within
Until my mind is worn thin



Anybody know what I'm talking about? Do you suffer the same problem too?