methadone

RF: I just discovered today that my lips are significantly smaller/thinner on the right of my face. How could I have missed that all of these years? Getting old is the pits.

I graduate from anesthesia school in 9 months :)

I'm cute.

(no really, not boasting, just happen to be)

I'm cute.

(no really, not boasting, just happen to be)


I'm smiling.:)

Geez, this guy I know is back in the hospital again. He's blind, has had a kidney transplant already and has been in and out of the hospital for weeks. What a shame.:(

I actually got an assignment done early. I'm going to turn it in two days early.

I'm in my journalism class, and I'm on this forum. This is awesome!

Anony you remind me of metz, 2 of every 3 posts on this thread are yours.

You needs a special thread, methinks

Anony you remind me of metz, 2 of every 3 posts on this thread are yours.

You needs a special thread, methinks

This is a special thread ;)

I'm about to do an interview, and I'm excited. I don't know when (if ever) I've felt this way about work.

Good luck with the interview Anon!

RF I've spent the last couple of days cleaning out a storage closet at my Dad's house.These are all the things that my mom packed away over 20yrs. ago.Lots of stuff like knick-knacks
china,curtains,clothing etc.Unbelievable how much stuff my mom saved(she died 2 yrs ago)
I find that I get choked up when I see how she saved everything.It's really sad doing this job.

I'm about to do an interview, and I'm excited. I don't know when (if ever) I've felt this way about work.

Congrats and good luck!!!!

Congrats and good luck!!!!

I'm just amazed at how well I'm being received. He said I asked good questions. I had another guy tell me I was one of the best and toughest interviews he had.

I'm just amazed at how well I'm being received. He said I asked good questions. I had another guy tell me I was one of the best and toughest interviews he had.

Yay!!! Let us know how you make out!!

tomorow will be yet another day that tests me. or throws me into the gauntlet again. whichever.

also, i do not know how to spell tomorow

Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya tomorrow, you're only a day away

I love bedtime

My brain won't stop playing me the soundtrack to VVVVV....I guess I could have worse things stuck in there.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dclghhnW4oU

Amazing what you can do with 8 bit sound.

Another cumulative exam tomorrow yay! I've failed every one so far, but I haven't gotten any kind of accommodations until now. I hate this whole process, but whatever. If I fail this one, I think I have to get the next 4 of 5 passed or I can only get a masters.

Another cumulative exam tomorrow yay! I've failed everyone so far, but I haven't gotten any kind of accommodations until now. I hate this whole process, but whatever. If I fail this one, I think I have to get the next 4 of 5 passed or I can only get a masters.


Good luck man. I'll be thinking of you.

Another cumulative exam tomorrow yay! I've failed every one so far, but I haven't gotten any kind of accommodations until now. I hate this whole process, but whatever. If I fail this one, I think I have to get the next 4 of 5 passed or I can only get a masters.


Good luck!!! Fingers crossed for ya!

I passed my accounting exam! 81%

I passed my accounting exam! 81%


Great Job! I applaud you. :)

I passed my accounting exam! 81%

Awesome! Good for you! :)

And now I'm going to sleep. 7 hours of sleep ahead of me, and then a hopefully relaxing day prior to going into the exam. For once on a cume... I really hope I walk out feeling like I conveyed the knowledge I have in my head.

This is my post to let me play a game in the arcade.

I keep running into my first ever "boyfriend" (crush) from the 4th grade and, as silly as it sounds, I still get the butterflies in the belly when I see him. *blushes* What a great feeling that brings a big smile to my face. :D

I'm seriously thinking this whole "feeling happy" scene lasts much longer when you can act and feel like a kid again.

And now I'm going to sleep. 7 hours of sleep ahead of me, and then a hopefully relaxing day prior to going into the exam. For once on a cume... I really hope I walk out feeling like I conveyed the knowledge I have in my head.


Hope the exam gig went smoothly!! :)

I'm still talking to my ex even though he has a gf. I love him but adderall was really affecting my thoughts and relationships and we didnt realize fully how much until id been off it for a few months. I wouldn't have ended things and we wouldn't have fought. We also would have been deeper in love from the beginning. Sounds crazy but it's the hard truth.

We love you Alliee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,if he doesnt he aint worth it.

Best of luck to you tired.I hope things work out with your boyfriend.If not remember you have us to talk to.

Thanks you all! :)

Hope the exam gig went smoothly!! :)

I was still taking it when you wrote that. 3 hours later, I walked out feeling better than I ever have about a cume, but not good enough to feel like I passed. We'll see though. I know I messed up a few things, and I'm not sure what'll be required to pass, but I still gave it my best effort.

RIP Steve Jobs.

Thanks you all! :)

Ahh... it makes so much sense now. Missed the whole name thing. I was really confused on when you were supposed to have said anything in the thread lol. I scrolled all the way to the top and back down before I realized it.

R.i.p.

RIP Steve Jobs.

Oh wow. That leaves me with a weird feeling. I don't know, I'm not even a fan of Apple by any means, but when someone famous dies it always messes with my head.
r.i.p. indeed.

Yep :) i changed it.


It leaves me with a weird feeling too. Sad, end of an era. He changed our world and is going to be part of our history text books.

Lots of people love their apps.

Lots of people have Steve Jobs to thank. From babies to baby boomers.

Lots of people have Steve Jobs to thank. From babies to baby boomers.

Indeed. I read one person's comment on a google instant feed thing about how so many people already know he passed away because of their iphone's/ipads etc, and if that's not a testament to what he did to change our world he didn't know what was. I thought that was kind of cool.

I'm sick.

I miss my old house. I liked having a room upstairs. I could see more from my window. After three years living here, my room still feels new.

I'm sick.

Physically ill, mentally ill, or sickened by something?

Physically ill, mentally ill, or sickened by something?

I have a cold (ie congestion, runny nose, cough, etc.). I usually get one per year.

I'm struggling so much with studying right now. I just don't get why I can't get stuff to stick in my brain. It's becoming infuriating. What sucks even more is I feel like I'm going to require some kind of regular help to get through this funk. In terms of help, I mean like tutoring help specifically with chemistry. I just have no idea where I can even get that for a 900 level class. I'm starting to get pretty bummed out.

I have a cold (ie congestion, runny nose, cough, etc.). I usually get one per year.


Dang. I hate colds. Anything like that physically and mentally wipes me out.

I'm taking a step back to 2003 with a CD that got me through a few rough patches. It's relaxing.

RF 2: I just checked one of the 6 questions on my exam (I've only checked like 2 up to this point), and it had a literature reference, and I'm kind of shocked by how closely what I wrote matches what's in the literature as far as interpretation is concerned. So I run into a question that I have no idea how to approach, come up with some kind of explanation, and it matches nearly perfectly, but I have stuff that I know I specifically studied and I switch things up to the wrong conclusions. Ugh.

One more caffeine free soda and then I'm calling it quits for tonight. Studying isn't happening...well, I'm trying to make it happen, but it's not actually happening in my brain anymore. Here's to hoping if all else fails, tomorrow's quiz provides some form of entertainment.

I am completely, 100% wide awake. :o

I think I would need to decapitate myself in front of my therapist for him to take me seriously.

RF: Not coping.

I know the feeling. With parents too.

I’m med free and psych-doc free and I feel great!

I don't like kids....but I'll become really angry if I see people being mean to them.

My professor forgot about the quiz!!!!! Today is turning out to be fantastic! :D

I am now lead vocalist of Ultima Ratio and Shadowzone (Hardrock and Metal) . Also pianist with my own project - Desirelevance. 450 demos.

I gather spiders - favo: tiger spider and carnivorous plants.

My professor forgot about the quiz!!!!! Today is turning out to be fantastic! :D

That was a bonus! Don't you love it when that happens?

My journalism professor mentioned recommending me for a scholarship in journalism. I'm so flattered she thought of me. She's extremely accomplished in the field. Praise from her means something. My best friend said she must see talent.:cool::D

I'm going to go to my general practitioner about my Adderall. It works well. It doesn't last me for the entire day though. I'm getting a script for Wellbutrin too.

today ******* sucked *foamy the squirrel voice*

I am currently sitting in a hotel room in Mumich. I was in Angola then I had an 8 hour crew boat ride to Point Noire. Then an 8 hour flight up to Amsterdam. Then my company wanted to be cheap so they flew me up to Munich first instead of straight down to Port Elizabeth South Africa. So I get home on the 7th and have to leave on the 10. PE to JHB to Atlanta to Houston. Then a few days later Houston to Vancouver Canada then to Queec for a job interview then all the way back to South Africa. Lots of air miles at least

I've had 3 too many boyfriends. Too many dates. The relationship I ruined was what I'd been waiting for for so long.


Thongs will never be the same. Bad meds

Thongs will never be the same. Bad meds

What the hell kind of meds were you taking to ruin those? :p

RF : I don't feel the need to put a random fact with these inquiries so I won't after this.

My friend from school who is a beautician, put extensions in my hair for me today..... Sounds weird, I know but..... I LOVE them. It is feels so freaking awesome to have hair down to my waist.

What the hell kind of meds were you taking to ruin those? :p

RF : I don't feel the need to put a random fact with these inquiries so I won't after this.

Addy. crap med. Never woulda happened

And of course I meant crap med for me

Ooooh my gosh Metz haha. I just realized you were referring to a typo that I didn't see. Oops! I was referring to relationships not thongs I swear!

Okay, I realize I'm prolly a lot older than most of you, but what on earth are relationship thongs????

It's time for a new do. I never get it right when I change my hair. I once decided to get a pixie haircut. I looked like a Q-tip. :o

Okay, I realize I'm prolly a lot older than most of you, but what on earth are relationship thongs????


They are just like relationship bracelets. Relationship bracelets that go over your junk, that is.

that...sounds...AWESOME

Started raining last week - the impending ant invasion should be coming any day now. We begin to arm ourselves with bottles of Windex and a sharp eye for any crumbs that could possibly attract hordes of insects.

That was a bonus! Don't you love it when that happens?

I rarely if ever have something like that happen. I was so excited today. I think it literally made my weekend.

Long live the thong of the early 2000's.

Err, I guess rather... things of the early 2000's. :p

That typo gave me a few chuckles.

I interviewed someone from the DEA yesterday.:)

Okay, I realize I'm prolly a lot older than most of you, but what on earth are relationship thongs????

It's time for a new do. I never get it right when I change my hair. I once decided to get a pixie haircut. I looked like a Q-tip. :o

haha, I meant things.. not thongs

i didn't even see the typo when I posted the answer... hilarious embarrassing coincidence if you read it.

My friend from school who is a beautician, put extensions in my hair for me today..... Sounds weird, I know but..... I LOVE them. It is feels so freaking awesome to have hair down to my waist.

Sounds fun!!!

RF: I really need a haircut.

RF: I really need a haircut.

Stay away from anything that makes you resemble a Q-tip....personal experience ^ noted above....

Stay away from anything that makes you resemble a Q-tip....personal experience ^ noted above....

Haha... I actually missed that post until you pointed it out. I'm pretty lazy about my hair. I usually just go get it cut short, then let it grow out for half a year, and then go drastically short again. If I get one now, it'll have been about 4 months, so it'd be a little sooner than normal. I think I'm just tired of feeling my hair when I move my head.

Haha... I actually missed that post until you pointed it out. I'm pretty lazy about my hair. I usually just go get it cut short, then let it grow out for half a year, and then go drastically short again. If I get one now, it'll have been about 4 months, so it'd be a little sooner than normal. I think I'm just tired of feeling my hair when I move my head.

Flowy hair, huh? I'm having a Leif Garret 1970's hair flashback. :p I think I may have just dated myself with that comment.....I thought that's why we had hats. So we didn't have to get haircuts.

RF: I wanted to have Farrah Fawcett hair when I was little.

Flowy hair, huh? I'm having a Leif Garret 1970's hair flashback. :p I think I may have just dated myself with that comment.....I thought that's why we had hats. So we didn't have to get haircuts.

RF: I wanted to have Farrah Fawcett hair when I was little.

Flowy hair... I wish. It's actually more poof-ball like. Lol. I *might* have had a pathetic looking " 'fro" back in high school. And yeah, you might have dated yourself a little bit ;)

I want to change my username, but I don't know what it should be! :/

I feel cold. I need a better jacket.

I feel cold. I need a better jacket.

I've been experiencing the opposite lately. It doesn't help that we've been above 90 degrees a few times recently, but I'm not used to feeling this hot at this time of the year so much.

RF: I think I'm going to go to bed now. I just ran across some amazingly useful information in a book I got last month. It seems like it nearly outlines everything we've been talking about in my class, so I think it's going to be useful, but I'm way too tired to start sorting through such convoluted information.

RF 2: The people of this forum are so awesome. The support available here is still getting me through so many rough patches. I appreciate you all.

I want to change my username, but I don't know what it should be! :/

Good luck. I hate making decisions like that.

I woke up today with an abnormally good feeling about grad. school.

I had a Japanese Pear yesterday. It was delicious and bigger than a softball. I sill prefer normal pears.

I had a Japanese Pear yesterday. It was delicious and bigger than a softball. I sill prefer normal pears.

I've tried one once. It was alright...too watery for my taste. I wonder if they would be better right off the tree. I like my regular pears to be a little under ripe...or else they're too peary, lol.

Weird random fact:

As a hobby I used to draw a LOT. Mostly animals.
I would draw animal versions of my friends sometimes, to tell stories of my life like an imaginative drawn diary. Only I could recognize it was them unless I told anyone. I'm not sure if the friends I showed them to were amused or creeped out. :p

I want to change my username, but I don't know what it should be! :/

But then we won't know it's you.
RF: I always get confused when usernames or avatars change. :)

Weird random fact:

As a hobby I used to draw a LOT. Mostly animals.
I would draw animal versions of my friends sometimes, to tell stories of my life like an imaginative drawn diary. Only I could recognize it was them unless I told anyone. I'm not sure if the friends I showed them to were amused or creeped out. :p
I made my study direction out of it :) - mostly warriors, celtic decoration and logos in free time. I'm the best at copying though.

In early years I drew Dragonball Z and weapons. I'm evoluting into my very personal designs of anime influenced celtic warriors armed with imaginary weaponry with magic powers...

I was never patient enough to get that elaborate with drawing. In 2nd grade, my teacher actually had a meeting with my parents about the lack of detail in my drawings. Something about I shouldn't still only be drawing the very basic stick structures for everything. Lol. Now I'm an organic chemist and spend my days drawing stick structures. Take that 2nd grade teacher who didn't believe! :p

First great laugh I've had all day. Thank you.

Addy. crap med. Never woulda happened

And of course I meant crap med for me

Ooooh my gosh Metz haha. I just realized you were referring to a typo that I didn't see. Oops! I was referring to relationships not thongs I swear!

I just finished writing a three and a half page paper for psychology class.
It took me one hour to write thanks to Dexedrine. Its due on Wednesday. No procrastination. :D

today was neutral. im going to die between now and next sunday (oct. 16) considering all the work i have to do.

Nate, I'm glad for you that the Dexedrine is working out for you.

RF We are having a real "Indian Summer" here & the weather is fantastic.It's sunny & in the 70s & it looks like we have another 4-5 more days of beautiful weather.

I'm going to be feeding a cat and dog tonight. A friend of mine is getting married, and she wanted me to feed her German Shepherd. I can't wait to see this dog.:)

I love life!!! I just want to let everyone know that I think you all ******* rule and I am so pleased to call you all my friends. I only wish that more of you were awake right now...

Today is, hands down, in my top 10 best days ever! :) :) :) A lot has led up to this, but the events of today woke me up to a level of consciousness I've never experienced before. :') Thank you to all the people I've met here that have helped me get to this point and be able to appreciate today for what it was. (hugs)

awe man, now you have me intrigued..... Tell me more!!!

I love life!!! I just want to let everyone know that I think you all ******* rule and I am so pleased to call you all my friends. I only wish that more of you were awake right now...
Actually I woke up at 7:30 AM. Like you, I really am a morning person... anti social (only in the morning), but morning person !

I love going to bed earlier to see that sunrise !

uhhhh..... thats really coool, but I havent even gone to bed yet! LOL..... but Im so glad you are awake!!! :p

awe man, now you have me intrigued..... Tell me more!!!
It likely won't sound like a big deal to you, but I had my second lesson with my new teacher and it was scheduled for an hour and a half, but she finally ended it after two and a half hours because she had to go meet her husband for a dinner reservation. It was a productive lesson, but we get along so well.. :confused: which is not something I'm.. used to? Not that I have problems with people usually, but she actually likes my company. She asked me if I wanted to go check out one of her hobbies with her sometime. ... I don't know.. it's like.. I think I have a friend! I mean a genuine friend who genuinely likes me! :eek: And she's cool! hahaha

It feels good.

Two random facts:

1. I've never cheated on a boyfriend.

2. I smell soup.

RF In the 36yrs that we've been together my husband & I have never cheated on one another.

I'm out of all my meds until new insurance kicks in.

:(

I haven't had any real meaningful social interaction for 2 months already (outside the internet).
It's more like feeling uncomfortable and being not sure what to say. Even when forced to in my classes.

I have dee flu. :(

I have dee flu. :(
i got dee flu shot yesterday.

I just realized: When I click on a thread to read, my eyes go to the center of the screen and I intentionally move my eyes to the left to get to the beginning of the text.

I never notice avatars, or any of the other stuff around the text box unless I deliberately look for it, and even then, I don't really "see" it easily.

Maybe there's something else behind my reading problems apart from attention issues?

It's such a beautiful day outside.

I love soup. Every flavor.

I haven't read a book/novel (cover to back) in years.
I think I really should read a book/novel this year. I will make that my goal.

I haven't read a book/novel (cover to back) in years.
I think I really should read a book/novel this year. I will make that my goal.

Good luck! I hope it goes well for you.

My computer is overheating.:(

My computer is overheating.:(

Oh no! Do you clean it out thoroughly ever?

I'm going to the beach today.

I love soup. Every flavor.

Me too, :) well a few flavors. Soup is so soothing and delicious.

I think all of this soup talk is going to result in my having soup tonight.

I hope everyone has an awesome day!

I have a big time crush on the guy I went to a charity event with this weekend w my sister and her date too. He lives far away but he wants to go to more things with me!! I have to be patient and keep my cool! I kinda see him as a dream come true type. He's a true gentleman.

Ab the ex.. He wantedto see me yesterday and I said no. It was hard and I do care ab him still. :( he has a gf. That's not like me. I was fighting bc my ex bf was giving me specific directions on how to fight for him. He's an interesting guy in that way. still love him. If I could do it all over again i would be with him and wouldn't do any of the things I did bc of meds. (unusually suspicious, aggressive, irritable, mean, insensitive) would happen "in a perfect world." that was a term he used.

RF Today it is a gorgeus day outside.I wish I could go to the beach with Anon.

I think the right thing to do is the hardest thing to do. Why's it so hard to let my ex bf go

Abbie lets go with the new guy,he sounds interesting.Dont know the old guy and i know how you feel but believe me if they let you down once...................I dont want that for you :)

Hehe, Abbie :) that makes me laugh.

Well the reason it's so hard with the old guy us he didn't let me down and won't let me go really. its hard. But, I think I'll get a reward for hard work and taking the high road. Even though what I really want is my ex. Tough choices.

What the hell Alliee i know what i want to put but the key board has a mind of its own and you keep changing names, lUV JUKES LOL

Lol, Thanks Jan!

I'm pretty random during conversation. Eek! :)

I just realized that by being in denial, blocking something out, ignoring an issue, you just lose the chance to fix a problem. If it's a parent in denial and ignoring their kid's pain and issues, they are teaching a child to carry on even when s/he has problem. It also isnt validating the child and showing him that his/her feelings aren't important enough to deal with. This negative situation causes maladaptuve behaviors. Im hopefully not going to ignore problems and more importantly I hope I'll learn to implement plans to prevent them. I know that last part is wishful thinking, though!

I have a big time crush on the guy I went to a charity event with this weekend w my sister and her date too. He lives far away but he wants to go to more things with me!! I have to be patient and keep my cool! I kinda see him as a dream come true type. He's a true gentleman.

Good for you.:)

I loved the beach today! I can say I caught a football in the ocean.:)

I wish my days didn't seem to slip away from me once I leave the lab.

All right, it's time to start getting down to business. Massive exam on Thursday. I've gotta get a few presentations prepared for later this month/early next month. I'm having company over later this month for my b-day so the place has to be cleaned up, and I've gotta start pushing my research along. It's so stalled out with all my focus on grading and trying to maintain my own classes.

Speed sorts my ADD right out, I'm going to request a prescription.

Speed sorts my ADD right out, I'm going to request a prescription.

Pretty sure it's not going to go over well if you are requesting speed.

I feel like a slacker today. If You didn't know I had ADD you'd think I was. Also feel like a Debbie downer so I'm trying to keep a smile on going I won't have that effect

I've been having a rough day. I had a guy interview me for a class assignment, and it got very personal, which involved my childhood. I almost cried. I need to have a good cry.

Happy and cheerful thoughts being sent out by me to both of you.

RF: I'm in my "super stress" mode right now.

RF: I'm in my "super stress" mode right now.

good luck with your work!

college apps and band combined with school are running me ragged

Good luck conman! Proud of you high schoolers, you all work so hard!

I only applied to one college when I was in high school. I applied a few days before scholarship consideration deadlines, and I eventually got put on an alternate list. Thinking back on it now, there is absolutely no way I could have afforded that school if I hadn't gotten the scholarship from someone declining it ahead of me. I really have led a kind of last minute, eggs all in one basket, oh wow look...somehow it miraculously worked out for me, type of ADD life.

I am a nail polish fiend! :D

I used to be a much much better, stronger person. Having a mid twenties life crisis.

I used to be a much much better, stronger person. Having a mid twenties life crisis.

I feel ya there. :(

Ahh just buy a motorcycle,that'll chase the crisis and blues away.I love the smell of nail polish and contact cement

I love the smell of nail polish and contact cement
That gave me a good chuckle.

yeah i try to avoid doing things last minute like that. the school im most interested in will take me based off grades, and race, but they have a quota for kids from my county for some horrible reason, and i can only send out my app this thursday. im sure ill be fine though, but ive got backup schools nonetheless, some lower than my main interest and some higher.

It sucks. I know I'm going to have to work really hard at placing my past in a proper, healthy perspective. I want to be angry. I want to react. What I want seems like the farthest thing from the solution.

I don't mind working hard. I just hate the struggle.

I am a nail polish fiend! :D

In middle school I had lime green nail polish that smelled like kiwis. I rocked that stuff HARDCORE.

My favorite shoes are Vans, even though I've gotten 2 or 3 pairs of defectives. I wish half-cabs were cheaper.

I absolutely love Sanuks. Started wearing them in '06 and basically go through 2 pairs a year.

In middle school I had lime green nail polish that smelled like kiwis. I rocked that stuff HARDCORE.

That is just awesome. Revlon's got a bunch that smell like stuff now too :) mmm

My truck decided to make today really difficult. Not sure how I'm getting to campus tomorrow to take my exam. But I'll figure something out.

And the drawer holding my keyboard just fell completely off my desk. I'm waiting for my apartment to flood or something now. Even though I live on the 2nd floor, I fully expect the world to figure out some way to make sure I can't study today.

My name backwards sounds like Satan. Ten Tipoo points to the user who correctly guesses it ;)

Ahh just buy a motorcycle,that'll chase the crisis and blues away.

so what am I supposed to do? :p

p.s. i love the smell of nailpolish and gas.

shucks I can't send pms to peeps I wanted to talk to

I love my nephew

my bf's gettin married this weekend, i'm a bridesmaid

I love my ex bf

I think I'm immature

I love my nephew GREAT

my bf's gettin married this weekend, i'm a bridesmaid GREAT

I love my ex bf NOT SO GREAT

I think I'm immature you are not !

My name backwards sounds like Satan. Ten Tipoo points to the user who correctly guesses it ;)

Um, Natesh?

Thanks Jules :) you're so awesome!!

Um, Natesh?

Wait, did you know that from before? You're one letter off, two more tipoo points if you get it :P

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Wait, did you know that from before? You're one letter off, two more tipoo points if you get it :P

Before what? I don't have a clue what your name is! I'm guessing! You've never said what your real name is. Just Tipoo and mini-tipoo is all I know.

Okay, one letter off? I was going to go with Nateshwar, but the 'war' part threw me off....But I'm thinking if it has to sound the same, soooo......Nitesh? Nitish? Nitash?

Before what? I don't have a clue what your name is! I'm guessing! You've never said what your real name is. Just Tipoo and mini-tipoo is all I know.

Okay, one letter off? I was going to go with Nateshwar, but the 'war' part threw me off....But I'm thinking if it has to sound the same, soooo......Nitesh? Nitish? Nitash?

That's right! I thought this would take longer, damn lol. How did you get the "H" though?

That's right! I thought this would take longer, damn lol. How did you get the "H" though?

In another life, I had a friend named Ravi and he had a friend named Natesh. With the A. I called him Natasha. :p I had to cheat and look up alternative spellings for it when you said I was a letter off. I figured Nitesh, but I looked to be sure. Apparently, the way he spelled it is NOT a common spelling. :confused:

Tell 'er what she's won, Johnny! :D

In another life, I had a friend named Ravi and he had a friend named Natesh. With the A. I called him Natasha. :p I had to cheat and look up alternative spellings for it when you said I was a letter off. I figured Nitesh, but I looked to be sure. Apparently, the way he spelled it is NOT a common spelling. :confused:

Tell 'er what she's won, Johnny! :D


Our lovely contestant has won a grand total of TWELVE TIPOO POINTS!


Redeemable at any Tipoo store.
Tipoo stores reserve the right not to exist

why don't ya give her some rep for that? ;)

rf: sometimes i'm random

I don't really like smart cars.

My dream job: cake decorator.

Our lovely contestant has won a grand total of TWELVE TIPOO POINTS!


Redeemable at any Tipoo store.
Tipoo stores reserve the right not to exist

I'm going to start collecting and saving all my Tipoo points! I wanna get a giant Tipoo eraser!! :D

I keep eating and eating! I dint know why. It's never been this bad before that I know of. It started Sunday night. It feels like I do it to fill an emotional void so I don't get stressed from all this guy drama. Maybe I should run and listen to music instead.

I keep eating and eating! I dint know why. It's never been this bad before that I know of. It started Sunday night. It feels like I do it to fill an emotional void so I don't get stressed from all this guy drama. Maybe I should run and listen to music instead.

:( Running and listening to music can clear the head sometimes.

Hope you get things sorted out soon.

http://www.webmd.com/balance/stress-management/news/20000510/how-stress-affects-graduate-students

I should use this as an excuse to just quit.

I used to race BMX when I was in jr. high. I was never fast in the race, only sorta fast in practice. But there was only ever a max of 3 people, so I always got a trophy. I might have actually got 1st place once. Bless my mother for her supportiveness.

http://www.webmd.com/balance/stress-management/news/20000510/how-stress-affects-graduate-students

I should use this as an excuse to just quit.

I really did just LOL!!

No, you should NOT!

RF: Once again, thanks to L'Oreal, Gene Simmons and I have something in common. We share the same hair color.

Yes, this has happened once before. Good thing Halloween is just around the corner. I'm just a good push-up bra away from going as Elvira, Mistress of the Dark. *sigh*

Oooo, I've given 777 thanks. I guess I better make #778 special.

I'm helping my niece with her algebra homework.

I support Manchester United in football :D and my favourite player is chicharito(lol you can guess the by my user name) XD

I feel like **** and I can't sleep.

tko'd you should email a friend

I support Manchester United and my favourite player is Wayne Rooney.

He is prematurely balding like me, and very likely bipolar like me.

I am terrible at directing kids to do crafts. they don't look like they're supposed to and it's a mess and there is too much paint everywhere. Geeeze

I like lamb.

I like making up random silly stories
One of the boys at work noticed the last remnants of my rash on my wrist. it looked kinda like 3 marks - sorta. I told him that a rare 3 fanged vampire bit me. I was driving through the McDonald's drive through. When I reached my hand out to take the bag of food, the vampire bit me. I also told him he was safe because we don't take him through the drive through and we usually go to Wendy's not McDonald's :)

The hardest thing was keeping a straight face while telling this tale :)

I like chemistry. I don't like how I always feel after having a chemistry exam though.

It's my FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!

:D :) :D

http://www.webmd.com/balance/stress-management/news/20000510/how-stress-affects-graduate-students

I should use this as an excuse to just quit.

I'm not supporting that you quit, but I think I can understand. That's an interesting article.

I definitely noticed a major decline in my physical, mental, emotional, and financial health when I was trying to balance classes, working full-time, my step-kids, and my home. Although, I was just starting my first ever college classes at age 43 - not graduate school - and I only had a couple classes.

I was only able to tackle 4 classes and decided to step back and re-evaluate. I haven't been back yet.

I'm thinking instead of having my goal be a degree that I may or may not ever acquire, I should just look at taking the classes that genuinely interest me and roll with it from there.

I finished cleaning up the vegetable garden.I usually just leave everything & clean it up in the spring.I decided to rake it all up & put it all on the compost pile.Hopefully that will get rid of any overwintering bugs/diseases.

I don't like to wear the same pair of socks a full day through. Gotta change them at least once, sometimes twice per day. I like the fresh socks feeling. :D

I don't like to wear the same pair of socks a full day through. Gotta change them at least once, sometimes twice per day. I like the fresh socks feeling. :D

Me too!!! I change my socks as soon as I get home from work, and then sometimes later on in the evening as well. I just bought like 24 more pairs of socks just so I could do laundry a little less since I tend to run out of socks and they don't really take up that much more room. :D

I got to visit with a friend who is living in Regina today and another friend from californa on tuesday!

Tonight is fully a relaxation night.

I got my fin aid back and I start school this Monday! I got Chemistry and Windows 7

I'm serious, don't laugh. The full course name is Configuring Windows 7 Client (70-680 exam/MCITP) - but it's fun to just say "Windows 7" when talking about that class and watch people go, "huh?"

I got my fin aid back and I start school this Monday! I got Chemistry and Windows 7

I'm serious, don't laugh. The full course name is Configuring Windows 7 Client (70-680 exam/MCITP) - but it's fun to just say "Windows 7" when talking about that class and watch people go, "huh?"

When I read that... my first thought was "there is a program called "Chemistry"?

RF: I think I'm coming down with a cold.

Today is my dad's birthday. I was planning on going over his place or maybe calling to wish him a happy birthday. My brother texted me about going over to his place and eating. We did NOT plan for this. Given the fact that I had a 4 p.m. deadline for an article, I was a little upset.

I was able to put my anger aside and somehow keep my emotions at bay. I decided to go over my dad's place and eat with him and my brother. I did it for him. I'm glad I did.

I had a pretty good time. They let me talk about my passion involving ADD and what I hope can happen in the future. We engaged in productive dialogue, which bordered debate.

I feel like I grew a little bit tonight. I'm proud of myself.

I hate wearing socks

I hate wearing socks

I hate being barefoot. And I really hate shoes if I'm home. Sanuks are kind of okay if I have to have shoes on in my apartment or something. But the rest of the shoes get ripped off when I enter the door. I absolutely can't stand walking on tile barefoot, and I'm not too fond of concrete/pavement barefoot. I actually really dislike regular shoes for everything except working out. I don't really like that I have to wear them in the lab, but there really aren't any other options. They all just feel so bulky and make me clumsy.

I hate being barefoot. And I really hate shoes if I'm home. Sanuks are kind of okay if I have to have shoes on in my apartment or something. But the rest of the shoes get ripped off when I enter the door. I absolutely can't stand walking on tile barefoot, and I'm not too fond of concrete/pavement barefoot. I actually really dislike regular shoes for everything except working out. I don't really like that I have to wear them in the lab, but there really aren't any other options. They all just feel so bulky and make me clumsy.

RF: I have no clue what sanuks are. Slippers?

RF #2: I think I am also coming down with a cold. C8H10N4O2, Have you been spreading your germs around this thread?

I refuse to walk around barefoot. I just like wearing socks all the time.

RF: I have no clue what sanuks are. Slippers?

RF #2: I think I am also coming down with a cold. C8H10N4O2, Have you been spreading your germs around this thread?

I've been trying. ;)

Sanuks:
http://www.gear.com/wp-content/images/posts/full_432_4.jpg

I spilled a ton of crap today. Ugh. I hate this compound I'm working with. It's so ridiculously finicky.

I spend a lot of time on my eyebrows. :)

I struggle to tidy my room

Last night was nice out.I was sitting outside talking with my son.It was a full moon, in folklore it's called the full "Hunters Moon".I would think it's because it's now hunting season.Ugh!We always have carloads of people from NYcity that ask to hunt on our land.Even though we post it they will still ask & when we tell them nicely that we don't allow hunting, they will still try & sneak in to hunt.

I'm wondering why noone has told me my avatar looks like the unibomber. :D

I struggle to tidy my room

Story of my life! Except now I have an apartment, which means more rooms to struggle with! XD

Also, Random fact: Living in Hawaii is not necessarily equivalent to happiness.

I now have C8H10N4O2's cold cooties. I'm losing my voice and I sound like Brenda Vaccaro. That's not a good thing, unless I'm getting paid to impersonate her.

For those born after 1982, you'll need to google her commercials to know what I'm talking about. :(

Im never feeding my golden retreiver pedigree canned food again. She is passing such noxious vapors from her back-end, Im surprised the paint isn't peeling off the bedroom walls. She likes to sleep in my bed. Its gonna be like camping in a landfill tonight.......gag... :O

Story of my life! Except now I have an apartment, which means more rooms to struggle with! XD

Also, Random fact: Living in Hawaii is not necessarily equivalent to happiness.

Or....more room to make piles!

To all who follow: good morning, and in case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night!

Story of my life! Except now I have an apartment, which means more rooms to struggle with! XD
:) does anyone help you

I'm wondering why noone has told me my avatar looks like the unibomber. :D

It creeped me out.

It creeped me out.

I'll make it my Halloween avatar next year then.:p:eek:

Muuuuhhaaahaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

Apparently I have next to ADHD combined and Social Anxeties a Personality Disorder. Officially this time. I intentionally did not ask wich one. The more I'll know about it, the less I will remain myself.

Im going to Disneyland this week! Yippy!

Im going to Disneyland this week! Yippy!

Congratulations.:)

I think I accidentally took a double dose of meds. Ugh.

Edit: After searching several hours for a prescription bottle that would have let me calculate how many pills I should have left, I found it. Unfortunately, it only verified I did accidentally double dose this morning.

:) does anyone help you

Haha, I am lucky enough to be one of those girls that actually DOES have a very patient and helpful other half. But I do most of it! *shakes fist adamantly* :p

So I really am absolutely terrible at following through with "plans". But I just opened up this book that Anon talked about sometime during the summer...maybe at the beginning of the academic year or so, and it seems pretty awesome. I'm going to have to actually force myself to make time for it. It's really nice having supporting evidence from cited clinical studies flooding the pages for various points the authors are making.

I once got a death threat.

It was when I was maybe 10 or 11 years old, and being annoying in a swimming pool. It was in the free swim part after the swimming lessons end. I liked to play this game I invented called "shark" where I would swim around underwater and grab people by the ankle at random while they were talking, or whatever.

This one girl got so sick of being sharked, that she said, and I quote: "If you do that one more time I'm gonna drown you!".


I know I was a pain in the a**, but I didn't like that she got away with saying that.

RF: I'm finally going through a tub of things that have value but I don't use and really should get rid of. I have quite the pile. Now I just have to figure out whether I'm going to just throw the crap away, give it away, or deal with the hassle of selling it all for a few bucks here and there.

Heading across the gorgeous leaf-changing mountains to check out the G Love and Special Sauce concert tonight. :D

Heading across the gorgeous leaf-changing mountains to check out the G Love and Special Sauce concert tonight. :D

I love me some Cold Beverage and Baby's got Sauce! I hope that you have a GREAT time! Yes, I'm a tad jealous...:D :p

I have no idea what G Love and Special Sauce is/are.

I have no idea what G Love and Special Sauce is/are.

You are living a sheltered life :p It's an alternative hip-hop group. A mix of blues and hip-hop.

http://<iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/pk9-28HgxfE" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>

I am, for some reason, unable to post the vid here. You may need to look them up on YouTube if my description has left you intrigued.:D

I have no idea what G Love and Special Sauce is/are.

Milk and cereal, cereal and milk! :D
G Love and Special Sauce are a musical group I think. The only song I know from them is called "Milk and Cereal" - it's kind of an awesome song. :)

Random fact about myself: I am SUCH a crybaby. OMG

Haha, I am lucky enough to be one of those girls that actually DOES have a very patient and helpful other half. But I do most of it! *shakes fist adamantly* :p

That's good that your other half is paient

You are living a sheltered life :p It's an alternative hip-hop group. A mix of blues and hip-hop.

http://<iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/pk9-28HgxfE" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>

I am, for some reason, unable to post the vid here. You may need to look them up on YouTube if my description has left you intrigued.:D

I wouldn't really call it "sheltered", but perhaps isolated is a good description. Those lab walls are pretty thick ;)

I can't always get my words out properly when I'm talking out loud
And I wonder if that's part of the ADHD or if its another disability

I am petrified about tomorrow.:(

I've been planting bulbs for the springtime bloom.I have lots of daffodils along with tulips & crocus.As long as the mice don't eat them, they should be very pretty, come spring.

I am petrified about tomorrow.:(

What's tomorrow?

What's tomorrow?

I'm giving a speech, and I am training at my new job. I'm worried about messing stuff up and not picking up on things quick enough. :( That's one of the ways they will be evaluating me.

You can do it! Good luck anon and congrats on the job!

You can do it! Good luck anon and congrats on the job!

Thank you!

I'm giving a speech, and I am training at my new job. I'm worried about messing stuff up and not picking up on things quick enough. :( That's one of the ways they will be evaluating me.

I've got faith in you. Go enjoy "wow'ing" them, and we'll celebrate with you tomorrow evening.

Heading across the gorgeous leaf-changing mountains to check out the G Love and Special Sauce concert tonight. :D


Wowza!! What a kick a** show. :D

A band named Apache Relay opened for them and holy crap, they were wide open and full of energy, well, two of them were, anyway. lol

G Love and Special Sauce were tight tonight. :) It was my first time seeing him live and I was impressed. :cool: I dig the musicians that are into spending time with fans and often express their appreciation in creative ways.

We were front row, baby. :D I'm glad sweat isn't toxic. lol I'll share some pics when I make time to figure out how to do an album thingy. :) Meanwhile, I made one of my favorite pics from tonight my avatar.

RF: Need to get into sleep mode like 3 hours ago. But I'm still jammin' in my head and my soul. I can't find the volume button within. hahahahaha

I'm pretty hungry right now, and there ain't nuthin' good to eat in the house!

I'm giving a speech, and I am training at my new job. I'm worried about messing stuff up and not picking up on things quick enough. :( That's one of the ways they will be evaluating me. Hope its gone well for you :)

I like to try and help people on here and say conferting things when there upset, I also like to be polite to everyone on here too :)

god the st. louis competition sucked

got four all new tires.. I'm so frigging responsible

got four all new tires.. I'm so frigging responsible

Ugh! I've been needing to do this for a while. I actually have a "cosmetic crack" around the entire sidewall of one of my tires. It's kind of scary looking. I just keep forgetting to call around during business hours.

I've got faith in you. Go enjoy "wow'ing" them, and we'll celebrate with you tomorrow evening.

Thanks man! It went pretty good. It wasn't my best, but I did it. I even had a decent day at my new job.:D

Thanks man! It went pretty good. It wasn't my best, but I did it. I even had a decent day at my new job.:D

Whoo hoo!!! Glad it went well!

"Butters. Worst. Study Buddy. ... EVER."

As much as I love my purr-baby, I turned my back just long enough to pick up a pencil and he chomped on my homework and took off with the paper. ... now I can't find it.

(thank god that I was able to print another copy)

I'm doing a lot of studying about how to study.

I'm such an outlier in my family.