Does C8H10N4O2 run a meth lab or something?

RF: Had Big Buddha Cheese for breakfast, mmmm.

Does C8H10N4O2 run a meth lab or something?

RF: Had Big Buddha Cheese for breakfast, mmmm.

Nah, but I do know some better ways to make meth than the average meth maker.

I have 71 friends on ADDF and not one of them is showing as online at this present moment

I don't know why I'm so down and tired even with 4 shots of espresso!

I don't know why I'm so down and tired even with 4 shots of espresso!

Jeez! That's some amazing amounts of C8H10N4O2. ;)

I went several weeks without any of it, felt way better, and now I'm back to living off it. I'm so hopelessly addicted to it.

I'm 2 years older than the world's youngest grandma! :eek: (how's that for a random fact? :p).

That's sick.

I'm 2 years older than the world's youngest grandma! :eek: (how's that for a random fact? :p).

Jeez, you gotta play catch up :p:D

That's sick.

It's scary that's what it is. http://l.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/emoticons7/17.gif

Jeez! That's some amazing amounts of C8H10N4O2. ;)

I went several weeks without any of it, felt way better, and now I'm back to living off it. I'm so hopelessly addicted to it.

You felt better without it? Did it make you tired or what? I'm thinking of going off it over thanksgiving break. I'm anticipating a headache.

eeyore thinks this thread needs some "Too Much Coffee Man"

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yes he is real

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http://web2.slc.qc.ca/jmc/w04/caffeine/caffeine%20junkie.jpg me thinks ,he had too much coffee man!!!!!!

You felt better without it? Did it make you tired or what? I'm thinking of going off it over thanksgiving break. I'm anticipating a headache.

The first day I had some ridiculous cravings. All I could think about was getting something with caffeine in it. In the evening, I had a pretty bad headache. I went to bed earlier than normal. The next day, I woke up feeling more refreshed than regular, but still a bit of a craving. The headache went from bad to mild, and then the following day, I no longer had the headache. I started actually feeling like I could fall asleep at regular times and get up at regular times. Mornings seemed much friendlier.

fixed it for you :)

The first day I had some ridiculous cravings. All I could think about was getting something with caffeine in it. In the evening, I had a pretty bad headache. I went to bed earlier than normal. The next day, I woke up feeling more ADHD than regular, and still had unbearable craving. The headache went from bad to excruciating, and then the following day, I no longer had a head. I started actually feeling like I could fall asleep at any time and never get up ever again. Mornings seemed like hell.

fixed it for you :)

Lol... no, they really got way better! I'm pretty much the definition of "not a morning person", but when I finally started sleeping well at night, mornings were kind of nice.

They aren't nice anymore, but I'm also back to sleeping horribly.

Hey that looks like me after 6 cups of coffee:D Im a straight shooter and I dont mean using the toilet bowl either:D

A guy in my lab today had 4 cups of coffee, a large soft drink, and a thing of tea in a relatively short period of time. He said he was still tired. Lol. (The coffee we make is really concentrated as well...1 cup is enough for me to really feel it, and that's saying a lot considering my tolerance levels)

have to turn in senior quote by the end of next week. but turning in tomorow so i dont have to worry about it. but there's so many freaking quotes on life that are awesome!

Too much coffee and I'm still a zombie! Ah what do I do with myself.

Me too! I drink 48 ounces of coffee and a 2 litre bottle of soda along w some other sugar forms during the day,candybars,slurrpies chocolate cigar and IM still half *** baked and tired.Whats a man to do?

Random Fact: I've been busy as heck lately, and I love kit-kats.

RF: I feel pretty inspired again in grad. school. I got two exams back today and had worse results than I expected. I talked with one of my professors and it went really well. I think the best thing though, is that I now have an undergrad who is wanting to work with me on my project(s). He actually seems really into chemistry, and he's already asking me many questions which forces me to stay on my toes, and he seems like he can't wait to get started with research.

tl;dr- Despite terrible grades, today was quite awesome.

Random Fact: I've been busy as heck lately, and I love kit-kats.

Kit-kats are amazing.

Kit-kats are amazing.

Agreed. The only candy better than kit-kats is Toblerone.

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Rf: I need to have a second chance at life. Rewind the last five and a half years and id be so grateful.

Agreed. The only candy better than kit-kats is Toblerone.
But over half the awesomeness of Toblerone is that it's triangular :D

You have a second chance go out and get it and dont ever look back:)MMM kit kats

Lol... no, they really got way better! .

Its not that I don't believe you, it is that I don't like what you are saying. :)
I don't drink huge amounts of coffee, but I find my one french press full in the morning a heavenly experience, and I can't imagine starting the day without it

But I do have sleep issues and that makes your posts worry me. :(

Did you drink after the morning when you had trouble sleeping?

What kind of sleep troubles did you have?

I lay in bed with my mind racing, but when I actually fall asleep I sleep well.

Coffee is far too weak for me. I used to take caffeine pills and ephedrine pills to get through life before ADHD meds. 3000-4000 mg caffiene per day and up to 360 mg ephedrine. I just drink coffee because I like the taste now.

Im a big mouthed troublemaker:D

rf: watched idle hands. havnt seen that movie in a few years. such a good movie.

Its not that I don't believe you, it is that I don't like what you are saying. :)
I don't drink huge amounts of coffee, but I find my one french press full in the morning a heavenly experience, and I can't imagine starting the day without it

But I do have sleep issues and that makes your posts worry me. :(

Did you drink after the morning when you had trouble sleeping?

What kind of sleep troubles did you have?

I lay in bed with my mind racing, but when I actually fall asleep I sleep well.

I would/still do have caffeine throughout the day. But I don't usually drink any after ~5 or 6. But...if I do have some beyond the afternoon period, it's generally in the form of ~35mg in a single can of cherry coke.

I don't get tired until it's ridiculously late. And then I don't wake up in the morning. When I actually do sleep, it doesn't matter how much sleep I get, I never feel rested. But for a while, that wasn't the case when I just stopped with caffeine. It was an every night thing though, it's not like I really ever had a single day of trouble sleeping. There were definitely worse days, but I never had even a decent night's sleep.

I feel like this never feel like im rested no matter how long I sleep.Whats worse is when i sleep and I wake up feeling even worse then when i went to sleep.I sleep so off the wall ,I either cant get to sleep,wake up middle of nite wide awake cant get back to sleep when I do I almost oversleep for work and then am all shot out.Boy Im starting to feel more up and down then a crack addict.

This Friday I'm going to get my daughter's U.S. citizenship, so I'm pumped. This also means a trip to costco- my once a year shopping spree- American junk food here I come.

This Friday I'm going to get my daughter's U.S. citizenship, so I'm pumped. This also means a trip to costco- my once a year shopping spree- American junk food here I come.

When I was in Japan, nothing else mattered but peanut butter, mustard, root beer, barbeque sauce, and Heinz 57.

When I came back to the States I only ate one of those regularly. lol

I asked my mom to send peanut butter cups, york patties and deodorant- for Japanese summers (^v^)

But over half the awesomeness of Toblerone is that it's triangular :D

The rest of the awesomeness comes from it deliciousness and the fact taht there's a bear in the mountain on the front.

Nah, but I do know some better ways to make meth than the average meth maker.

Probably be best if you kept it to yourself, but I'll give you my email anyway. :p :D

RF: The hostel I live in is bringing me down.

My neighbor sells meth, another sells crack. I've seen this crazy crackhead come and go from the building, who I know for a fact has killed someone and stabbed/bludgeoned many others. Most of the buildings residents are drug addicts and the other half are mentally ill (they are safe as), some are both (very not safe).

RF: My therapist is sending me off to some daycamp thing so I can meet some people my own age who aren't really bad influences.

Yay!
Yay?
(Let's see how my social anxiety and OCD handles it...)

RF: I am way too impulsive to be around people who use drugs.

It's scary. Example; I have never done coke in my life, then out comes an 8th of peruvian flake from a 'friends' pocket, 3.5 grams later I'm thinkin, 'Oh shizz man, you're not supposed to do that..'
Not Good!!
Possibly due to a combo of BPD and ADD?

(The flake was propa gorg btw)

rob zombie is awesome

I can't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. :(

I overslept my alarm for the 2nd time this week. Something is going to have to change.

I overslept my alarm for the 2nd time this week. Something is going to have to change.

I don't own an alarm clock. Something is going to have to change.

I am sitting on my couch. I have both legs on it. One leg is folded with my knee cap reaching for my chin. I have my other leg laying down with my foot underneath my bum. My cat is on top of this leg. I love him.:)

I just did laundry yesterday and I still have nothing to wear. I need to go shopping for clothes very badly.

I don't own an alarm clock. Something is going to have to change.

I'd wake up ~2 p.m. everyday if I did that.

this friday (or next week depending on situations) i get to order in a bunch of cool ****.

My B-day is next week... I get to take an exam and teach a 5 hour lab. Yes! Last year, I got to teach and had an exam as well. Grad. school is 2 for 2 for making my birthday sucky.

I'm out of BEER :(

5 hour LABS?

Damn, the longest labs we have here are 3 hours, nad by 2 hours ost people finish off or give up.

Another reason Im glad I was not a student in the States

Oh and when I was a TA the Lecturers used to let us go off during exam / project intensive phases and we still got paid

The other night I took a short stroll along the sidewalk in this town nearby. It's a small, and peaceful town. It was pleasant up until a homeless man tried picking a fight with me because somehow he thought I gave him a weird look. I didn't. He was out of his mind. So, I told him I knew kung-fu and that I didn't want anyone to get hurt, so he backed off.

I have a growing want to put everything i've got into apply to a pre-med program. It might be because i'm watching way too much ER. XD

I'm watching Extreme couponers and I've noticed something: most of the stores they go to have coupon policies that don't allow what they're doing. Every store in my area has a coupon limit, they don't allow stacking, and there's no overage. These rules apply in every store I have been in.

I spent ~$75 today on...get ready for this...organization supplies for my lab. 1 research adviser, 1 post-doc, 3 graduate students, and ~6 undergraduate students, and I'm the one to take the initiative to work on organizing the lab?!? I would never have imagined this 2 years ago.

I'd wake up ~2 p.m. everyday if I did that.

For me sometime between 8-8.30am everyday doesn't matter what I did the night before.

I'm still upset today I think I might buy a 3DS game online from the game site

I'm not a hard worker, spoiled, sensitive and babied.

I don't think I'll ever be good enough. I just can't stop soon enough to remind myself that I am good enough. I want to give up.:(

Anon lOve you and you are! you're a great guy.

I finished all my nut collecting today.I have walnuts,butternuts,hickory & hazelnuts all separated into seperate bags.One of my dogs,Buddy, who is a short legged little terrier
was nosing around the bags, when a squirrel came flying out of the bag of nuts, & it was chased by the dog up a tree.I had to pick him up & carry him back in the house.Buddy went right to the window & continued to bark at the squirrel.He is continuing to bark as I write this.

http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3192/3315340969_04f610337b.jpg my local public house

Beautiful! What's a public house?


Rf: I have a very hard time living a balanced life. When I'm doing everything the average person my age is supposed to be doing it makes me so stressed out.

A pub ,drinking place,somewhere everyone else is drinking spirits,liquor or bar do you call them

I can vibrate my pupils. Not sure how else to describe it, but I can make my eyes shake super fast. I actually came across a few people over the years that can do it as well.

I can vibrate my pupils. Not sure how else to describe it, but I can make my eyes shake super fast. I actually came across a few people over the years that can do it as well.

I know what you mean, I can do that too! It freaks my BF out. :p

I don't think I'll ever be good enough. I just can't stop soon enough to remind myself that I am good enough. I want to give up.:(


You are good enough man. Don't give up. Tell yourself, "I'm the man! Yeah! (with your chin tilted up)" :cool:

Write that on a note card to remind yourself.

i lied. the circumstances happened, naturally, shouldve expected them since they frequently happen. cant order my cool **** til next friday

Which circumstances happen frequently?

circumstances concerning my order time, would rather not discuss, but considering when i can order my cool ****. happens 4 times a year (unless i just downright get gift cards or money for birthday/christmas).

I'm sipping on Ruby Red Chai Tea.

I'm sipping on Ruby Red Chai Tea.

I used to drink Vanilla Chai after school every day, it was really calming :)

I used to drink Vanilla Chai after school every day, it was really calming :)


Yes, it is. :)

I fell asleep shortly after having three cups of hot green tea. I started drinking hot tea on a daily basis just recently.

2 minor "violent reactions" happened with stuff I was doing yesterday. Scared the crap out of me both times. The glassware didn't break, but the noise was loud enough to resemble something like an m-150 or so going off.

******* stressed YET AGAIN

******* stressed YET AGAIN

I hear you. I've been having some *major* stress lately, to the point that I'm actually on an additional freaking medication to help me deal with it all. I hope you get things settled out to the point that some stress is taken care of, or you at least figure out a way to get rid of some of the stress.

I don't know if I want to go to homecoming tomorrow. I have this raffle ticket. I could win an ipad2. I don't know.

do it, take the chance, **** happens, for better or for worse, or in your case for better or for neutral. take the opportunity to be social, i havnt been on forums in a while so i cant remember if being social was ever a thing you struggled with or not, but being social is being social
methadone

^^^^^I can handle the social thing.:) I'm just apathetic towards it.

My present scenario involves a girl texting me about hanging out. All I want to do is watch a coverband. I think she likes me. I'm going to have to gently let her know I'm not interested.

New dilemna....she just called me. I picked up. She wants to meet me up there. She's definately into me. This ain't cool.

Conman, will you stand in for me?!

I love fridays

I love fridays

I do too! Friday is the *only* evening I ever completely take off from school related work and feel absolutely no guilt. It's amazing.

^^^^^I can handle the social thing.:) I'm just apathetic towards it.

My present scenario involves a girl texting me about hanging out. All I want to do is watch a coverband. I think she likes me. I'm going to have to gently let her know I'm not interested.

New dilemna....she just called me. I picked up. She wants to meet me up there. She's definately into me. This ain't cool.

Conman, will you stand in for me?!

is she hot or attractive at all? then yes, if she's not, im good at telling a girl 'not interested'

RF: Was going to visit family in Ireland, couldn't stay on the coach for more than 15 mins... had to get off nearest stop and pay for train home. :(

i love subway

I called in to work today due to insomina.

I know I should work on my research paper, but I really don't want to.

I had a meeting today. It was another opportunity to mention the devastation ADD can cause in someone's life. I felt empowered. I feel more comfortable with people. I feel relieved.

is she hot or attractive at all? then yes, if she's not, im good at telling a girl 'not interested'

I'm not attracted to her. She has a nice smile. She ended up leaving early, which worked out in my favor. I soaked in the music without wondering about her expectations.

RF I finally finished cleaning the closets of all of my mother's things, at my dad's house.
It seems like it took forever & it wasn't easy, but I very pleased that I finished.I gave all the clothing,linens & curtains to a town that was devastated by hurricane Irene.They were very happy to get things like sheets,towels & bedspreads.Not to mention all the clothing that I donated, much of which was never worn.

I feel like crap. I'm so hyper. I can't exercise to get rid of it.:(:(

I feel like crap. I'm so hyper. I can't exercise to get rid of it.:(:(

I experience that once and a while, but it is rare. Normally, I'm pretty lethargic. You must be hyperactive type. I am inattentive.

Different flavors of the same thing, so I can understand your annoyance--just from the opposite perspective.

I experience that once and a while, but it is rare. Normally, I'm pretty lethargic. You must be hyperactive type. I am inattentive.

Different flavors of the same thing, so I can understand your annoyance--just from the opposite perspective.

I'm combine.

My little brother told my supervisor he loves me.:D

Oven mits exist for a reason and I need to remember that.

I just drove to Wal-Mart to get some more hot tamales (the candy) and Mike and Ikes. I came out of there with a shirt that says "I put the PRO in Procrastination" and two items of baby clothing. I only realized when I got back to my hotel room and saw the empty box of said hot tamales lying on the floor that I had forgot to get what I was going for! I really wanted some of those too! I am going to have to go back again I think I want them bad enough :0

I'm not attracted to her. She has a nice smile. She ended up leaving early, which worked out in my favor. I soaked in the music without wondering about her expectations.;) Sounds like it worked out well for you both.

;) Sounds like it worked out well for you both.

It did. The band I'm promoting played at a great location tonight. They guy who sets up the bands said we could come back. It was incredible.:D:D

I'm feeling a bit lonely today. Which is weird, cause normally I prefer to be alone.

I finaly met some-one else who is adhd

I've gotten addicted to podcasts. They are much better than T.V. because most of the ones I'm listening to are pretty educational, but most of all, I don't have to look at something so I'm able to clean/cook/do other mundane tasks and still feel like my mind is getting some kind of stimulation.

I finaly met some-one else who is adhd

Have you never met someone else before now?

Oven mits exist for a reason and I need to remember that.

Oh no. I have so many minor burns from trying to pick up glassware from our hot oven in lab. We used to not have a glove or oven mit by it until I put one there on Friday.

Have you never met someone else before now?
yip

at least no-one else who was shure about it, there are a number of people that i have met that seem adhd, but only one now that i know is

My last ritalin dose of the day is peaking right now, giving me my best focus of the entire day--when I am really too tired to do anything with it. Figures. :rolleyes::)

I am currently pwning the gaming forum. The top ten threads are all mine.

I am currently pwning the gaming forum. The top ten threads are all mine.

...and anymouse messed it up. :mad:




:p:D

Dominance reestablished! :D

http://img851.imageshack.us/img851/8060/pwnagegames.jpg

^ It was nice to see so many bold, dark blue threads in the fun and games again. :D

I'm not attracted to her. She has a nice smile. She ended up leaving early, which worked out in my favor. I soaked in the music without wondering about her expectations.


ah. is she a psycho then or is she just somewhat fixated on you as an object?

I now own the top fifteen threads of the gaming forum!

Any takers? HUH?! Any of you?!!

Bring it.

And you didnt post in any of my threads... sis on you, bou :(

I had a dream I was a character in Reboot (does anyone remember that show? lol). After I was done with my mission, I entered the real world again in Tokyo (of course i'd live there, I love Tokyo), adopted two stray dogs named Echo and Kim Chee II (LOLOLOL). That's all I remember. My brain is one hilarious muthatrucka. XD

And you didnt post in any of my threads... sis on you, bou :(

I didn't? :confused:

You mean threads you started, or threads we are gaming together in? Because if it's the latter, I most certainly did, Mr. Duck--I most certainly did. *turns up nose and looks away*

i was talking about the ones i started...


http://www.addforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=103808

get in there!

Oooh. I'm not good with pun making (except by mistake).

...and that folks, is another random fact about myself. ;)

i have other awesome threads to

theres the "phrase association"

the "advanced acronym thread"

and a couple others, just check my thread starting history in my prophile :D

I once fell off the stairs when I was a baby, and surprisingly (despite breaking most of my bones in my body), survived and still grew up just fine.

I also was unable to speak a single word until I was 5.

I'm planning to do an interesting research study on the affects of rewards on ones likes and dislikes (specifically taste)

My mom invited me over to her place this weekend. I usually have automatic urges to go there due to wanting to please her. This time is different. I'm going to do what's best for me. Someone told me before that it's not my job to make her happy. That's right.

I just installed a brand new garbage disposal without anyone's help, without getting distracted from task more than once or twice, and without getting angry or frustrated...and I am NOT a handy person. BOOYAH!!

Oh, and I got accepted into a nursing school today. ;)


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I just installed a brand new garbage disposal without anyone's help, without getting distracted from task more than once or twice, and without getting angry or frustrated...and I am NOT a handy person. BOOYAH!!

Oh, and I got accepted into a nursing school today. ;)

I'm incredibly happy for you.:)

My ex bf was nothing but a bad thing.

I love shopping at second hand stores it helps me de-stress and I can usually afford it.

I can't handle anger. I always thought it was a bad thing and took the wwjd, turn the other cheek route during my formative years. I have struggled a lot with chronic low depression and some really depressing times every once in a while. growing up, with peers, I never got mad, just sad. I always was quick to blame things other than the person Causing conflict. I pretty much loved everybody and was compassionate to a fault.

He's Toxicity dont give him anything to use!

I like to play on my nintendo 3DS and I usally play on pokemon games too haha

After having to be a lead teacher all day today, I only want two kids, same sex, close in age. I forget too much and it would be nice to be able to narrow my focus to two kids who like the same things.

ah. is she a psycho then or is she just somewhat fixated on you as an object?

Negative. I have no clue. I'm not interested.

After having to be a lead teacher all day today, I only want two kids, same sex, close in age. I forget too much and it would be nice to be able to narrow my focus to two kids who like the same things.

Alliee ,you need to have twins but cant bank on them having same likings:D

I love my family so much it hurts.

My teeth chatter and I get shivery when I release a load off my mind in a stimulating conversation. I wonder why that is, I'm not even cold, lol.

Negative. I have no clue. I'm not interested.

good answer.

rf: my english class prevents me from being able to read my own books since we have books to read literally on our own every day following his page guide of where to where we read on insert date. i cant read a book i want to read until like christmas break.

I'm getting straight A's in all my classes so far. :D

likewise. smiley face

I want to go back to grad school and make straight As again, like I was before I stopped taking meds in the middle of the semester. That was so dumb. Looking back my dr knew that. He just didn't say it in the concrete way that I need to hear. That totally went over my head but I just put it together. I was in an add mess last year like I'd never come close to being in before. wow. Song... I can see clearly now the rain is gone.

ive been getting straight A's since 3nd or 3rd quarter of last year. i wont forget (although i have, jus can only imagine what it was like) how my parents reacted, especially since my mom prints my grades and brags them to my grandma and grandpa

I want to go back to grad school and make straight As again, like I was before I stopped taking meds in the middle of the semester. That was so dumb. Looking back my dr knew that. He just didn't say it in the concrete way that I need to hear. That totally went over my head but I just put it together. I was in an add mess last year like I'd never come close to being in before. wow. Song... I can see clearly now the rain is gone.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIqLsGT2wbQ&feature=player_detailpage it is not too late

Shoot. I just realized that I'm back to listening to love songs and wanting to cry. I went through this for way too long after my first love in high school. I hate having to hear every song and be reminded in the back of my mind that I lost that for a second time. So frustrating, it hurts.

I just had an awesome conversation with my dad. It did involve my mom. I explained a lot of things to him, which I feel like he got and understood. I felt empowered. My mom called me in the middle of our conversation, and I didn't pick it up. She left a voice mail. I'm dreading what she said. My mom scares me.

I was invited by my 4th grade sweetheart to serve on the board organizing our local annual International Prayer and Peace Day event for 2012. He!! to the yeah!! :D

I was invited by my 4th grade sweetheart to serve on the board organizing our local annual International Prayer and Peace Day event for 2012. He!! to the yeah!! :D

Hahaha, you're funny. Is he single and cute?

Hahaha, you're funny. Is he single and cute?

Not sure of his dating status, but he is definitely not married. He's quite a handsome fella. :)

I'm definately not looking forward to today. I have a quiz in a couple hours and an article due in less than 10.

bad night of sleep, and third day in a row ive woken up with a bad sore throat. WHY?!

bad night of sleep, and third day in a row ive woken up with a bad sore throat. WHY?!

Because you are Conboy and the universe is conspiring against you... :p

I had a cleaning frenzy yesterday. A little redecorating, and a whole lot of clutter clean up. Feels good to be motivated again! :)

I went rock climbing yesterday and now I have a big black bruise under my toenail on my left foot. Weird!

So far this fall I've been getting sick with one thing after another.I'm now recovering from a stomach virus.I hope this isn't a sign of what's to come this winter.

I have a pierced nose as of 1 hour ago.

I like sleeping with only one sock on. :P

I paid my bills ON TIME !

rf: headache, cold like symptoms, and band taking toll on me.

'nother rf: this punk i know is in the hospital again, i really dont care for him too much due to his duplicity and flakiness to me. but considering what's up with him, i dont know. i say/think that i hope he dies (come on, there's always been a time in your life that you've said or thought that about somebody in your head,) (DONT JUDGE ME, because his duplicity causes, and others see it, him to be extremely cruel and mean to me without any reason). but dear lord he does have problems, and im having questions of conscience. am i bad?

The person who interviewed me for his personality profile piece called my story an inspiration. I'm able to receive the compliment now. I appreciate it. I told him I hope to put my life on display so that people can learn what happens to someone who comes from a broken home.

I basically feel like I've had the last week pass me by without my even knowing it. It's been really rough. I get to see one of my parents though, so I'm pretty excited. Oh...and I can officially rent a vehicle without paying the extra large fee now after this week. Woo hoo.

i'm sooooOoO bored

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMNry4PE93Y


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nda_OSWeyn8

I paid my bills ON TIME !

The person who interviewed me for his personality profile piece called my story an inspiration. I'm able to receive the compliment now. I appreciate it. I told him I hope to put my life on display so that people can learn what happens to someone who comes from a broken home.

^^ Woohoo! That's fantastic!!!

RF: I was up late last night and ended up falling asleep on the couch. When my husband came in this morning and asked me why I was on the couch, I apparently told him "I was up late last night, fighting crime". :eek: I must have been asleep when I said that, because I have no recollection of that conversation.
And no, I wasn't up late, fighting crime. :D

when you have cold and/or flu symptoms, such as a runny nose, i just pray for death

So sick of being sick. I'm starting to forget what it's like to digest your food instead of throwing it back up. I'm starting to think having a stomach isn't worth all this pain.

So sick of being sick. I'm starting to forget what it's like to digest your food instead of throwing it back up. I'm starting to think having a stomach isn't worth all this pain.

(((((hugs)))))

I rally my Subaru thru narrow dirt roads at 50 mph........many blind corners and hills......fun!

The weatherman is predicting up to a foot of snow tomorrow.Ugh!

I just got home from a intense relatively short bike ride. Now I'm enjoying a beer.

fatigued as crap right now. have no saturday for tomorow and next 2 saturdays. gee i wonder if ill be able to enjoy the mythical saturday after these next 3 saturdays. is there such a thing as sleeping on a saturday?

NOTE: for the next week, and especially the week after, my rf posts will probably be very cynical and complainy. but ill be getting awesome stuff next week since i got to order. : D

I work an eighteen hour shift every Saturday...with no end in sight for at least the next year. :(

I work an eighteen hour shift every Saturday...with no end in sight for at least the next year. :(

That's a lot man.

That's a lot man.

You're tellin' me, brother!

I am very grouchy by the end of the day. Last week, one of the new techs (a young girl that told me she had ADHD and we had a good talk about it) kept invading my space in the last couple of hours of the evening. I just stayed cold and quiet. She eventually got the hint and wandered off to go hang out with the other staff, who I am sure informed her to stay clear of me on the last few hours of a double.

Anyways, I gotta start pattin' down for the night. I'm gonna go put on a movie and try to fall asleep. Night, ya'll.

I work an eighteen hour shift every Saturday...with no end in sight for at least the next year. :(

fair enough but for you that sounds regular, your body and such mostly would i adapt i assume. for me, saturdays are dead only from mid/late-july to early november for most part. but since im senior, never again after these next 2 after tomorow.

also, im used to having weekend days to sleep in and such, im young, we all do this. i think weekends are important for me, even if im luckily social and out of the house, because i get to recover all the various hours of sleep in a year that have been taken from me.

My imagination can make me jealous of itself. :p

I just purchased Microsoft office 2010, and the d#%$ program won't even open!:mad:

When I look at myself in the mirror, I look like a little kid.:confused:

When I look at myself in the mirror, I look like a little kid.:confused:

Hey thats good Anon,when you get older you look i n the mirror and see your mother or in your case as a man your father and its scary LOL

at the time of the tone, it will be 5:20. do you know where your children are?

yeah i have to be up right now for band competition

I am easily guilted into doing things.

It's sleeting where I live. Enjoy your summer my Aussey friends. I think I'm gonna miss it.:(

Also, I love my cat but he has been darting back and forth, which is distracting the **** out of me! This is what I put my mom through when I was a kid.

Its clocks back an hour for us tonight ,remember fall back ,spring forward Yipee !! an extra hour in bed :D
or depending on the mood an extra hour on the forums lol

I have very, very, very low energy. But not in my mind, if that makes sense. It takes a lot to get me motivated these days.

I really was lucky with my upbringing in some respects. I did have money. I was fortunate. I had the resources available to me. Unfortunately, I was not able to capitalize on them.

I really was lucky with my upbringing in some respects. I did have money. I was fortunate. I had the resources available to me. Unfortunately, I was not able to capitalize on them.
same.

Right now it's very windy with heavy snow coming down.The weatherman is predicting up to a foot of snow by the time the storm ends tomorrow morning.Ugh!

I roll with the punches half the time
I get myself into dumb situations

I never want to get out of bed
I do bare minimum overall

I really was lucky with my upbringing in some respects. I did have money. I was fortunate. I had the resources available to me. Unfortunately, I was not able to capitalize on them.

Ditto. :)

Also, I was mandated by my therapist to get out of the house daily... but I don't have anything to do! oh noessss D:

I have just done my 6 monthly thing and given a pint of blood. Now i cannot do anything physical ie absailing or parachuting this afternoon .What a shame lol:giggle:

I like them horrible science/ horrible history books :)

I'm listening to this awesome David Guetta song. It reminds me of my youth.

Dubstep makes my body wanna dance :P

I feel so bored I could bang my head into the desk; I've only been awake for an hour!

My day was like that :(

I have two nieces that I would love to get to know. I'm not sure if I ever will.:( It's my half brothers birthday today. We've never met before. I got to wish him a happy birthday.:)

The snow that we got yesterday(about 4") is already melting.The ground is still too warm for it to stick around long.Yeah!

Spent 80 on a night of debauchery, bet 20 in craps, won 90....Thank you, universe.

rf: i literally just woke up

RF: Im wearing a black shirt, I have a white cat, and I have no tape. :eek:

Both my kids have had chicken pox this month, one after the other.

i've never had chicken pox

Get vaccinated! It's most dangerous for adult males....

My brother caught the chicken pox 4 times when he was a kid. You're only supposed to get them once! :confused:

We went to get my daughter's U.S. citizenship 2 weeks ago and her certificate of citizenship and passport came in the mail today. It's funny how the U.S. government works better outside the country. Anyway, thank you consulate general!

That's if you make an appointment...When DS and DD were born, there was a 4 or 5 month waiting list to get to the US embassy (in London) for their passports (which would then take one day to two weeks). Since we were heading back to central Asia by the time they were 3 months old, they just traveled on their UK passports and then we applied for the US ones from here.

But yeah, it was still faster than doing it from within the US!

4 to 5 months? That's way too long. I called up the day before to get my appointment. When I registered my marriage as well. It's so not busy. Maybe the consulates have less traffic than the embassies (sp?). S.S. is the same as in the states though... a card within 6 to ?? months..lol

RF: I self harm less when I smoke weed.

RF I still had brussel sprouts & swiss chard in the vegetable garden until a family of deer visited.They completely destroyed what was left.

RF I still had brussel sprouts & swiss chard in the vegetable garden until a family of deer visited.They completely destroyed what was left.

My bunny would totally destroy that too. He loves chard! haha ;)

RF: I can't remember what my random fact was, damnit.

EDIT: Remembered! Sometimes I really wish I lived in Japan.

RF I went fishing today with my father.It was really cold & windy & we didn't catch anything.It was nice to spend the time with him.

It is bonfire night and the bangs and swirls are full blast,and i'm sitting here holding my Staffy dog Storm as he is petrified.:(

It's been over a week since I've posted. Did I miss anything major/noteworthy?

It's been over a week since I've posted. Did I miss anything major/noteworthy?

Yes. :D

Yes. :D

Not ah.....she's teasing Chem guy.:p

I'm happy for daylight savings time. My dad isn't, but I am.

Not ah.....she's teasing Chem guy.:p

I'm happy for daylight savings time. My dad isn't, but I am.

No I wasn't! :p jk

RF: I ALWAYS forget the beginning and ending of daylight savings time. Every single time, twice a year, every year. :( If Anon hadn't mentioned it ^ I would have been an hour early for everything in the morning.

I wasn't even aware until I got off the phone with one of my parents a few hours ago. Since 75%+ of my clocks update on their own, I tend to not really notice until the day feels weird because the sun doesn't match up with the time.

I didnt know until now. Good thing its always on a sunday.

I just now found out I felt my first earthquake earlier. I was sitting on my living room floor folding some laundry, and I felt a slight "moving" type of feeling so I looked up. I thought my washer was out of balanced, so I looked over, and saw that it wasn't really shaking like I'd expect it to be when it was out of balance, but I noticed my jacket's sleeve was swaying lightly back and forth. It stopped, and I brushed it off. At one point I even thought "I've always imagined this to be what an earthquake would feel like"...but didn't have the slightest idea it actually was an earthquake. Luckily, I don't live that close to the center.

I never saw snow before

I never saw snow before

Showoff. :rolleyes:

Raking leaves the old fashioned way is one chore I actually don't mind. It's kind of therapeutic. :) No noisy leaf blowers for me.

There is a cemetery in my "front" yard. :eek:

There is a cemetery in my "front" yard. :eek:

We have a very old cemetary in our yard too.It's from the 1800s & it has 2 lilac bushes planted at the entrance.We also have a pet cemetary where there are about 100 graves of different animals that we've had over the years.

RF:

"I have something in my pocket which belongs across my face..."

I used to be a girl scout.

I never saw snow before

Ditto! ;)

just got my awesome stuff. bunch of spiderman, bunch of batman, mens health exercises book, megadeth box set, army of two: 40th day

RF:

"I have something in my pocket which belongs across my face..."

I used to be a girl scout.

A great big GS smile!

I was a Campfire (Bluebird) Girl. Now it's coed?

There is a cemetery in my "front" yard. :eek:

My high school was cemetery adjacent. I always felt that it was very fitting though. And on the plus side we got to do some cool projects for art class and history classes that involved going to the cemetery.

Our wal-mart was also right next to the cemetery, supporting my theory about all the wal-mart workers in my home town being zombies.

RF I was a girl scout too.I loved it & still have my uniform with the sash with all the badges that I got.

Love you ADDForums.

Love you ADDForums.Hey Anon, why can't I view your blog? :confused: I just want the quote from peripatetic on loving someone.

Hey Anon, why can't I view your blog? :confused: I just want the quote from peripatetic on loving someone.

You haven't paid your blog dues recently.:p

Here it is:

To love someone is to see them for who they are and not what you expect or want them to be.

~Peripatetic

I've totally messed up something in the program I use to manage my finances. I'm really confused right now.

Now it's coed?

Why would it be coed? :confused: The boys have boy scouts, the girls have girl scouts. Not everything needs to involve mixing genders! There is great value to spending exclusive time with members of your own sex...

Random Fact: It's 10:30 in the morning and DD and I are still in our pyjamas, 'cause today is a holiday! :p

Why would it be coed? :confused: The boys have boy scouts, the girls have girl scouts. Not everything needs to involve mixing genders! There is great value to spending exclusive time with members of your own sex...

Random Fact: It's 10:30 in the morning and DD and I are still in our pyjamas, 'cause today is a holiday! :p

It's now Campfire Kids :confused: It's just not the same....Like if the NFL suddenly allowed women on the teams...

Holiday? Lucky!!!!!

It's 11:44 pm here and I'm not remotely sleepy but I NEED sleep! I have therapy in the morning and I'm useless without a good night's sleep. I've been experiencing a bit of insomnia lately. :(

I've been experiencing a bit of insomnia lately. :(

Same here! Friday night I only got 8 minutes of sleep before I finally conked out at 5:30 in the morning, Saturday we were out until 11, and then I didn't fall asleep until after 2, and last night we got the kids in bed (and straight to sleep--they were exhausted from being out all day) by 7, DH was out by 9, and I was STILL awake at 2 AM. Awake, and mad that I was awake. :mad:

Fortunately, I got to sleep in until 10 today, so I don't feel as zombie-ish as I have lately. I never get to sleep in that late. DH is great. I should make him some cookies. :D

hmmm... coookies....


i cant wait for my exams to finish, then i can use the holidays to get to work on my drivers license

RF: Havn't spoken to my parents in like a year, I took loads of speed, next thing I know I'm on the phone chatting to my mum for hours, while painting my bedroom.

Speaking of coed, I went to an all girls school and after my year they announced they were making it coed. I didn't know whether to be grateful or P.O.ed... :P

tonight marks the first practice of hell week 2011. senior year. last week in band. make it good, make it fast. i may cry with all the other seniors at finals saturday, it'll be bittersweet

I cant get this information to stick in my brain. Something about Astronomy keeps the subject from sticking in my head. My brain and this subject just aren't compatible.

god i ******* hate my life right now. got called out really bad at practice, my squad. looked like an absolut idiot. apparently what we always **** up was particularly bad tonight, in the ******* cold with mist raining on us. apparently it was mostly my fault cuz i went up to far and screwed up the rest of the squad. i know the directors call out almost everybody at some point, but in all my 4 years, ive only been called out twice and it's been this year. and despite 'everybody gets called out' i cant ******* take this **** and stress. i know i probably seem like im overreacting to many of my fellow band mates, but my god nobody ******* knows this life i live, all the stress i happen to accumulate, much of it my fault, much of it other's reasons fault. figures, this is the last week of practice forever and we call it 'Hell Week', i now see we dont call it 'Hell Week' for nothing. **** them all. **** the world. **** it all. and worst of all, as i was venting to my mom about this, i mentioned how when i die, it probably will be a stress-related aneurysm (dont know if that actually happens or not), she left, and im sure i made her cry. when i make my mom cry i get really ******* violent and angry and sad and depressed and self-loathing and want to ******* disappear from reality because whenever i make somebody upset and/or feel bad about something, maybe it's the ADHD-C or the depression or the other personality that does this, but i feel like absolut **** after doing it and grow increasingly detached until either things are mended or until i go to great lengths to mend it only to find out they forget it or i just fall into another depressive cycle for a few months anyway due to my socially handicapped life.

I was doing my chem homework and I was given a diagram of a caffeine molecule and needed to say what the formula was. Instead of counting all the different atoms like I was supposed to (which is really dumb and pointless) or even being lazy and googling it (which would be horrible and cheating), I thought of you, Molecule and just checked your name :D That's probably also cheating...but you should just know that you helped me with my chemistry homework, so thanks.

i have a date this weekend. ALL i want is my ex bf back but I just have to live with that now.

I was doing my chem homework and I was given a diagram of a caffeine molecule and needed to say what the formula was. Instead of counting all the different atoms like I was supposed to (which is really dumb and pointless) or even being lazy and googling it (which would be horrible and cheating), I thought of you, Molecule and just checked your name :D That's probably also cheating...but you should just know that you helped me with my chemistry homework, so thanks.

Haha... that's awesome! :)

Someone copied my credit card number and wiped out our UK bank account in September. We found out today when DH went to transfer money to our US account ('cause we can do free withdrawals on that card) and there wasn't anything there. I never even touch my card. It's been in our house since we came back from the UK in July. Apparently, whoever it was went off to Dubai and withdrew as much as they could...

i have a date this weekend. ALL i want is my ex bf back but I just have to live with that now.

we've been over this. accept things as they are now

Someone copied my credit card number and wiped out our UK bank account in September. We found out today when DH went to transfer money to our US account ('cause we can do free withdrawals on that card) and there wasn't anything there. I never even touch my card. It's been in our house since we came back from the UK in July. Apparently, whoever it was went off to Dubai and withdrew as much as they could...

Wow, that is horrible. What can you do?

Wow, that is horrible. What can you do?

We called the bank and they canceled my card. They said they could get the money back, but we're hoping they can do it without a signed fraud report, 'cause that would have to be hand carried in by someone (can't trust the mail).

The upsetting thing is that the card info had to have been stolen by someone who was actually in our house. :confused: I've never used it, not even online, and it's just been sitting in a bag in the corner of our bedroom all this time.

ehhh... thats kinda freaky!

We called the bank and they canceled my card. They said they could get the money back, but we're hoping they can do it without a signed fraud report, 'cause that would have to be hand carried in by someone (can't trust the mail).

The upsetting thing is that the card info had to have been stolen by someone who was actually in our house. :confused: I've never used it, not even online, and it's just been sitting in a bag in the corner of our bedroom all this time.

Oh no......:(

I'm very annoyed by everything at the moment.

About the card.... it is possible to spoof card numbers... the crooks know the hash of varius types of card eg Visa/Mastercard. They then try various number that may be valid with small online transactions till they get a hit. Then they make a card and use it where chip and PIN isn't used and only a signature is required. since they signed the card this will match.

Most banks have software to spot if this is happening.... but not all.

Basically there's no need for a crook to gain physical access to the card itself... all they have to know is a valid number. Sometimes they go as far as to match name and number, in your case that indicates a leak somewhere in the bank.

You should get your money back.... it's an open and shut case.

kilted

I just registered for next semester, full time rather than 3/4s. Am I a freak for being excited?

i have a date this weekend. ALL i want is my ex bf back but I just have to live with that now.

But you need to try something new, i'm telling you babe ,how will you know ????????????????????

this week is making me its *****. we got of practice an hour early due to rain and them not wanting us to soak wet inside and possibly get sick. so now tomorow's practice is 5-9 (original 5:30-8:30), then i have to decorate the hallway with all other seniors afterward, probably wont get home till 10 or 10:30, and i have to have squads tomorow before 5 and go until we ******* get it right and stay right, but i can only keep them so long cuz we need to eat dinner and stuff. and when i get home at 10something i know i will have a bit of homework and/or studying since i havnt had much homework these past 2 days and i know my teachers are going to **** me over good tomorow, or god forbid, thursday, since im gone friday till about 3 pm on sunday. **** the world, **** the ********, **** reality

another rf: mom always tells me 'knowing is half the battle', today we were talking about how my dad is sick, after recovering from a cold, etc. and how things like stress can set this stuff off. then we mention keeping a positive mental attitude and i mentioned i literally would kill a man to be able to have a positive mental attitude whenever i wanted/needed it, or have one 99% of the time. she says anybody would, but i note i am such a pessimistic cynical ******* that i hate my personality because of it, because im pretty 'normal' and happy usually, but one bad thing sets me off into depressive mode. she says knowing is half the battle, i get that, ive always known everything wrong with me, problems is I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FREAKING DO ABOUT THE OTHER HALF: DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT. I DONT ******* KNOW. and this is really going to lead me to a breakdown by the end of the year since i cant even understand my own self. or whatever it is.