Sometimes life's curveballs turn out to be great, but sometimes they are just freaking annoying. I'm currently in the mindset of the latter.

got asked to turnabout by 2 girls. what up

Received approval to do a local community showing of the documentary "Playing for Change: Peace Through Music" at my favorite restaurant/music hall in March!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We'll be asking for a $5 donation from folks that attend. We'll have a brief intro, then show the movie, then have a discussion afterwards. Thinking of having local musicians host the discussion. The total amount raised with be split 50/50 between our local homeless shelter and the Playing for Change Foundation.

My mind is swirling with ideas of how to make it as kick *** as possible. :D

I'm so excited, i just can't fight it!!!!!!!!!!! :D

If I could do a cartwheel w/o risking a visit to the ER, I'd be doing it. lol

My mom has officially hijacked my Star Wars MMO account... but I'll be nice and start paying for the monthly subscription fee for her. :cool:

holy cow does dexedrine ever make my feet cold. I fantasize about foot baths and rub my feet with my hands. I am going to dig out some thick work socks.

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I called my pharmacist today, he said the Dexedrine is still on order.It should be any day now that it should be in.

I like lightly toasted toast. I frown at overly toasted toast.

I hate feet.

I just cut my own hair for the first time.

One of my pet peeves is seeing someone misspell my name. Especially someone who has known me for some time...
Plus, online and such, my name is sort of spelled out there. I could never understand why the misspellings still occur. It's not an uncommon name.

I just cut my own hair for the first time.

... And, will you do it again?

I just cut my own hair for the first time.

Did you use a Flowbee? :D http://www.jlryan.com/Images/products/Flowbee-rick-1.jpg

Just kidding. What Blue said--will you do it again?

One of my pet peeves is seeing someone misspell my name. Especially someone who has known me for some time...
Plus, online and such, my name is sort of spelled out there. I could never understand why the misspellings still occur. It's not an uncommon name.

I TOTALLY know what you mean! Misspell OR pronounce incorrectly. I get that with my name all the time. I had a substitute in HS who called be Doug. Yeah, a boy named Sue, a girl named Doug.:confused::scratch: I finally got tired of correcting her and just went with it.

When my friend referred me to her endocrinologist she didn't have his telephone number but gave me his name to look up. Well, his name didn't start with a "W", like she pronounced it. It started with an "H". Took me forever to find him because I was looking for the wrong last name :mad: I show up for the appointment and his STAFF pronounce his name with a "W"! I finally asked him if he pronounced his last name with a "W" sound or an "Hw" sound. I told him I wanted to make sure I was saying it correctly. He was rather surprised and told me that I was one of the few people who actually pronounced his name right.

I guess when you grow up with people butchering the spelling and pronunciation of your name, you learn it's really important to some people to get their names right!

I have one of those French names that ends in ette, but for some freaking reason my parents decided to leave off the last e, so my name is constantly being misspelled. It's so annoying. I swear one day I'm just going to legally add the missing e.

People seem to have no clue as to what ethnicity I am. Some swear I am 100% Asian, some think that I don't look Asian at all and that I am fully Caucasian. I have also been asked if I belong to one of these ethnicities or nationalities: Filipino, Japanese, Greek, Indonesian, Native American, and a number of EU countries. :scratch:

i look white, so most people never question ethnicity for me unless i tell them otherwise or if ethnicity becomes a topic of discussion. then i usually win for how diverse it is amongst most my friends if it comes up.

i also hate it when people misspell my first name which isnt that hard to misspell, or if they mispronounce my last name

My youngest son(25) has moved back home for awhile.He brought his girlfriend,his dog & a kitten along with all their stuff.I'm very happy to have him home although it shouldn't be for too long.My husband on the other hand, is not so thrilled.It's very orderly & quiet when it's just my husband & I.When my son is there things get very lively, which I love.I get along with his girlfriend of 7yrs. really well.I think of her as a daughter & she calls me mom.It's impossible to feel as lonely as I usually feel with them(and various friends)here & I enjoy every minute of it.

I have one of those French names that ends in ette, but for some freaking reason my parents decided to leave off the last e, so my name is constantly being misspelled. It's so annoying. I swear one day I'm just going to legally add the missing e.
Et quel est ce nom ? :)

I sell flowers at wholesale prices. I also arrange flowers for weddings and other festive events worth celebrating.

I hate touching bin lids...

People seem to have no clue as to what ethnicity I am. Some swear I am 100% Asian, some think that I don't look Asian at all and that I am fully Caucasian. I have also been asked if I belong to one of these ethnicities or nationalities: Filipino, Japanese, Greek, Indonesian, Native American, and a number of EU countries. :scratch:

People can't always guess mine either. They usually think I'm native American, or part Asian. :p

I hate touching bin lids...

I've mastered the art of opening the garbage can with my foot. I do it without thinking now. And no, we don't have the kind with the foot pedal lid opener, just the regular kind where you have to lift half of it open.

Et quel est ce nom ? :)

nice one :) (non, je suis entièrement d'n'avait pas l'air tout cela sur transulate google.com)

Oh, and my left foot is just that little bit longer than my right.....

I've mastered the art of opening the garbage can with my foot. I do it without thinking now. And no, we don't have the kind with the foot pedal lid opener, just the regular kind where you have to lift half of it open.

I think I need to aquire some ninja lessons to help me through my day.

I paint my finger and toe nails a different color every week.currently wearing "gunmetal"

I don't paint my fingernails, I tend to keep my nails quite short.In the summer, I do paint my toenails.

I have a fingernail pollish collection of about 20-25 different colors. My favorites are the matalics and the crackles.

I can't keep still and not doing anything long enough to ever have nail polish that looks good.

It mystifies me how other people do it. I've tried machines that blow air on my nails, quick-dry topcoats, prayer, and yet every time I end up with completely messed up manicures.

Once I even got a professional manicure. It cost a ridiculous amount of money and it lasted one day.

So I don't bother.

I just look on with jealousy at people like kathrynsmathryn's beautiful nail art.

nice one :) (non, je suis entièrement d'n'avait pas l'air tout cela sur transulate google.com)
Je te crois sur parole, ta phrase n'avais aucun sens ;) Bien essayée tout de même, continue à faire des progrès ! :)

My entire body is symmetrically over developed on it's right sight. Muscle structure, bones, eyesight, even my hair grow ! I still remember when a doctor analyzed me back in 2006 he asked my whether I had endured an accident on my left shoulder, that one being significantly under developed in comparison to my right...

Can any one give me an original alien design ? So far, only the bonusses of Day the Earth Stood Still are valuable. I'm going to work on it myself.

That's well interesting! Medically I mean, if it's annoying for you I apologise.

I can't keep still and not doing anything long enough to ever have nail polish that looks good.



Me neither. I don't know how people do it!!

Since my childhood, I used to have dark spot of hyperpigmentation on the tip of my tongue. According to my native folklore it means that I always speak the truth (or everything I say always comes true..I forgot which one). It's been gradually decreasing in size and today morning I realised that it's pretty much gone. I guess my days as a fortune teller are over. (Or maybe I just lie all the time now...) :D

i dont like how ADD gets thrown around in every day to day speech as if it is something people randomly 'get' or 'catch'

I like to type, play games, visit with family, type some more, perform data entry... am I missing anything? Have I mentioned this before???

I have a guilty please for paranormal romance novels. The only thing I can actually get through. :)

I have a guilty please for paranormal romance novels. The only thing I can actually get through. :)

You mean like "romance ghost stories"? I love reading "ghost" stories as long as they're "light", amusing, not scary or disturbing. But I love 'em. I like to watch (sometimes, if not too disturbing) "Ghost Whisperer".

Yes pretty much :) I love watching all those shows too.

... And, will you do it again?

Totally! I actually really like it. Everyone who has seen me has given me positive feedback, even before they find out I did it myself. :D

I was so nervous before I started though.

And no, I didn't use a "flowbee". I used a pair of Wahl electric clippers and some scissors.

RF I gave my father a haircut last night.It's a good thing he keeps it very short because I'm not very good at giving haircuts.

I don't paint my fingernails, I tend to keep my nails quite short. In the summer, I do paint my toenails.

I don't paint my fingernails either! Though I do paint my toenails, like you. I on the other hand like to keep my nails pretty long.

To add my own random fact about my self - I really like eating prunes. I've liked them since I was like 4; I used to sneak some from my grandparents' fridge. My mother would limit me to a couple/few. :)

I'm so tired of feeling like crap.

I've had less severe headaches after taking a hard blow to the head. Sooooo tired of this. My head hurts so much I can't even attempt to sleep.

I've had less severe headaches after taking a hard blow to the head. Sooooo tired of this. My head hurts so much I can't even attempt to sleep.

What have you attempted so far? My migrain meds always make me sick to my stomach.

RF I have given "Thanks" 5,000 times.

RF I have not given "Thanks" 5000 times yet.

What a thread! I've never seen so many funny posts and serious posts mixed together!

One random fact about me would be that I have sung on stage at the original Grand Old Opry...and once danced on stage at the Copacabanna in N.Y.C. with Bobby Rydell! That's two random facts, isn't it? :yes:

been on tv news for speeding and stunting motobike,not my best move but hey ADHD has its draw backs and its plusses or it that +s :D

precisely 42 minutes after my very first dose of adderall, i was "cured" -- not from ADD, but rather, from my lifelong affliction with severe social anxiety. i went from not even being able to answer my phone, to speaking and performing before a crowd of 500 with no problem whatsoever.

What have you attempted so far? My migrain meds always make me sick to my stomach.

I had a bunch of aleve in my system. It didn't help. I finally fell asleep and slept it off for the most part. I've been up and down so much lately. Headaches are seemingly randomly hitting me but this headache was honestly the worst I think I've ever had. I have been getting nauseated a few times a day for the last several weeks as well, so I don't think anything that would upset my stomach would be wise. I'm not sure what else to try.

I threw up all over a famous chef, Jacky Robert of Amelio's in San Francisco, while visiting him in the kitchen, right in the middle of my sentence telling him how much I enjoyed his cuisine. :o

precisely 42 minutes after my very first dose of adderall, i was "cured" -- not from ADD, but rather, from my lifelong affliction with severe social anxiety. i went from not even being able to answer my phone, to speaking and performing before a crowd of 500 with no problem whatsoever.

Wow. Im speechless. Best success story i have read here.

10 inches........ 10 inches.......




Nah, not really. :(

2 inches :(

As a baby I won the "Chubby Champion Award" in a baby beauty pageant

2 inches :(

Your hair looks shorter than that! :eek::p

As a baby I won the "Chubby Champion Award" in a baby beauty pageant

:goodpost:

just watched hobo with a shotgun. good movie. gratuitous amounts of blood but still good

In my 2 months off from grad. school, I have not studied an incredibly large amount of organic chemistry. However, I know way more about astronomy, pseudosciences, skepticism, science itself, psychology, education, religion(s), and myself.

I think it's time to start hitting the organic books again.

I'm a direct descendant of Martin Luther on my mother's side, and my grandfather, Kim Duc Dao was the minister of public works under Ho Chi Minh's regime.

does this officially start us saying who our famous relatives or ancestors are?

Im a direct descendant of the first person to ever have add.

im direct descent of John Marshall, and Ruaidri Ua Conchobair (the last High King of Ireland). Then somehow I'm related to Daniel Boone and General George Pickett (i'm not at all proud to be related to him)

Apparently I payed 1800 for a class that uses wheel of fortune for the majority of teaching resources.

My mom came from a very large family.She had 8 sisters & 4 brothers.Back then that was not unusual to have a family of 12.They needed that many children to help run the family farm.

My mom came from a very large family.She had 8 sisters & 4 brothers.Back then that was not unusual to have a family of 12.They needed that many children to help run the family farm.

My grandmother had 12 boys no girls!

My mom had 4 boys and quit!

I have an ancestor from not too long ago who had 14 kids and when they moved west for one summer they all lived out of a dugout with a grass roof! Ha, 12, 14.... Dang, I thought 5 was bad!

my mom is one of 8, the order went boy girl boy girl all the through. im one of 15 grandchildren on that side. i love having a huge family

On my husbands side there are 34 grandkids ranging from 17 to newborn (5 babies last year). There are 10 kids in his family and the yougest hasn't even gotten married yet... Big families are nice, everyones got your back, at least from what I've experienced.

for us it ranges from grandchildren from 31 (turning 32 this year) to 4/5. then great grandchildren it goes down to 2 i think

Mitochondrial Eve is directly related to me from my mother's side, and Y-chromosomal Adam on my father's side even though they both lived many years apart from each other.

Hahahaha....

oh yeah C8. i'm also super crazy ungodly distantly related to Kim Kardashian and Angelina Jolie but we're so distant that if something happens between the 3 of us, nothing counts as social stigma.

I applied for 3 accounting/bookkeeping jobs today.

I'm a birder. :)

http://www.tsr.ch/video/info/journal-continu/3772277-sequences-choisies-les-quais-de-geneve-sous-la-glace.html
Quiet impressive. Along to the local newspapers, this supposedly is the fiercest cold wave since 1929... I'm not old enough to know ^^

oh yeah C8. i'm also super crazy ungodly distantly related to Kim Kardashian and Angelina Jolie but we're so distant that if something happens between the 3 of us, nothing counts as social stigma.

Yeah, but having to trace up and down an ancestral tree is much less impressive than going straight back to mitochondrial Eve. Especially when it's in the magnitude of "super crazy ungodly distantly".

I'd actually be significantly more impressed if something significant happened between the 3 of you, considering I'd estimate the probability of that to be around 1/the same magnitude of "super crazy ungodly distantly".

well yeah, intended as a joke. everybody in the world is super crazy distantly related to each other somehow. ben affleck and matt damon are related due to a common ancestor 10 generations previously.

We're all related to the first couple of human beings on earth. So technically speaking, we're all related. :)

Thats why we do our best to blow each other up, because its a family thing. lol

we've been trying to kill each other since the dawn of time. the only difference between now and then, is that now we try to justify it, have loopholes and gray areas, and we actually have the power to kill each other off for good.

I started a few flats of seeds on my sunporch.I planted perennial seeds mostly.Hopefully, as long as they germinate, I'll have the tall Delphiniums in shades of blue.I especially love the sky blue ones.I also planted foxgloves, in shades of pink.
They'll bloom at the same time & they should look real pretty together.

My fingernails look super awesome right now. Sporting a newsprint manicure. I wore my nerd glasses today so I would feel like Lois Lane. I had to present in front of the kidlets at school today. So I needed an alter-ego.

RF The last of our barn cats has went away.She was very old & she lived her last years on my back porch.I haven't seen her in a week, so I assume she went into the woods to die.Cats tend to do this when they aren't well.
:grouphug:

when i was a moto bike courier in central london i poped a wheelie past buckingham palace.:giggle:

That would have been a good photo Wiffy.:)

When I was 20 I was in a modern dance company called the Integrated Circus.

That would have been a good photo Wiffy.:)

When I was 20 I was in a modern dance company called the Integrated Circus.
i got utube vid of riding a bit fast once it cost me a five year ban and nearly prison.

I haven't fallen asleep "today"... It's almost 8 a.m. Today will be fun. :/

I like that I am a dragon according to the Chinese horoscope - even though I believe in neither dragons nor horoscopes! :D Dragons are awesome - I have yet to find a dragon story/myth that I don't like. :)

I like that I am a dragon according to the Chinese horoscope - even though I believe in neither dragons nor horoscopes! :D Dragons are awesome - I have yet to find a dragon story/myth that I don't like. :)

Are you a fan of this series:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dragon_Tales

:eyebrow:

I only just recently realized this... my avatar bunny and my black&white profile pic have a similar facial expression, lol.

Oh how I love the rain.

Note to Self:

When in a hurry to "trace" something from a computer screen due to a broken printer, ensure that the soft felt tipped marker that is being used does not bleed through the cheap paper you are using. :doh:

iam watching 2012 i love this film i seen it too many times and on here and teasing cat but in hes my mate friendly way i got fishing line tyed to his toy and i place it over door handle and pull on it and he looses it hes a male persian hes a big cat hes nearly bigger than me staffie and iev trained him to chase my wifes chiwawa hahahaha..my cats like a dog oi hes a dog trapped in a cats body wow iam on ramble mobe pola instability thats wher i am in the film. thats a big plane .YES ITS RRUUSSHHHAN. i love the way he says that.

well today has sucked

well today has sucked

Sorry to hear that - hope tomorrow is better.

Half of my family is left-handed; but none of my siblings are.

got a mountain bike with buggy trailer for my little one,went out tooday and we went about 4 miles. she loves it she shouts faster daddy faster.

got a mountain bike with buggy trailer for my little one,went out tooday and we went about 4 miles. she loves it she shouts faster daddy faster.

That's really awesome wiffy, how cute!

She's going to be riding a bike of her own in no time. Picturing you two riding around brought a big smile to my face!

i'm curious how graphic my writing will be by the time i finish it all whenever i die possibly. or when i get a new computer and have to transport it.

got accepted into my college of choice WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

I can't put my thoughts into words nearly as articulate as I think
and its enraging me,
my miss wired brain .

I like that I am a dragon according to the Chinese horoscope - even though I believe in neither dragons nor horoscopes! :D Dragons are awesome - I have yet to find a dragon story/myth that I don't like. :)

I'm a dragon too. This is the year of the dragon and it is interesting how the beginning of our calandar year, stuff sucked for me, but around the Chinese New year (and the beginging of the year of the dragon) things have turned around.
I don't necessarily believe in 'horoscopes', but I like the symbolisim of strength of the ones I have. I am also an Aries (RAM).

It's amazing how all I have to do to regain the living room is to sit there for 10 minutes and **presto** my daughter - and her friend - disappear and I get to use the computer!

I hate change.

i hate my temper at mo i cant stop the anger building up in me been like it for few ours now :mad:

i hate my temper at mo i cant stop the anger building up in me been like it for few ours now :mad:


Punch bag? :yes:

brocken nuckles at mo cant do bag.ill b:mad:e good just need hole in head to let the preshure out loke big kettle.

realized I want a gay guy best freind, tidy, will hold my perse to shop, good fashion sense, won't pee on the seat, and watch chickflicks, full of compliments and will critique men with me, lol

realized I want a gay guy best freind, tidy, will hold my perse to shop, good fashion sense, won't pee on the seat, and watch chickflicks, full of compliments and will critique men with me, lol

lol. You just described me, except I'm not gay. lol.

Oh, well, I hate scrambled eggs.

RF-I used to have up to 30+ cats.People used to drop off entire litters of kittens to my house.We used to take them in & get their shots.We would also get them neutered or spayed.I had them in our barn & also on our back porch.It cost me a fortune to care for them.At the time, I loved them all & did the best for them that I could.I'm down to only 2 cats which is much more manageable.

Preparing myself to give two-weeks notice at work - fear is in overdrive. But - the anticipation of relief is currently stronger than the fear. May that feeling last.

lol. You just described me, except I'm not gay. lol.I loved the original Zelda, and my fave Disney princess is Feona, LOL Kick butt,the nice girl;)
The only game I ever beat was Bass Masters Classic and just to show up a guy guy!

RF-I used to have up to 30+ cats.People used to drop off entire litters of kittens to my house.We used to take them in & get their shots.We would also get them neutered or spayed.I had them in our barn & also on our back porch.It cost me a fortune to care for them.At the time, I loved them all & did the best for them that I could.I'm down to only 2 cats which is much more manageable.

I think if i could see you in person,you would have wings Luv JUles

realized I want a gay guy best freind, tidy, will hold my perse to shop, good fashion sense, won't pee on the seat, and watch chickflicks, full of compliments and will critique men with me, lol

Wow! Hey! This sounds like me.... :eek:







Or wait, is it the things I promise to them after they're willing to give me sex.... :scratch:

Sounds good Frazier meet you next week for the chick flicks Luv JuLES

Sounds good Frazier meet you next week for the chick flicks Luv JuLES

Woah..... Jules, did you just agree to hanging out or something much more fun? ;) :p

Or wait, is it the things I promise to them after they're willing to give me sex.... :scratch:Exactly why I have come up with my theory, don't have to say no, but love to dress up, go out, dance, make a scene, and that could happen but safety net is safety net:yes:

Hell no,this guy is the same age as my son i thought if someone wants to carry your bags and do the girly things i go along with it ,sorry if ive misread it, it was very late at night,sorry Frazier:giggle:

Hell no,this guy is the same age as my son i thought if someone wants to carry your bags and do the girly things i go along with it ,sorry if ive misread it, it was very late at night,sorry Frazier:giggle:

Thats ok.

My search for lost love continues.... :(

Chick flicks always get me crying, especially the sad ones. :(*takes out box of Kleenex* :'(

I was just playin with ya Jules, sorry. :)

Preparing myself to give two-weeks notice at work - fear is in overdrive. But - the anticipation of relief is currently stronger than the fear. May that feeling last.

Hoping the best for you.:o
what would you like to change in work?:scratch:

Did you do it?

what kind of inspiring comments can I give you?:rolleyes:

Reach for the moon/sun at least you will be among the stars!!:)

If you keep doing what your doing you'll keep getting what your getting!!

I would power out in that two weeks unless, had a raging plan to look forward to.

Luck to you!:D

I miss my mother.3 years ago today she passed away & I still long to be able to talk with her & spend time with her.She was an excellent mother even though she struggled all her life with depression,anxiety & I believe she had ADHD.Since I have also suffered, she was always good to talk to since she knew exactly how I was feeling.My dad & sister don't have any issues so it's hard for them to understand what I go thru even though they try.

((((buddy))))

Lots of hugs from me too buddy (((((((((((((B))))))))))))

Hoping the best for you.:o
what would you like to change in work?:scratch:


I want to change the feeling of becoming physically ill as a result of knowing some of the blatant and repeated unethical things they do and continue to get away with. Attempting to address these things in the appropriate format has only put a larger target on my back throughout the last few years and put up roadblocks in my attempts at moving up the ladder. Been there a total of 13 yrs., but it's clearly time to move on.


Did you do it?


Not yet, but will be discussing it with my immediate supervisor tomorrow.


what kind of inspiring comments can I give you?:rolleyes:

Reach for the moon/sun at least you will be among the stars!!:)

If you keep doing what your doing you'll keep getting what your getting!!


All of the above applies and works. :) Thank you!


I would power out in that two weeks unless, had a raging plan to look forward to.


That's one of my biggest fears also, but I have a feeling that knowing I will have a set date to be free from the people who have been working really hard at controlling me these last few years will bring a sense of freedom like no other, and I hope to roll with that with a positive mindset.

Meanwhile, I have some p/t prospects to explore and a husband willing to be supportive during my unknown transition. I guess this is one of those times not having my s*** together could prove to be rather useful since no one will be able to tell if it all falls apart. hahahaha


Luck to you!:D


Thank you! Scary as he!! indeed, but also anticipating it being one of the greatest feelings of relief I've ever felt.

Lots of love and (((((Hugs))))) to you, Buddy.

went down to my future college to say hey to my brother. awesome

So I haven't had the guts to discuss or give notice at work yet. And have become physically ill once again just thinking of it. Grrrrr...... Meanwhile, a co-worker's father passed away and there's more of a need for me to be there. Ugh!

Sometimes, I really hate having a conscience and feeling obligated, like I have to do the right thing. I wish I could just say screw it and do what I want. Although, getting fired isn't what I'm aiming for. Days like this are when I can really understand the mindset of someone who can't see a reason to keep trying.

Take many deep breaths, recoup, and regroup. It's gotta get better.

My neck just had a really odd pop and I regained some feeling in my hand... hmm.

I got sick at a girlfriends place once from the food she made and pooped myself... She knew immediatly. The relationship lasted 3 years after that...shocking.

Good luck Unmanagable!

(((HUGS)))

Good luck Unmanagable!

(((HUGS)))


Thanks so much, buddy, and everyone else who has offered support in so many ways.

I had a heart to heart with my boss today and I've decided to stay put for now. I'm feeling fortunate that he isn't as emotional as i am, :) , and that he's willing to listen and discuss vs. dictating.

Now, to continue trying to differentiate between what I have control over and what I don't - and more importantly - learning to accept what I can't control.

Let us pray. :faint:

Apparently, I love the "thanks" button, I just gave my 5,000 thanks!

Apparently, I love the "thanks" button, I just gave my 5,000 thanks!

And you've already given 3 more by the time I saw this!

Under 38 hours until my GP appointment and I am bricking it. *gulp*

But I suppose its better to deal with it now at 21 than it is to wait until i'm somewhere in my 40s.

Sometimes I wonder why i even went for help I mean I made it to 26 before I actually went for help on my own and Ive had this stupid add since i was 4.I think looking back it would be fun to act like a jack wagon till 40 and have something or some one to blame it all on:D

Sometimes I wonder why i even went for help I mean I made it to 26 before I actually went for help on my own and Ive had this stupid add since i was 4.I think looking back it would be fun to act like a jack wagon till 40 and have something or some one to blame it all on:D

I sometimes wonder if I would have been better off not getting help as well... lol. I survived until 24, and now it seems like I'm not surviving. :cool:

Sometimes I wonder why i even went for help I mean I made it to 26 before I actually went for help on my own and Ive had this stupid add since i was 4.I think looking back it would be fun to act like a jack wagon till 40 and have something or some one to blame it all on:D

Unfortunatly I wasn't blessed with hyperactivity :( stupid SCT.... :rolleyes: (oh, i'm in the clouds again)

Anyway... I have to do something about it, because my life well and truly sucks ***. :eek:

Edit: Wow, you can't even bypass the filter for the "bum" word using dollar signs! :eyebrow:

i wanted to be a werewolf when i grew up.

I have quite a few brothers and sisters

Welcome to the forum, NATIVE762! :) How many bros? How many sisters?

I have one sis, five years older.

My name is Sara. ;)

My name is Melody and middle name Joy.
Some co workers a few years ago started calling me "EmmmJoy!" and I've used the nickname "mjoy" ever since :)
kinda like "JLO" lol

not christian but it's a good way for me to prove things to myself and to show i can do it. today i start giving up cussing (forums dont count since im not verbally saying it) and 40 day challenge. unfortunately i cussed 4 times today, but if i can get it to point i dont cuss at all in a day for a while, that's better.

I have 1 sister, she's 3 yrs. younger than me.

Today is my 1/2 birthday. LOL. The only reason I really notice it is that my mom used to acknowledge our half birthdays when I was younger. Now that I'm an adult it just reminds me that I'm 6 months from being a year older. boo.

RF My neighbor's sheep & lambs got loose today & they came straight for my house.They were all over my lawn, which is fine, but when they started heading for my flower gardens, I had to chase them home.There were 11 sheep & a gang of lambs.Adorable.

Please send lots of prayers, healing thoughts, and/or positive vibes to my precious mother-in-law. She's 92 and her health has taken a sharp turn for the worse. Much love and gratitude in advance.

Just made a fool of myself when presenting myself in a new class....
Lol, I can write English just fine but I haven't spoke in years ! Add the stress of speaking in front of everybody... I sounded like a 1 year old, I couldn't articulate !!! So ridiculous, I want to laugh but I can't !

Just made a fool of myself when presenting myself in a new class....
Lol, I can write English just fine but I haven't spoke in years ! Add the stress of speaking in front of everybody... I sounded like a 1 year old, I couldn't articulate !!! So ridiculous, I want to laugh but I can't !


Dont pull yourself down ,you actually are conversant in two languages, that is an acheivement, some only know one, the more you use it you will be fine.
I bet everyone admired you knowing English wasnt youre native tongue. LUV jULES

I like to crochet strange things.

Please send lots of prayers, healing thoughts, and/or positive vibes to my precious mother-in-law. She's 92 and her health has taken a sharp turn for the worse. Much love and gratitude in advance.


Unmanagable, I am sending lots of healing thoughts your way.You hang in there too.

(((HUGS)))

**** today. driving from 4-7, still a completely undeveloped idiot for people my age. SU-FREAKING-PER

I am supposed to be working 7 days a week but we switched office buildings the other day and we are locked out on the weekends so I get to vegetate all weekend.

I got sun burned Saturday morning. The temperature was not above freezing, and my face got fried. Ugh.

I never finish my homework, sometimes I don't even start it.

Oh hey, look at that. Yesterday I had been a member here for a year. I totally missed that.

I have to take synthroid now and the last increase seems to have helped alot. I am much more motivated than I have been for a long time!! A silver lining.

Well......after yet another week of continual and repeated cluster ***** at work, I have just completed my letter of resignation to be handed in tomorrow. I notified my supervisor and co-workers today. It's with a heavy, but hopeful, heart.

Look out world, here I come in search of a new employment groove. :)

Whenever im nude i smack my butt.

giving blood again today for extra credit, also i become closer to being immortal again

RF My son had 4 wisdom teeth extracted Friday.Today, he said it hurts worse than when he broke his leg motocross racing.

I got totally high at the dentists office today, it was pretty cool. :p

Whenever im nude i smack my butt.

I honestly laughed out loud at this. Thanks. It was seemingly so random that it caught me completely off guard.

RF My son had 4 wisdom teeth extracted Friday.Today, he said it hurts worse than when he broke his leg motocross racing.

Oh no... does he have a dry socket or other complication happening?

I honestly laughed out loud at this. Thanks. It was seemingly so random that it caught me completely off guard.

its funny cuz its true :o --Dane Cook

i need summer. i need it to chill, tan on my roof, hang with jody, listen to queens of the stone age, kyuss, or monster magnet at the beach, get sexy golden god-mode tan, etc...

I got totally high at the dentists office today, it was pretty cool. :p

No way! I did too!

In two days, I will have health insurance for the first time in nearly four years. Of course it just has to be a ******* leap year.

Oh no... does he have a dry socket or other complication happening?

No complications, thanks for asking.It's just that the dentist had to really grind & pry one of the wisdom teeth in order to get it out.My son also can't take the pain meds. they gave him.He broke out in a rash from percoset & he's taking 800mgs. of Motrin for the pain instead.

No complications, thanks for asking.It's just that the dentist had to really grind & pry one of the wisdom teeth in order to get it out.My son also can't take the pain meds. they gave him.He broke out in a rash from percoset & he's taking 800mgs. of Motrin for the pain instead.

Aww, dang. That's gotta be a pretty rough. I had a few complications with my back right wisdom tooth extraction, and still deal with it on a regular basis. I had that surgery ~10 years ago. :( So I can understand the annoyances of that recovery process, but it's great that he didn't actually have any complications. Hopefully he'll heal soon and all will be well.

RF: I finally broke down and bought a dremel so I could fix several things that would be cheaper to fix than replacing. This thing is incredibly useful...I have found more uses for it than I even imagined originally.

In two days, I will have health insurance for the first time in nearly four years. Of course it just has to be a ******* leap year.

wow id like to know why it took 4 yrs. Amazing....i went without dental for 3 years and lost a tooth for it.

I love The Simpsons.

my account name refers to my Military occupation in the army. Chemical reconnaissance and operations.

my account name refers to my Military occupation in the army. Chemical reconnaissance and operations.

For real, your in the military? Full time?

For real, your in the military? Full time?

No im a veteran now. Regular Army 3 yrs and National Guard 4 yrs.

No im a veteran now. Regular Army 3 yrs and National Guard 4 yrs.

Sweet. I have a huge amount of respect for the military and veterans. I likely would have joined the Marines if I hadn't gotten pregnant so soon after high school.

I'm the only liberal in my family (familly is originally from west virginia, very conservative state)

I love Futurama

Health issues started in July of 2011. Doctor today finally made a comment along the lines of "Well, I'm really going to have to spend some time doing some research into this, to look at a few various conditions. There is a strong chance there is something physical happening which is causing a lot of this, because stress/anything in your control does not account for what you've presented."

It's about freaking time they listened to me. I swear. I've done *everything* in my physical capability to correct my ailments, including taking all of the advice that was given to me and putting it into practice. I don't think they actually believed me when I told them this or something in the past, since it took a few different symptoms that are directly observable and do not happen because I'm not listening to them about "stress".

driving again tonight...and again tomorow from 9-12. i really hope i get the hang of it soon and get used to driving without a guy in shotgun who also has a brake.

driving again tonight...and again tomorow from 9-12. i really hope i get the hang of it soon and get used to driving without a guy in shotgun who also has a brake.

I never took drivers ed... was that a surreal experience realizing you didn't have the safety net the first time?

what safety net?
either way it was a really good session and nailed 2 parallel parkings in a row my first time, which i got a high-five for and im apparently a natural at them

what safety net?


"without a guy in shotgun who also has a brake."

Do you still have the guy next to you then? I guess I misunderstood.

oh. that. yeah. diff. instructor, but he didnt have to use the brake nearly as much as the last time.

I get ulsars on my tongue all the freaking time, especially when I eat citrus foods, but also at random. They hurt and I bite them which only hurts more and prolongs their existence..

IM bored.

(and grossed out by eeliyks tongue ulcers)

I'm the only liberal in my family (familly is originally from west virginia, very conservative state)

I'm the only liberal and the only atheist in my family.

Sweet. I have a huge amount of respect for the military and veterans. I likely would have joined the Marines if I hadn't gotten pregnant so soon after high school.

Redneck :D

I want to take this opportunity to catch up to Blueranne's post count

Thats's 31 posts more :eek: :(

IM bored.

(and grossed out by eeliyks tongue ulcers)

Hahaha! Sorry, i couldn't think of anything else at the time.
I have one on the very tip of my tongue right now and it's been annoying me for over a week because it's in the perfect spot for irritation so it was on my mind.

Urrm, another random fact about myself..?

I got a new rug today from my Mum. Yay.

I just let the top of my head have an intimate encounter with the corner of one of my cabinet doors. Then my hand felt left out, so when I was rushing down roughly at the rate of gravity, I let it greet the corner of the door of my opened dishwasher.

apparently im much more calm driving a highway than in local places. i guess that's good since maybe average people (in terms of driving) might be more tense on the highway

RF My son took me for a ride on the snowmobile today.It was great fun & it was very comfortable at 50F.Unbelievable temps. for March already.The snow is melting really fast.

apparently im much more calm driving a highway than in local places. i guess that's good since maybe average people (in terms of driving) might be more tense on the highway

The very first time I drove on an interstate, I was a nervous wreck. I *hated* getting stuck between semi-trailer trucks in my extremely small car, and that was the majority of my trip.

However, now, aside from my crappy 4-cylinder engine roaring constantly when I'm going 70+ mph, I much more enjoy highway driving.

In the city, all the stopping and going drives me crazy. I also have a Progressive chip that monitors my driving habits, so the highway is so much easier to not worry about having "hard stops". I love not having to worry about watching for traffic lights changing, pedestrians, bicyclists, and all the other clutter in the city that would make Progressive give me less of a discount because I defensively drive and keep myself out of wrecks but "hard brake" to do it.

RF My son took me for a ride on the snowmobile today.It was great fun & it was very comfortable at 50F.Unbelievable temps. for March already.The snow is melting really fast.

Wow! That's crazy. I guess I am naive to think snowmobile riding would only be in extremely cold temperatures. I hope you had a good time!

continuing my writing of dialogue. actually doing a partial memory in dialogue from a really good day me and some friends had back in summer before 8th grade if memory serves.

I am in love with any movie that Studio Ghibli produces.

There ya go. Random fact.

got a bunch of cool stuff in the mail today. sweetness. if only i didnt have to study for my 2 AP classes' tests tomorow, tonight

I am so stressed out this week. There's been a week of absolute insanity before the quarter ends and I seriously want to quit school and move somewhere that coconuts grow.

I'm making my first Steampunk outfit... trying to finish my shirt today.

Now, back to work!

I have a headache right now :(

Several random facts:

My blood pressure is 100/60, and my pulse is 60 beats per minute. According to this (http://www.vaughns-1-pagers.com/medicine/blood-pressure.htm), that puts me in the category of children and athletes. I told my husband that and he laughed. I'm 5' 5 1/2" and 130lbs. I get winded going up more than 2 flights of stairs. I have high cholesterol and anxiety.

If my blood pressure was more unhealthy, I could take a particular migraine preventative drug. But it isn't, so I can't. I had 5 days of migraines in the last 2 weeks. ::sigh::

just started my next book to read: The Great Shark Hunt by Hunter S. Thompson.

I sold my first picture today!!!! :-)

I sold my first picture today!!!! :-)

That's fantastic. Congrats!!! :)

RF I took a ride on my son's quad today.The snowmobiles were put away for the year & the quads are out!Great fun, but they can be very dangerous.I always wear a helmet but with all the mud it's very slippery.

I sold my first picture today!!!! :-)

Grats- show me pic

I am a hungry shysmile.

I am hungry also I think I should eat something before I go help my freind - with adhd- pack for her move. Wish us luck!!

Grats- show me pic

Here (http://flic.kr/p/bmfmFT) it is :yes: (and what's funny is it isn't even one of the ones I particularly like!)

Here (http://flic.kr/p/bmfmFT) it is :yes: (and what's funny is it isn't even one of the ones I particularly like!)

Thats awesome. I do acrylic art. Maybe ill post some later. You know a good website to sell stuff is on FineArtAmerica. Im registered as a collector but you can also register as a artist and sell your pics,drawings,etc.
I would try to sell my art but all of it is copied of something already drawn. I just change to colors

This video encompasses so many things I think and have thought throughout the years. Warning though, if you are offended by cursing, this does contain some/a lot. But it still so perfectly captures thoughts that go through my head all the time:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0W7Jbc_Vhw

******* 2nd auditions today. at least it's the last this site will ever hear about them from me again. dont know why we have them since im comfortable with where im at. dont want to run the risk of getting a lower seat, which means getting put in the stupid band (im being kinda harsh calling it that, but it's where the sub-my school's average playing ability people go). wish me luck that i stay where im at.

We have a new cat ! So happy, I'm already fond of it. 9 months old, black with white feet, I proposed 'Reina' and 'Devora' but called it 'Café' in the end =) It jumps around already, it's a bit less shy than first. It's so tiny it can fit anywhere... we've lost it already so many times...

Wow, some coincidence that - Reina is our Elder Daughter's medieval name. I'm Lovis, the Butcher's Widow.

******* 2nd auditions today. at least it's the last this site will ever hear about them from me again. dont know why we have them since im comfortable with where im at. dont want to run the risk of getting a lower seat, which means getting put in the stupid band (im being kinda harsh calling it that, but it's where the sub-my school's average playing ability people go). wish me luck that i stay where im at.

*Fingers Crossed* Good luck, Conman :)

random fact: I used to play the marimba competitively. And I miss it! Anyone else play mallets?

This is my 700th post.. :eek::yes:

:grouphug:

This is my 700th post.. :eek::yes:

:grouphug:

Awesome! I love that you used it in this thread. Perfect place lol.

random fact: I used to play the marimba competitively. And I miss it! Anyone else play mallets?

No percussion, other than the misguided attempts at tapping various surfaces like I know what I'm doing. I do play the horn however, and miss doing that competitively.

When I grew up I wanted to be a mermaid, but after high school I decided I hated water so didn't follow through.

I realzed my child dream (followed by 50 others - I have many interests) - I'm a drawer... or, you know, an 'executive drawer in graphic communication' ^^

I get to be a human pincushion in the next few days.

I used to practice shamanism and still follow the core aspects of it.

my ear started bleeding in ap biology yesterday

my ear started bleeding in ap biology yesterday

Any particular reason? That doesn't sound pleasant.

Any particular reason? That doesn't sound pleasant.

Hate to lol but yeh... How the hell did that happen?

I just realized I have to pee, and probably needed to for the past 20 minutes but didn't notice.

I just realized I have to pee, and probably needed to for the past 20 minutes but didn't notice.

is that a polite way of saying you pee'd youself? BTW check your inbox!

is that a polite way of saying you pee'd youself?

No, lol. It just meant I was in pain at the time. :p

http://www.addforums.com/forums/showthread.php?p=1271062#post1271062

My password doesn't work ???

When I grew up I wanted to be a mermaid, but after high school I decided I hated water so didn't follow through.

Hehehe!

Urrrm.. I get excited about buying cleaning chemicals in bulk from my work.

Hate to lol but yeh... How the hell did that happen?


well in the upper crevice of my ear there used to be a zit...yeah i also get zits in very weird places on my body as my random fact... i didnt feel it after a while, then that day my ear itched a little, so i did a little brush, and scratched off a scab that formed there, and started bleeding profusely.

I have a yellow fish named Polka Dot.
He has no polka dots, he's just yellow.

I just realized I could not have had a better childhood. but 5th grade on sucked.

RF: I really enjoy popping bubble wrap.

BUBBLE WRAP IS ******* AWESOME!!!! every time i get a package from amazon, i always pop the **** out of the bubble wrap before i even look at my cool stuff. drives my madre nuts, but it's so much fun. i wish i could buy it in a store

BUBBLE WRAP IS ******* AWESOME!!!! every time i get a package from amazon, i always pop the **** out of the bubble wrap before i even look at my cool stuff. drives my madre nuts, but it's so much fun. i wish i could buy it in a store

I LOVE getting orders from Mertz Apothecary(in your neck of the woods, Conman) because they individually wrap each product in bubble wrap. For some reason their bubble wrap is especially crisp and pop-y! No deflated bubbles on any of the sheets!

well actually, amazon bubble wrap is a series of inflated plastic bag sized things connected to each other, so theyre louder and more explosive. i dont think ive played with real bubble wrap in a while.

2 more RF's of the new day
RF1: ive officially told Jeff's seemingly attractive older sister that he eats babies, now she's saying it too!
RF2: as one of my graduation presents, i'm going to a Sox-Cubs game at Wrigley Field the day before my graduation

well actually, amazon bubble wrap is a series of inflated plastic bag sized things connected to each other, so theyre louder and more explosive. i dont think ive played with real bubble wrap in a while.

Haha... I've gotten so many packages from amazon it's not even funny... However, I don't think my neighbors even slightly appreciate the impulse we share.

BUBBLE WRAP IS ******* AWESOME!!!!

I keep all packaging bubble wrap (that I don't pop straight away) in a box so that if get the urge to pop some at any time I always have some around :yes:

Random fact about me, I always remember my dreams, sometimes I dream in black and white and when I was studying German in school I dreamt in German.

I love changes - look at my name, changed it twice already ! =P

Had a rare occasion yesterday to prove I'm not ALWAYS awkward, but occasionally can be very communicative. I was confident and made acquaintances and good jokes. We talked about dreams, I openly shared I have ADD-C, APD and haemophilia and met a BPD, ADHDer and many people. Instead of being insecure and shy around (!)12 people I just couldn't shut up.

Really glad I came after all ^.^ - besides, invited for a second metal band now !

Could anyone tell my how the hell the password for the 'social class' thread works ?

i think it's been limited to only those who've been granted a password. the thread was getting reviewed i believe, plus i think it was just causing trouble and bad exchanges of words

I'm having to fast for a ton of blood tests tomorrow. I want food! So hungry. One of the meds I'm currently on makes me dizzy and nauseous, especially if I don't eat. I still have 10 hours to go and I'm already feeling pretty terrible.

I'd have something to eat for you C8H10N4O2 but I'm on a diet. I hope you make it without too much discomfort.

I play bass guitar. Well I try. My working memory problems make it kind of hard.

RF Moles are tunneling all through my flower gardens & uprooting the plants.I put used kitty litter down their tunnels, it's supposed to make them go away.Another old time remedy is to put ExLax in their tunnels, that's a laxative, & it's supposed to bloat the moles.I don't want to hurt the little critters I just want them out of my garden.

I just found some extremely good, at least three unarguable sources that reveal there is a medication bias that effects our country and how many people are prescribed to Prescription drugs, and show exactly how it's done.