ahalo
07-26-04, 01:52 PM
I have been contemplating returning to college but even thinking about what I need to do to get to that point already is boggling my mind. See, I am poor. So, when I went to college the first time at 19 and only because I felt family pressure, I got student aid and student loans. Was on my own for the first time therefore rarely went to class, passed only one of the classes, failed one just because of one missing assignment that I had all term to complete. Went back again a year later. Again, screwed up. Never had the loans deferred. Never did anything I should have done in that area.
But now I'm wanting to go back because it's what I want for my life for my own self. I am just scared about getting all of this sorted through, all the loans and aid and figuring out what I still qualify for and what I will not qualify for unless I pay back thousands of dollars. (I guess my debt is relatively low I think I owe $8000 between the two loans due to interest). And just knowing my track record with school. I don't want to screw up again!
Has anyone here ever had student loan and aid issues and is there any way to resolve them without having to pay for everything myself? I guess in the end I've decided if I have to pay for it because of my prior mistakes I will bite the bullet as that was my own responsibility regardless of the circumstances. And if it's my own money perhaps I'll take better care to do well, but i doubt it. I have such a hard time following through with things. I'm hoping now with getting an ADHD diagnosis and if I work hard to follow through with all recommendations there then I can apply that to school. BUt sometimes I'm feeling a bit hopeless about my own abilities and this is one of them.
School was so easy until 8th grade, then I do not have a clue what happened except maybe the classes were hard enough that I had to listen but I couldn't.
BTW I'm 28. It's been almost 8 years since I was last in school.
But now I'm wanting to go back because it's what I want for my life for my own self. I am just scared about getting all of this sorted through, all the loans and aid and figuring out what I still qualify for and what I will not qualify for unless I pay back thousands of dollars. (I guess my debt is relatively low I think I owe $8000 between the two loans due to interest). And just knowing my track record with school. I don't want to screw up again!
Has anyone here ever had student loan and aid issues and is there any way to resolve them without having to pay for everything myself? I guess in the end I've decided if I have to pay for it because of my prior mistakes I will bite the bullet as that was my own responsibility regardless of the circumstances. And if it's my own money perhaps I'll take better care to do well, but i doubt it. I have such a hard time following through with things. I'm hoping now with getting an ADHD diagnosis and if I work hard to follow through with all recommendations there then I can apply that to school. BUt sometimes I'm feeling a bit hopeless about my own abilities and this is one of them.
School was so easy until 8th grade, then I do not have a clue what happened except maybe the classes were hard enough that I had to listen but I couldn't.
BTW I'm 28. It's been almost 8 years since I was last in school.