View Full Version : My life in a nutshell

10-05-10, 08:13 PM
I've never been "normal" persay. And if I was it was only for a short amount of time. From both to about 3rd grade I was a normal kid. Carefree and full of life. About fourth grade I started enjoying rungs less and less. By fifth grade I was diagnosed with depression and put on antidepressants pronto. I took antidepressants until around the seventh grade, when I was diagnosed with ADHD, and put on Ritalin pronto. I've been taking Ritalin ever since and now I'm in high school. My dosage hasn't been adjusted since I was diagnosed because my doctor moved somewhere. Now I'm feeling almost depressed but not. I'm not sad, I'm no happy, I'm not mad, I'm not anything. I just do schoolwork. I barely say anything at school. I never hang out with friends anymore. I rarely leave the house. I work and that's it. I'm pretty much a zombie. I find myself zoning out and staring at anything and everything and yet I still listen to and comprehend whatever it is that is going on. Anybody else like this?