ADDhurts
12-09-10, 05:03 AM
Hi, the reason why I asked people who live in Toronto in Canada to please click on this Topic is to ask them a big favor... well its actually a win-win, but for me now it is a favor to ask. Well, I am a 21 years old guy who live in Toronto, Mississauga, I will skip the bull **** in the beginning, and start with my point. I want to try Adderall XR. I need someone who can sell me
about 7 pills. I will tell you why in brief paragraph. I've been searching for answers for my behavior and attention problem since age 17. Its been almost 4 years since I've searched internet to find out what my problem was, and was a long journey, and found no answer. (you might think this is hard to believe but is truth, i wasted 4 years) and I have finally found out what the "real problem" was for me from coming to this forum for about a month by reading many many stories. and I thought "This is exactly what I am going through, why havn't I notice this for my entire life and why didn't my family didn't found out I have this disorder" My grades in highschool is like a total failure and couldn't even go to college because of my poor grade. In my childhood, I was hyperactive and also couldn't focus on anything. my dream is to just read a book and finish it. In my highschool years, i just thought i was lazy and plain stupid with low intelligence. but after getting laid off from many many times from job and hearing boss telling me "You don't focus in your job", "You look distracted", "You can't even remember to do this simple task?" etc etc.
I decided to take on action. That was getting tested on ADHD/ADD. For the test, It costs around 800~1200 dollars. and to be honest, I don't have that money. and I really can't pull that motivation on me anymore to work after getting fired so many times. to be honest, I am scared to work. My dream... i swear to god... is to read a book and finish it while understanding the story and the plot. I just can't... I really want to, but its impossible to do it. I am so miserable right now, and have been miserable since grade 8. I just want a normal life where I can read and do things that requires even minimal concentration. I am very very miserable right now. If I see the pill working on me, and gives me even slight a bit of improvemance on my concentration level. I think I will get the motivation to pull that money to have the test. and I have taken many tests in internet, I showed severe ADD symtoms on every single tests I completed and I sincerely, carefully completed the tests. Well, that was really long long paragraph and I really appreciate you beared with me on this one. I will take the criticism manly if any. but those of you who felt anything from my writting, please give me a mail to
jaehwanzz@hotmail.com
and we will work it from there. thank you very much for you attentions
and god bless you all.
about 7 pills. I will tell you why in brief paragraph. I've been searching for answers for my behavior and attention problem since age 17. Its been almost 4 years since I've searched internet to find out what my problem was, and was a long journey, and found no answer. (you might think this is hard to believe but is truth, i wasted 4 years) and I have finally found out what the "real problem" was for me from coming to this forum for about a month by reading many many stories. and I thought "This is exactly what I am going through, why havn't I notice this for my entire life and why didn't my family didn't found out I have this disorder" My grades in highschool is like a total failure and couldn't even go to college because of my poor grade. In my childhood, I was hyperactive and also couldn't focus on anything. my dream is to just read a book and finish it. In my highschool years, i just thought i was lazy and plain stupid with low intelligence. but after getting laid off from many many times from job and hearing boss telling me "You don't focus in your job", "You look distracted", "You can't even remember to do this simple task?" etc etc.
I decided to take on action. That was getting tested on ADHD/ADD. For the test, It costs around 800~1200 dollars. and to be honest, I don't have that money. and I really can't pull that motivation on me anymore to work after getting fired so many times. to be honest, I am scared to work. My dream... i swear to god... is to read a book and finish it while understanding the story and the plot. I just can't... I really want to, but its impossible to do it. I am so miserable right now, and have been miserable since grade 8. I just want a normal life where I can read and do things that requires even minimal concentration. I am very very miserable right now. If I see the pill working on me, and gives me even slight a bit of improvemance on my concentration level. I think I will get the motivation to pull that money to have the test. and I have taken many tests in internet, I showed severe ADD symtoms on every single tests I completed and I sincerely, carefully completed the tests. Well, that was really long long paragraph and I really appreciate you beared with me on this one. I will take the criticism manly if any. but those of you who felt anything from my writting, please give me a mail to
jaehwanzz@hotmail.com
and we will work it from there. thank you very much for you attentions
and god bless you all.