Lately, My depression and stress have excelerated a bit higher....being out of work, I have had time to explore myself on the inside and I come to realization, that thier are two sides to me, sometimes timid and easy emotional at times when I am stressed or hurt or have a gut intinct that I am going to be hurt, and even worse when the Post Traumatic Stress Disorder(aka demon) attacks me, That is when I need the inner dragon, Draga(hence the name) inside of me to emerge most of all. Any Sign of a Red Flag of dishonest or decieving man, or insult from those whom I know and do not know, My easily broken heart calls upon my dragon in a chant to protect my heart and make me strong. It's like Draga is my inner strength and is my guardian to make sure I wont get hurt again.

Draga also protects me from the attacks of flashbacks, since I have no meds to help me, I have to find another way to deal with it...there is when Draga come in as well, I repeat my chant over and over again and focus on the words I am saying and more I focus on the words the more the demons go away.

Ever since I have been chanting and calling for her, I a little less afraid and slowly becoming more bold an unafraid to speak my mind at times and I am not so helpless again my flashbacks now that I know to chant to Draga.

"I envoke Thee, Draga, Protect my heart of stone!" or "I envoke thee, Draga, make my voice heard!"

Just keep chanting "I am a happydoot" :p

JK....hugssssss mello

I am a happydoot..I am a happydoot......meaniedoots eat buggers!