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Keestra
02-25-11, 01:56 AM
So heres the deal i am bi-polar manic and had adhd and addiction drug problems trying to medicate the add/aspbergers away. I was manic and so i wrote. I let a friend of mine whose adhd read it and he really found or saw the adhd problems he felt in it and my step dad adhd also connected to it too so i figured you all might see the adhd in it too. Sry about the formating i wrote in in the older Greek ode format and didn't convert over too clean. Keestra
5 for 20
Gift
A first sight
Taken
While adverting eyes
To

Ever present
Strings
Feigned Ignorance
All too
Aware
How wrong
Perilous
Eventually deadly
Opening the door
Allowing
A thing
Physical
Of make
Created to relieve
Destined to destroy
Into our
Most precious sanctuary
Our own
Garden of Eden
Our true gift
Yet
Alluring Promises
Conqueror truth
30 minutes
Of wait
Till the
Welcomed storm
Disguised as
Waves of
Fake bliss
Hit
Sanctuary’s shores
Enveloping
All senses
Thoughts
Concerns
Bearing the
White flag
Of a
Liberator from
The hardships
Of life
But also
Washing away
All wishes
Goals
Admirations
Desires
And Ultimately

the very
Substance
Of our
Being
Do not welcome
The delusion
Sellers
Are so adept
At weaving
The description
Of the
Blissful paradise
Where all desires
Are instantly granted
Is honest but
The cost
Is not
5 for 20
As they will
Wish you
To believe
A much steeper
Price will be paid.
All our

journeys began

With a pack
Full of
Nourishment
Naturally rationed
By god’s will
Designed
To insure
We’re sustained
Till The end
Our greatest Flaw
Is Natural Temptation
To Tamper
And control
This gift
But once
The
Itch of curiosity and
Temptation
Is momentarily relived
Forever present
Forever Haunting
Till death
Do us part
Will the desire
To try only
Once more
Untiringly
Besiege
Our minds
And bodies
Crushing
Contorting
Manipulating
Our very being
In the processes
Laying forever in
Wait
For the hand of
Restraint
To be lifted
Even if only momentarily
Because it knows
All too well
The memories
Of overwhelming
Love
Euphoric pleasure
And the feeling of
Inconceivable content
Coupled
With the
Beautiful delusion
That only love
Is present
In life
Will forever be the
Bane of
Resistance
Never ending
Temptation
To believe
What is knowingly
False
That only
For a small cost
All desires
Can be
Quelled.