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The Struggle

Posted 07-13-10 at 12:40 AM by RedHairedWitch
How can finding the right thing to say

Be so simple?

Words drip from their lips

Like flawless pearls

My mouth is full of marbles

The right thing to do

Seems as bright and clear as day

As they move gracefully

And with an inborn ease

While I stammer and stumble with each step

The right thing to wear and the perfect hair

Adorn their elegant bodies

Complimenting style and finesse

Eyebrows delicately raised in response

To my failed attempts at dignity

Did they have mothers

Who were just as refined?

Who taught them manners and propriety

Until it became as natural as breathing?

I cannot help but wonder

If only I had a mother capable of tact

Would I socialize with such

Utter nimbleness?

Intelligent conversation

Sales past my ears

Their words never take a wrong turn

As I struggle not to misspeak

To not interrupt or repeat

Mindless pleasantries surround me

I struggle to maintain a smile

Grateful that they deign

To tolerate my ineptness

At least for a little while

Then I take that inevitable misstep

Exposing my clumsiness

I cringe and shudder

As they cluck their tongues

Gossip behind my broken back

Speak over my bowed head

And assume only the worst intent

Silent tears slip unempathized

Down my burning cheeks

As I silently wish I had just half

Of their shine and polish

Excuse me please

Which way to the can?

I think I am about to have an anxiety attack
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    Phantastic's Avatar
    Very well written. *nods*

    Words may not drip from your lips but they certainly find easy passage through your finger tips! *grin*

    *Ahem*

    Emotions cut me down

    the jagged Edges of fragmented memories

    A collage of loss.

    and for all I remember

    for all I can recall

    I will forget everything soon.

    If I remember anything at all.

    **random thing over**

    Since your hanging with royalty you should keep in mind...

    Most royal families are inbred... And ethnocentric...

    *blinks*
    Posted 07-13-10 at 10:03 AM by Phantastic Phantastic is offline
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    RedHairedWitch's Avatar
    Thank you Phan
    Posted 07-13-10 at 01:20 PM by RedHairedWitch RedHairedWitch is offline
 
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