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Shadow Walker . . . .I am

Posted 11-01-09 at 06:11 AM by meadd823
Updated 11-01-09 at 06:14 AM by meadd823 (catagory and language)

Walking between the day and the night , During the evening cool while the day is young. There is no time, there is no distance, there is no place I would rather be.

I have been but now I become that which is to be me. Not bound by servitude to the past nor do I worry over what is yet to be . In this moment is all I have which is enough for me.


In the here and now I stand , for always , for now and forever. What is past is no longer present and the future is meant to be. For the first time in my life I step into a world that I actually understand. I no longer fear the knowing inside of me.



I take a hold of this offer of a life, this is a chance to be free, Tears of relief washes over me.


Fear has lead me for oh so long, I had forgotten the heaviness that came along with holding onto others ideas of what is right and what is wrong. I left that life of unworthiness and returned to them the notion of never being good enough for their redemption



I bury my fears in a hole I dug in the Earth, I let presumptions go in the wind . To the water that flows I give it my burden of self inflicted strife, once I had done this all I had left for fire was the practice that isn’t me. In exchange the elements returned to me my life.



I walk the shadows between life and death, I live without morals or emotions of regret.


I live as I was meant to be , free from the bondage what could of should have would have had over me. I walk in the realm of not dark , not light – I know who and what I am.

I am shadow walker whose direction is the freedom to be.








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    Turbochica's Avatar
    I enjoyed reading this. The picturesare beautiful too Thanks
    Posted 11-02-09 at 08:51 AM by Turbochica Turbochica is offline
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    meadd823's Avatar
    Thank you
    Posted 11-06-09 at 10:32 PM by meadd823 meadd823 is offline
 
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