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Life and I are breaking up.

Posted 11-26-09 at 05:09 AM by Louder Than Love (All Of This and So Much More)
I dont understand..... one morning, you awake, you feel good, theres a car you bought in the driveway, you dont mind that her 6 year old has pounced on the bed for an eternity yelling "toast crunch"

I work, I take night classes, I work from home, i work from home some more.

And have NO IDEA where my money goes....apparently... its spent on bills.

All near 2600 of it?

No,.. we dont live in Marin county.

then the grief.....
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Part 4 (last part)

Posted 11-24-09 at 10:06 PM by ginniebean
I started to feel as if I was not credible, that I was not an equal but had lost such standing that I must appeal to the parent/superior to prove I do not deserve this loss of status?


Somehow the expert turned themselves into the standard against which I am judged and this is right and as things should be, I should not have a problem with this. If I complain, I'm told that I'm being 'oversensitive' “negative” 'excuse making and not seeing things correctly. This despite that...
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Firebird

Posted 11-24-09 at 09:24 PM by ginniebean
I have heard the beast pound
in the breath of a bird...
and felt in its feathers the fire.
I have hated with passion
the gathering herd
and the weight of its common desire.
Ah, but no rest for weary terrestrial wings
in beating oppressive air;
they long for the strength
of celestial things
like the essence of myrrh in her hair.

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Part 3

Posted 11-24-09 at 02:14 AM by ginniebean
In my enthusiasm to change my life, to attain my goals, I was eager to hear of the methods involved in assisting myself. The answers have been already worked out and finally I can succeed. I want to be that success story my ego craves.


I noticed the temptation to fudge, to pretend I am more competent, successful than I am. I don't care for this sort of dishonesty because hey, that's not real, it's playing a role. Being a model of 'successful' adhd disability has never been...
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Part 2

Posted 11-24-09 at 01:59 AM by ginniebean
Finding a group of people with ADHD has been fantastic and has given me insights I doubt I could get anywhere else, plus what a truly great bunch of people. At the same time, I have spent all sorts of time searching the web, reading research, webpages, coach blogs, etc.. There's just tons of information that I was swimming in. Several months ago I started to notice that often I'd walk away from a site on the net, or a post feeling demoralized. I couln't articulate why, but it did make me curious....
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