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Has anyone noticed the inconsistencey of the adhd whirlwind

Posted 06-23-13 at 05:20 PM by hazzard
Hi all and fellow adhders I am wondering has anyone else had this kind of experience with having adhd , seem to go through fazes were my adhd is really really bad and then I am completley shockd and show no signs at all. I'll elaborate I was diagnosed 13 years ago have noticed when my life is busy my adhd is a lot worse and I lose my perception and get very disolusioned let's say I'm working all the time allways going out and constantly busy things can end up getting really bad eventually until I get really depressed then I quit a job and retreat and get better , when get to a point when my mental health has relaxed and get my life to be less busy I look back and think how the hell did that happen it was like a whirlwind of dispair screwups and fallouts and I'm left to pickup the pieces and actually don't really know what happened or even how it could of been better so I try and move on its very demoralizing to seemingly continue this process everytime my life gets busy, life is busy if you want to be sucsessful your life will be busy but it seems to be the bussiness my mind can't keep on top of so I lag behind and evetually crash , but when my life is slowed down and work at my pace I'm a completley different person I'm me relaxed easy to get on with my memory is so much better and I can focus and conversation just flows and I am confident and see what I want in life and am goal orientated but when lifes very busy I lose all perspective and end up not being able to concentrate or rember very easily its like I have too much on my mind for all the facilties to work efficiently its like I go through periods in my life of fast paced life style around people all day working socialising trying to make things work in my career and eventually everything goes wrong and then there is no job don't really see friends that often down to my own decision and doing things my own pace this lifestyle is not what I want from life but it seems to make my mind function at its best obviously if anyone without adhd would look at this and just say obviously if your life is bussier your mind has a lot to deal with but with adhd when my lifes busy I lose friends my self respect from doing silly mistakes and a overwhelming feeling of shame and can't seem to cam my mind down and take control it just seems to get out of hand it dosnt happen straight away it may happen over a few years an era but it allways ends the same way and I'm left confused as hell about what happened what to do now and were is my life going I know this is because of my adhd symptoms I am very well informed on the entire condition and I know why this happens then this but its seems like a constant test of heart. I have brains if at times it dosnt want to work for me but I defnitly have alota heart any way rambling on abit any one else experience these patterns in there life and the changing functionality of ur mind
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