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Annoyed With Myself

Posted 11-06-08 at 02:00 PM by x.MissSammie.x
Im really annoyed with myself at the moment.

It seems i can only Unhappy, moody, depressed or cant stop talking and just being really annoying.

Well today its been like that, i was fed up of feeling so depressed so i just tried to be happy but to be happy for me it means not to think about stuff so i had to keep my mind busy and that today was by talking lots and lots about random things to my boyfriend but it always ends up like im having a conversation to myself. I go too far and i think no one knows what to really say when im like that. Then it makes me feel so annoying and so then i try and stop being like it cuz i dont wanna annoy people cuz i know what its like when people annoy me but then i go back to being unhappy, moody, depressed...all the bad stuff.

meh its just like going from one extreme to the other, why cant i just be in the middle?

I know its prob cuz of my ADD. well i hope it is otherwise that would make me feel like er a totally annoying person or something.


Then i apologise to people cuz of it not cuz of my ADD but cuz of how i am. and then after i said it i feel like why am i saying sorry? This is who i am..who ive always been. I just feel like i owe it to them for being such a burden to their lives. And for being such a failure. And they make it worse by saying its ok and smiling, that it makes me feel like i should be sorry that i am doing something wrong.

gah im not even really making any sense.


just annoyed with myself for being how i am, im such a failure, i dont see me ever achieving anything. Like specialist say to me u have come so far..u have achieved so much and i think well no not really cuz millions of people are doing what ive achieved so far as part of their normal everyday life.
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    just annoyed with myself for being how i am, im such a failure, i dont see me ever achieving anything. Like specialist say to me u have come so far..u have achieved so much and i think well no not really cuz millions of people are doing what ive achieved so far as part of their normal everyday life.
    I know how you feel, damn doctors. Damn to chew on mould monkey stew, marinated in some dog turd.
    NOT SLEPt. But finally i have some half finished myspace tracks,workings not good enough bored blah blah blah blah blah www.myspace.com/cyberchondria I Love cubse, midi programmed by me. Concerning smoking coffe, only wonder don't try. That's not why I'm still up, but hell it is some advice, grand advice.
    Posted 11-10-08 at 07:04 AM by tree oh tree tree oh tree is offline
 
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