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Thanks. to U

Posted 06-14-10 at 10:36 PM by Louder Than Love

My mother... has cancer, and not the fun kind.
And yes , that's terribe and all... but does it give her the right to treat everyone around her like complete manure?


just tonight...
an argument excalated ( i dont raise my voice and participate in these silly yelling matches )
to the point where she said "I would rather die tonight than to ever live with you"

this all started from me spending 5.00. FIVE dollars, on some back alley herbal remember chill out stuff....

I'm out of words for this now...
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1. My mother lived with me when my youngest was just born, and hospice was helping. It was very hard, because mom knew she was dying and losing control.... I think your mom is trying to keep holding on, maintaining some level of control. It's hard. Go talk to yourself outloud and acknowledge how hard it is. It will help with guilt later after she is gone. But just so you know, my mom died and I'd do anything to have her back in the bedroom screaming my name ...

   Posted 06-21-10 at 10:29 AM by adnilorotrot

2. 	.. what I meant .. it may have not sounded the way I intended it, but she would call me and i'd be doing so many other things with the children, or cooking and she seemed to demand such attention... it was not lack of love for her, but I was busy so busy
   	Posted 06-21-10 at 10:31 AM by adnilorotrot

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