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Break Her Fall

Posted 08-15-11 at 11:12 PM by Louder Than Love
I met her,
Ive fallen,
I then so let her in.

an angel
Shes calling,
Still, with broken wings.
But
I'm lonely, Not forgotten

With these words Ill keep
myself somehow asleep.

Is it so insane?
What's the price im willing to pay?

People die for this

I'm your guide so far from astray
Could...
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again, and again, and again.

Posted 08-15-11 at 06:11 AM by Louder Than Love
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I'n trying SO very hard to get back out into life, being near reclusive for 6 years makes that a very warm and comfortable place.

The social anxiety I feel sometimes, is TRULY overwhelming. I have to walk away,

I feel threatened, and really don't even feel like I communicate well at all with people saying the nicest things ever.
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Thanks. to U

Posted 06-14-10 at 10:36 PM by Louder Than Love
My mother... has cancer, and not the fun kind.
And yes , that's terribe and all... but does it give her the right to treat everyone around her like complete manure?


just tonight...
an argument excalated ( i dont raise my voice and participate in these silly yelling matches )
to the point where she said "I would rather die tonight than to ever live with you"

this all started from me spending 5.00. FIVE dollars, on some back alley herbal
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Lust

Posted 06-11-10 at 12:48 AM by Louder Than Love
She sleeps with me at night
She's an apparition;
A silent siren dreaming of lust
A dream where the rivers flow of red
Where the sky is always that of night
and, the moon a pale shade of blue....... No,... Maroon.

Like on the harvest
Hung low for all to see
Lost somewhere in absinthiated thought
Sweet like ether
how these dreams they taste
And, I need her, my ghost, my apparition
My lust, my muse or forced attrition.
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Life and I are breaking up.

Posted 11-26-09 at 04:09 AM by Louder Than Love
I dont understand..... one morning, you awake, you feel good, theres a car you bought in the driveway, you dont mind that her 6 year old has pounced on the bed for an eternity yelling "toast crunch"

I work, I take night classes, I work from home, i work from home some more.

And have NO IDEA where my money goes....apparently... its spent on bills.

All near 2600 of it?

No,.. we dont live in Marin county.

then the grief.....
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