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These writings mainly focus on lost love, heartache, loneliness in my disorderly world, misunderstanding.

Anger, Fire, Hate, Suffocation.



please enjoy my writings.


-Louder Than Love- ( Jeramy)
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Life and I are breaking up.

Posted 11-26-09 at 05:09 AM by Louder Than Love (All Of This and So Much More)
I dont understand..... one morning, you awake, you feel good, theres a car you bought in the driveway, you dont mind that her 6 year old has pounced on the bed for an eternity yelling "toast crunch"

I work, I take night classes, I work from home, i work from home some more.

And have NO IDEA where my money goes....apparently... its spent on bills.

All near 2600 of it?

No,.. we dont live in Marin county.

then the grief.....
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Moment Of Clarity

Posted 08-29-09 at 12:51 AM by Louder Than Love (All Of This and So Much More)
Hers until the bitter end
I never thought id feel this way again
I Lust for her without the sin, and
Forgives me for what i have always been

I never knew love
I never knew pain
I walked alone
as everyday was the same

I never knew the truth
it kept such shifty eyes
Shady thoughts, endless lies
the music changes apathy with time

I never knew such lust
I never loved the machine
...
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Make Everything Beautiful

Posted 07-22-08 at 04:37 PM by Louder Than Love (All Of This and So Much More)
I want to make things beautiful
because I feel that I am not.
I want to write you a letter
I want to sing you a song
I want to feel a peace in me
Ive needed you so long.


I want to keep you beautiful
And you think that you are not.
Not money, nor gold, or diamond holds a flame,
In my eyes i see perfection
I only wish you saw the same.



Venus, she holds a rhythm
somewhere behind fiery eyes...
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By Design

Posted 07-22-08 at 04:17 PM by Louder Than Love (All Of This and So Much More)
Right now, I am content
Like the buzzard picks his victim clean
As divinity finds a way to remain unseen


Right now, I am the warmth
Like the weeping child in mothers arms
As the once encaged robin flies far away from harm


Right now, I am the system
Like the gears that methodically arrange the rhyme
As clocks will tick but wont keep time


My sweet poison anodyne
My loneliness is mine
Two steps...
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Addicted to Humiliation ( You Are )

Posted 07-19-08 at 09:22 PM by Louder Than Love (All Of This and So Much More)
You couldn't love me if ever you tried.

I'm not your type, not full of pride.

Or full of me, all i can be, is what you see.



I'm in pieces...

A cross to bear...
A jaded Narcotic..
defrauded tear..
Still so hysterical...
Your moth to your flame..






Ecomium showers me in glow.

Don't say goodnight, you needn't have to go.

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