Exhausted


I had visitors this week, well for like 4 days and 3 nights anyways. They left this morning.
Oohhhh man do I hate having people in my house, especially for a long time! I am so worn out, tired, strung out, and a little depressed.

It was just supposed to be my friend (lets call her Sarah) and one other friend (lets call her Angie) who are basically my only two RL female friends. But Sarah decided to bring her boyfriend last minute (Rob,...

I hear the shopping songs sweetly singing
The folk are fighting over baby gods in public places
And the people throw money away like garbage
A smile then a start with “Have a happy - ”
Happy what hunny? We have become so painfully worried
Isn’t the sentiment the same? Or has it changed today?
Yeah, it’s just another Yuletide

Trees and bows and pretty things
Shiny gifts for rosy faces, ratty gifts for hungry faces
The halls are decked...

Tell me

Is it painful to dance with my randomness?
Or are you still lost in the thrill of the chase?
Did you know I live in the eye of a hurricane?

Tell me
Can you speak the language of the weirdo?
Have you ever walked the way the wind blows?
Do thoughts race like a lightning storm in summer?

Hear me
Chaos loves me so much it made be its priestess
I am no creature of poise and grace
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