I want to Crawl into a hole
 

I have had the worst case of EVERYTHING going wrong the last couple weeks. My husband cheated on me, my doctor couldn't give me medication because me therapist noted the charts wrong. He said he had to wait until she fixed it. Five days later into the weekend no one has called.

I hate life right now. I hate everything, I am not suicidal I am just really really depressed. I have gotten anti-anxiety medication but it still doesn't help. why does everything have to be so hard.

It takes me 10 times longer to read and to get thing's done, than what a normal person goes through. I can't go back to school until I get some help with my ADD. Because, I got accepted to a great university. But, I had to drop out this semester because I couldn't focus.

Now, I'm in trouble because I missed jury duty I am so stressed out. Now, I have to go to court to explain why I missed it. I am going to get a letter from my doctor and explain everything.

Why do I have to live like this. I have no friends. My closest friend lives two hours away. I am just so sick of everything. I want to crawl into a hole and stay there.

Re: I want to Crawl into a hole
 

I understand the wanting to crawl into a hole feeling.
I can offer hugs...

Re: I want to Crawl into a hole
 

Word. Sometimes I want to buy a shovel and dig so my hole is more spacious and comfortable and I'll never have to leave.

Re: I want to Crawl into a hole
 

too many things going on at once. Just try and get one thing done at a time. first thing is meds, it´s not your fault the doc screwed up the notes. I would make a real nuisance of myself until you get them. It´s appalling that you are without medication because of their incompetence.

Re: I want to Crawl into a hole
 

Re : the cheating. Tell him to go f**k himself. You deserve better.