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Old 01-01-18, 12:21 AM
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Unhappy I'm just a ghost

I always knew it was true. I'm not really alive. I'm just a wondering spirit in this world that people can't perceive.

I went out alone for new year, as the only alternative was to sit in the house alone and do nothing. So I went up town to hit the clubs. They were jam packed with people. But I knew in the back of my mind that despite this, I was still going to feel all alone. Tonight just confirmed it for me. Not one person acknowledged my existence. I looked at people, I smiled, I nodded at them, but only about 1 out of 100 people looked back. The ones that did were very quick to look away.

Is it possible to be so socially awkward that people hate you so much so quickly that they won't even acknowledge that you are there?

Am I better off dead? Because I feel like i'm already at the half way point and nobody can even see me.
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